equivalent. It was like that song was written for me, by me. I was caught in a lie that I had been telling myself for years. I tried so hard to forget a very horrible past experience that I blinded myself to
endured. I was unable to heal because I was unable to admit the pain in the first place.
After that Wings became my solace. The BU my favorite "TV" world. I connected to my own youth through the narrative woven
BTS and fell in love with them even more, as people. They had an air of authenticity that is unheard of in a lot of music. They had vulnerability. They had a bond between each other that was not forced or
But I was in the closet. I had heard
the things people said about ARMY and I did not want to fit that stereotype so I concealed my fandom,pretended to not know who they were when my friends or family asked me about them. I was a grown woman
directly to my soul.
And then Her came. And their Love Yourself project went into full swing. I couldn't be a spectator fan anymore. So I started to tell some friends and family, tried to get them to
specifically for #BTS a few months ago and really glad I did because I'm no longer afraid to be a proud army. I have learned that we are not the worst of us. We are beautiful, sweet, caring, charitable
world on their shoulders. I only hope that with ARMYs support we can lighten that burden just a tad.
I will always be thankful to Park Jimin, for Lie. It literally changed my life. I was determined to never
She was my best friend and my confidant. After losing her I spiraled into a very deep depression that almost took my life. I gained a ton of weight because I just didn't care anymore.
I never got to look him in the eyes and ask "why?" I was never given that opportunity. I was never able to explain to my mom why I was the way I was from age 12 onwards. Why I was a
Once Wings came out I literally poured every single cell of my being into it. I listened day and night memorizing everything. Slowly my grief became less of a constant cloud and I was able to see that
So I decided to take better care of myself. To try and extricate myself from that deep well of depression and let go of my painful past. #BTS was there for me the whole way. Not in person but
and perform with pure authenticity and passion. They will always be the band that saved me. And now, I'm doing just fine.