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27 Jun, 6 tweets, 2 min read
kiwi farms has killed near/byuu, probably best known as the bsnes developer.

this has got to stop.
i didn't know them very well, but they reached out to sympathize when things seemed most hopeless, which i appreciate beyond words
it's difficult to convey the sheer weight of what i know they felt. feeling like a whole mob is breathing down your neck, every second of every day. always on edge, waiting for the next nightmare to appear from nowhere. never quite sure who you can trust, who will turn on you.
but it's also nearly invisible. there are no mean-spirited replies to any of the tweets about this, so you wouldn't think anything had been happening to them at all. it makes you feel insane. something following you in the shadows that no one else sees
even from a distance, it was obvious that near was brimming with passion and dedication and skill... and kindness and warmth, even if held more closely

and they have taken all of that

suffice to say i cannot express my true feelings because they would violate the twitter rules
rip @near_koukai. i can't think of a better way to honor your legacy than to keep making things, so i guess i will go try to do that

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28 Jun
desperately struggling to understand why so many people are making a point of referring to near by the legal name they only revealed at the beginning of their suicide note. how does that seem like an appropriate thing to do
also i'm under the impression they were going by they/them, but they torched enough of their twitter presence that i have nothing to substantiate that
i swear to god if i release a lifetime of stuff as eevee and then i die and people start commenting "Ah, Evelyn, her work meant so much to me" i will fucking haunt them
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folks on my timeline: "after weeks of community planning to work around difficulties with L1 caching microcode, i finally made addition 0.3% faster on swan lake cpus"

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literally two lines

startup:
collectgarbage('stop')

once per frame:
collectgarbage()

not really lua's fault, it has no notion of when's a "good time" to collect garbage and doesn't know that there's a set time when a game is twiddling its thumbs
hm, well, now there's no perceivable difference if i remove that. naturally. i love too test perf
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i literally just saw "pride isn't about sex" and i feel like i'm in an AU. people like me were still being called "sodomites" pretty regularly and publicly while i was growing up and that wasn't that long ago, what the fuck is happening here
look i just think pride should be for the LGBTQs. Lesbians, General motors, Bank of america, Teenagers, and Qalmart
we had to have a fucking supreme court case saying you can't actually put people in Literal Goddamned Jail for having gay sex. that's in living memory of every adult in the fucking country because if it were a person, it wouldn't be old enough to vote yet!!
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i cannot verify this, but i've been told that the push to shorten "polyamorous" to "polyam" rather than "poly" (so polynesian people can use the latter) traces back to a single tumblr post essentially arguing that having a single word mean two things would be bad SEO
folks i have bad news about what comes up when you just google "poly" on its own
i, the genius, am attempting to look into this /after/ tweeting about it, and i guess this was the original post? i tracked it down on wayback machine and it's not a snippet, that one paragraph was the entire post (via aidamanduley.com/2015/09/01/sto…)
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i never saw ds9 so i've been gradually going through it over the past months and wow it is good, a star trek with ongoing stakes where the federation kind of sucks sometimes, what the hell
i'm like halfway through season 6. worf and dax are pretty cute! i sure hope nothing happens to them! either of them! especially dax!!
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one of the big unspoken issues underlying "kink at pride" discourse seems to be that a lot of people assume "kink" is an objective category, and anyone engaging in a "kink" is therefore horny at all times and basically fucking right in front of you
but this is incredibly weird to me because i immediately think of MOST OF WESTERN MEDIA and how it's built around male gaze and the women have to be sufficiently attractive to straight men and then we dress them in as little as possible
and i am not really clear on how this is different from "kink"?

media depiction of women is quite clearly meant to be sexually appealing to cishet men. that doesn't mean every dude pops an immediate boner upon witnessing catwoman
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