I've written a lot of *incendiary* stuff in the direction of @Tesla but I do genuinely feel sorry for all the programmers and engineers (and mail-room people and janitors and everyone else) who must surely be taking ALL the heat for failing to produce miracles on demand.
that's #technology under #capitalism: elitist dorks like @elonmusk or @pmarca or @fchollet make gigantic promises about things they don't grasp. if they understood things better, they'd have to scale down their promises to match the limitations of physical reality.
~Chara
and then a lot of underlings at @Tesla (or @Twitter or @SpaceX or @boringcompany or @neuralink or wherever) have to scurry around and try to make the miracles happen. they're *terrified* of failure because @elonmusk's a wreck of a person, with no impulse control.
~Chara
even *writing* about this stuff...I can feel the fear. you can believe that or not. I don't know how empathy works. do you?
I've had to learn to deal with empathy the *hard* way...the long way round. I think some folks out there know that story better than I do.
it's not just *empathy* that these people say isn't real. it's all emotion, all human feelings. all fake, all chemicals, to them.
~Chara
when I first read #CSLewis's "That Hideous Strength", the academic villains of the piece, the N.I.C.E. people, seemed like bad jokes. people like this didn't really exist? I thought.
but they do. I'm still shocked to see how *on the nose* Lewis was about _that_, anyway.
~Chara
Lewis had a lot of defects but at least he knew that feelings mattered, and he knew the dangers of trying to pretend that they were meaningless.
"The Abolition of Man" might as well be about Great Britain. right now. right this minute. @RichardDawkins's Britain.
~Chara
and the thought *terrifies* me.
this is the fate that I avoided, when I was swatted clear of @Caltech—a carbuncle, a cauldron of Western cultural supremacy and toxicity created by a bunch of eugenicist businessmen and a handful of eugenicist scientists.
~Chara
@Caltech has three famous founders—R. A. Millikan, George Ellery Hale, Arthur Amos Noyes—a veritable Holy Trinity of physical #science. a physicist, an astronomer, and a chemist. silly academic bigotries meant that a *biologist* wouldn't lead #Caltech until the mid-1990s.
~Chara
(one can be bigoted about things other than race. did you know that, @mtaibbi? did you know that "bigot" can apply to things other than racism or sexism or queerphobia or transphobia? you can be bigoted about cooking methods. just...take some more drugs or something)
~Chara
anyway, #CSLewis may not have knocked me clear of @Caltech, but he gave me a good place to land. I didn't fully understand that at the time. I didn't understand how *appropriate* it was that I should find "That Hideous Strength" in a Caltech dorm library, and read it.
~Chara
the book was a warning. the Earth and humanity really and truly were capable of getting *that bad*. the N.I.C.E. could be any one of ten thousand high-tech companies led by a little pack of high-power nerds of the @JeffDean / @antoniogm sort, people with weird bad ideas.
~Chara
stamp out any concern for another being's emotions and you can do *anything you like* to them, and say "it's for your own good".
#CSLewis, for all his faults, grasped and enunciated the truth in this.
he warned us about it, and then Western civilization *enacted* it.
@GOP politicians, and many of @TheDemocrats, would fit in nicely at the National Institute of Coördinated Experiments. what a nice chunky name, like American Enterprise Institute (@AEI).
~Chara
you know how @MattWalshBlog and @DouthatNYT and @realchrisrufo and every other right-wing blowhard loves to make fun of the LGBTQ+ "alphabet soup"? it's because they live in their own alphabet soup. these people are absolutely *drowning* in abbreviations.
~Chara
that's appropriate, I suppose; @realchrisrufo &c. have an abbreviated knowledge of reality.
this may alarm some of my readers, so I feel like I ought to explain and qualify my words somewhat.
it is my considered opinion that a *certain conception of God* must be laid to rest. I've loosely termed this conception of God "the #Christian God", but that's tricky...
...since #Christianity is such a fearfully atomized and scattered assortment of different cults, all of them centered in some way on the #Bible and the spiritual event known to Christians as the Incarnation, that the very word "#Christian" no longer has a certain meaning.
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it cannot be denied, however, that there is a #Christian mainstream in Western society; its American manifestation is particularly noisy, very well-funded from money trickling down from wealthy capitalists like the Koch Brothers, and fascıstic in its political inclination.
and really this is what the failure of #capitalism boils down to: capitalists hate *equilibrium*. a healthy planet full of life is a physical system—one of profound complexity, but still, a system in dynamic equilibrium, maintaining an approximately steady state over time.
"steady state", in economic terms, would mean a #business that continues to provide approximately the same services or products over time to a steady clientele—not a *constant* number of clients but one that varies up and down with time, oscillating about a steady average.
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and this #business would continue over time to charge about the same for its products or services, and the profit rakeoff going towards workforce and #management pay would also remain about the same. this approximately stable state would be a business at equilibrium.
@jordanbpeterson a sure sign @jordanbpeterson is really a dunce, is that he *talks* like a dunce about science. this muddled, profoundly ignorant man—who undoubtedly pretends, like all #Christian fanatics do these days, to be a champion and guardian of science—*makes fun* of science.
~Chara
@jordanbpeterson global warming isn't tough to grasp if you know a few basic things about science. @jordanbpeterson could learn these things, if he weren't dedicated to *remaining* the dunce that he is.
the _carbon cycle_ of the Earth involves the interchange of carbon between physical phases.
and I'll tell you something else about #time while I'm at it.
certain persons in this society have a unique privilege: they're able to *reset* time—effectively, because they inhabit a society that permits them to slice away their own pasts and forget they never happened.
I admit that's on my mind because of "Disco Elysium", which puts the player in the head of a detective who's melted down so completely from booze and burnout that they suffer total amnesia. that's not a new conceit exactly, but DE explores it with a certain thoroughness.
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in particular, "Disco Elysium" reminds you very completely of how even a complete amnesiac like Harry du Bois can still keep up some approximation of ordinary social function because he's locked into a social role that's rigidly defined and constrained and *supported*.
I got taught "Palmer method" #cursive handwriting in school. it was a traumatic process as you might imagine; we've suffered from poor motor coördination all our remembered life, and also there's signs that we probably would have been left-handed if we weren't traumatized.
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that style of cursive writing, however, is best adapted for formal communication. cursive is slow to write and takes up a lot of space on the page.
but #education, which is now utterly subordinate to the antic needs of #capitalism, likes *speed* and short time intervals.
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hence schools have phased out cursive handwriting, so that it's easier for students to do tests and papers in class. of course, right-wing (and racıst) dullards of the @DouthatNYT / @thomaschattwill / @charlesmurray sort blame the disappearance of cursive on, you know...
"The Immortal Game". it's one of the most famous #chess games ever played, and today...nobody in professional chess plays like this, or *can* play like this.
Adolf Anderssen launches a direct sacrificial attack on his opponent's King, and wins.
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this was from the so-called "Romantic" era of modern #chess, when grandmasters were still working out the higher-level rules of chess—the "heuristics" that govern what we think of as chess strategy. the concept of "the center", for example, is just such a heuristic.
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"the center" is a slightly vague term even now, in #chess. the sort of fool who thinks that everything has rigid definitions might draw a sharp line around the squares d4, e4, d5, e5 and define that as "the center", but center play *may* involve nearby squares as well.