see also:
vividness.live/2012/07/03/unc…
much easier to allow emotion this way
fear is a tricky one for me to talk about because i bet other people (women, PoC) experience a hell of a lot more of it than i do
my fear feels "young" to me; feels like it comes from the youngest parts of me still afraid of my parents or teachers or the other kids
there just are people out there who are fucked up and will hurt you if you get close to them and do a good job disguising this on paper; it's okay to be afraid of them w/o a legible reason