Thread by @3a1FcBx0

I write.

I write and I will write till my last breath.

I.. I may say i'm immortal. And I may very well be so, but it doesn't mean I don't feel pain, and I dont care. I absorb. I'm godlike, like literally, absorbing everyone and everything. It's just simply an empathy.

And.. As I said to one last night, I will write, and people will explicitly search to read my shit. I'm so proud, i'm so glad, i'm so powerful, i'm so knowledgeable, i did so much, i felt soo much, i help so much to every-fvckin-one - on the street, on the house, me too.

There's a point in life that.. you realize how powerful you were, and that you still actually is a ton more powerful than the half of these fvckin planet.. In which every living being, even everyone of us, is just even smaller than the smallest known piece, atom, and dust.

And that said, you are getting greedy and too proud and you're the THE most most.. No, you are not. You're fvckin nothing. And your only job is to progress the collective. A feedback loop. Just like in development.

My whole concise life went in software, and passion, and love..

for a reason. I studied not "Tech science" or "software i don't fuckin know what". I studied Geography. Yea, you fvckin heard that right. You have no idea how much that is, what connection there is.
My real life experience built the other part - Philosophy, Psychology, Software.

I swear, i know more than some ppl that "studied" software, "studied" psychology or geopolitics.
YOU. ARE. JUST. FCKIN. DELUSIONAL. AND. DOESN'T MATTER.

It's about what's your life experience and atmosphere, like parents and community. It's about how you process the whole shit.

As one once said it very perfectly: you can't stop a man that CAN die for its people, you can't scare with jail an IDEA, values and principles, or a man that can do anything and don't care.

It's fvckin unbeatable. It's unbreakable.

And gosh, I said it many times before it happened.
"You just don't fvckin know what you'll open... and even I am scared of me and that down there, and what's possible."
Well, one just fvckin did it last year.

One creature, powerful like me too, but just stupid enough to not realize how powerful it is, and what tha fack it did to me. Well, it was needed, and in one way or another it was clear it will happen so.. Thank you and love you.

Thing is, i'm not sorry for me, for my shit, for my pain, i'm sorry for the people's stupidity, for their wrong turns, for their mistakes. I don't have problem to do good or smth that's even against me and my core shit, if it's in the name of progress and realization for someone

I'm crying and dying every single day for other people, for other shit, at global scale. I don't give about me until i die and even after that. I just care to write and enlighten someone, to help someone. To just help them realize something or just pure support and absorb.

It's for a reason, a ton of reasons actually, i don't consider myself a human. Cuz i realized what i am doing, why i am doing it.
I'm here to help, i'm here to support, i'm here to absorb, i'm here to talk and write, to walk.. with you, without you, beside you.

And yes, i expose myself like that all these years, cuz guess what.. I CONSIDER MYSELF POWERFUL ENOUGH TO BEAT AGAINST ANYONE THAT CAN USE THAT AGAINST ME.

That's...

That's power.
That's consistency.
That's persistence.
That's faith. (btw, literally my fvckin signature since 2010)
That's patience.

THAT life will be taught one day, and searched, & read.
Just fckin remember i'm writing since 2008. And that I was in the library all day & night

That's why I like @garyvee since I found & started followin him in 2017. He just cemented all my shit. All this shit was for a reason. Nothing can beat that: Patience, kindness, persistence, consistency, faith, truth.

Beat me, mothafvckers.

(life story Gary, read d thread ;p)

It's for a reason it turned out after 8-10 years of free work, pain and absorption.. I started collecting rewards, I started seeing results, I've seen people coming to me, I started seeing ppl comin to my realizations and ideas, and principles, Ethos. Philosophy.

It's for a reason i grew to that fvckin powerful creature that I AM. You wanted that. I was lower than the grass. I was "lazy", "doin nothing".. no madafaker, i was silent, accumulating knowledge and power, with the unbeatable patience.

And while I was doing that, at my peak point, you were fuckin down because some meanwhile disease or stress or fear. It's nothing, my dear, a ton more scary shit is coming. If i am your worst nightmare, and problem.. oh gosh, you are already done, my dear.

I'm here for the 2090.

I am here for the 2090. And I don't know and I don't care in what form, or what it will be, but remember that.

And no, it's not negativism. It's power. It's realism. It's reality. It's pragmatism. It's thinking. It's knowledge. It's processing of the unlimited information flow.

But no, you want to "just live", "have a normal life", be "normal" (whatever tha fack that is at whatever time), and to scroll algorithms. Scroll it - you are dead. Don't fvckin judge me or want that from me.

Never had fear. Never was scared of something or someone. And never will. Thing is.. the longer you live, the more you learn, the more problems appear.

I have a ton of problems and i'm just almost 29.
Heck, that's not even 30. And I'm planning and living like I'll live til 97.

How? How, you may ask, right?
What tha fack you mean with 2090?
What you mean with all these signs for "Sigma" and "2023-25".
Read. That's the answer.

There's unknown power inside and outside of me.
That's the real scary shit. Not some planetary disease, or aliens. Aliens is nothing.

The scary phoenix power inside of me is unimaginable, that is just what the world made me, want and need.

But..

Many of us.. are rising. One by one. We report. We connect. We feel each other. We see each other.

But you, miserable dust, smaller than the micron or atom or whatever.. broken & broke, fightin each other.. GET YOURSELF TOGETHER, PREPARE AND FIGHT.

Cuz it's a war. A cosmic war!