"Brother Nikolai, I would like to see you after the service for a brief discussion".
"No problem". Replies Brother Nikolai.
Service ends and we find a place to sit and talk.
"Brother, I want to know how you and your wife flow so easily in the Spirit?"
"...I see the ease at which both of you flow in tongues and I really want this so much. I have been a worship minister for years and even have three albums yet I cannot touch that realm you both touch.
When you and your wife give comments during midweek service..."
"...I keep wondering if this is the gospel I live because you both speak with so much love and show a reality I feel is only for GO. How can I become like you?"
Brother Nikolai responds "The question should be - how can you become like Christ. It is Him you must become".
"Ok. How?"
"Would you be free to have lunch with us this weekend?" Brother Nikolai asks
"Definitely!" Sister responds instantly.
It's Saturday noon when sister comes to the house and immediately she walks in, the Holy Spirit impresses a question to ask the sister.
"Sister, are you carrying any guilt from a past experience that happened in 2012?
Sister becomes quiet and sighs deeply. She looks around and stutters.
He said "Sister, there is no condemnation here so please allow the Holy Spirit work. We all have a past but some are..."
"...worse than others but in Christ, it does not matter regardless of what people tell you. It is only given to God to judge and not man in his carnal nature so please speak freely".
"Yes. It was July of 2012 when I went ahead with an abortion. I was seeking fame at all cost..."
"...that I lost sight of everything and got involved with an NURTW Chairman at my area. I was a worship minister then but I lived a secret life".
She pauses and sighs
"The burden of that guilt still eats me up and even when I got married..."
"...it became worse and when I lost my first pregnancy; I told myself repeatedly - 'there's blood on your hands and that is the reason God took the child - it is a sin and the wages of sin is death'".
"I sunk into depression and contemplated suicide."
"My husband was there for me - encouraging and encouraging, praying and laying hands until we got pregnant again and despite my depression, we gave birth to a boy"
Everyone was quiet. Who won't be but deep down, Brother Nikolai was smiling because religion is evil.
It would show you the half of something but never the full and that was why the law could never give liberty until Jesus came and grace was made available to us.
"Sister, you quoted Romans 6:23 but just half of it so I want us to read it that our understand is enlightened...
"... so please read it - “For the wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord”. Did you see the "but"; it emphasises an alternative.
"Now, let us read another scripture - Romans 8".
She begins to read v1 and suddenly, it dawned on her!
What part opened her eyes?
There is therefore now no condemnation to them which are in Christ Jesus, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit.
For the law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus hath made me free from the law of sin and death.
She asked - What Spirit?
"The Holy Spirit" I responded.
With tears dropping she said "I want you Holy Spirit".
Hands were laid on her and that was it... the dam broke, the burden shattered!
Brother Nikolai heard chains falling off and behold, she was swaying as she went into deep tongues.
Brother Nikolai encouraged her to sing a song and yes, it was different from what he heard her sing in church.
It was a powerful moment and tears flowed freely among everyone there.
It took one hour and some minutes for the presence to lift.
"How do you feel?" He asked
"Liberated! Uplifted! Loved! Adored!"
The next day was Sunday; she was to lead and immediately she opened her mouth, it was a river of tongues - everywhere scattered!
The Pastor started crying. He understood! The Holy Spirit has found expression!
It was a powerful service and from her, others came to know the secret but in reality, there was none - it was the Holy Spirit and He makes all the difference.
I perceive by the Spirit of God that many of you are just discouraged and carrying the half part of Romans 6:3.
I have been there and I understand but I want to say this: AT NO POINT IN THE BIBLE WAS GOD CALLED THE ACCUSER!
AT NO POINT WAS IT GIVEN TO MAN TO CONVICT OF SIN!
We know who the accuser is - but he has been conquered and until you understand this...
...you will continue to be a shadow of the glorious things spoken of you just as the law was a shadow of the Light of Christ.
The grace of God is made available. God loves you...eternally!
In these few years of ministry, I have come across quite a number of people with different desires whenever we talk.
There are those who are seeking to be blessed and like I’ve seen, once they are blessed, excuses to serve God starts popping up.
It sad to see.
However, the people I have always enjoyed praying with are those who simply want more - more of God, more of the Holy Spirit, more from their relationship with the Holy Spirit.
They don’t thirst for anything but God.
I call them God Chasers.
All they desire is God’s will.
This was how I met MB after church service after I watched her ministration during Sunday Service in my parish.
“People won’t know that such a tiny frame carries so much power” I teased.
She laughs.
“However, I want more. How do I get it?” She asks.
In the church I worshipped with in the past, I observed that during the intercessory prayers, people don’t just mumble words while many just sit and form distracted.
It didn’t make sense.
As a matter of fact, it was the women that even prayed the most.
I also observed a trend and it was like this: when people weren’t praying, the minister leading the prayer begins to cajole people to pray with words like...
“It’s only the living that can praise God”
“What if you had died from accident?”
“I know of a man/woman...
“...who trailer crushed and died on the spot and I shouted Baba... have mercy on me”.
It works! All the time 🤣.
Why did it work? Because it put the fear of dying in your mind.
Why does it bother you? Because you think if you die in your sin, na hell.
“You know you’re a Pastor. Demons tremble at your presence and even witches are afraid of you. But for someone like me, I have to be careful so I am not afflicted because I’m not anointed”.
These were the words of a sister to me 3 months ago.
A spirit filled Sister.
Telling me that a woman looked at her and threatened to deal with her if she does not stop her midnight prayers.
“So since you stopped, has she given you peace?”
Yes o! We are even friendly towards each other.
🤣🤣🤣.
Chai! Friendship gba okwu dia.
Of what relationship does light have with darkness???
How?! How can light dim at the presence of darkness?!
Even the mad man saw Jesus and bowed and you’re telling me you’re friendly with a witch.
Believers.
I laughed at her until she was ashamed and then annoyed.
God had already opened the gates for us as there was a waterfall of His Presence today.
It was waves heaped upon waves of His goodness and love. I saw burdens lifted and I heard tongues that shattered the fabric of man’s false realities.
I didn’t want it to end. Now I understand why the Apostles would go from house to house breaking bread and being drunk in the Spirit.
After service we went visiting... this Pastor work no be mouth which is why I find those who say all Pastors care about is Tithe.
😒😒😒.
The hospital was at Akowonjo and it wasn’t far from my place. Immediately I was informed in church, I asked the Holy Spirit if my Brothers can stop by for a visit.
We had finished and catching kingdom trips when one of my Brothers said - Let’s go and know earthworker’s house.
So many tales of woe from those who have suffered terrible experiences from the hands of SARS and rather than the government to act, they have chosen to suppress what has been due for years.
People are being paid to scatter protests, “supposed” prisoners escaping...
Accounts of Nigerian citizens being blocked by the FG and many are still making excuses for the President’s silence.
Certain individuals with ideologies are sprouting and trying to smuggle another agenda to the #EndSARS.
It is well.
The other thing of note is that churches have chosen to engage in spiritual protests via prayer walks and great things are happening.
Spiritual fathers have stood up to address things in the place of prayer and though the enemy has raised its head, it shall be crushed!