Thread by @SUBJAEMlN

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❛ lovable.

jaemin really wants to lose his virginity by the time he gets to college. the only person he wants to do this with is his crush, lee jeno. now how is he gonna ask his best friend to take his virginity?

̕ ﹫ sub!jaemin + dom!jeno. ៹

⌗ warnings !
➥ choking, humiliation, degrading, rough sex, corruption kink.

virginity.

its the thought of still having his virginity that jaemin doesn't like. he's going into college soon and he doesn't want to go in as a virgin. he knows people would make fun of him, and he's a horrible liar to ever try to convince someone.

he always had the thought that by now, jaemin would be with jeno. they'd be a couple and have their firsts be each other. jaemin is disappointed that he still hasn't done much about his crush on his best friend.

jaemin was fucked. he only wanted jeno to be his first and now he can't be, who else can he want to fuck him?

there wasn't enough time for the young boy to meet someone, college being a week and a half away. so jaemin finally tells himself to build enough courage.

the two were sitting down in jaemin's room. his parents were gone but his older brother, jaehyun, was still in his room. "jeno, can i ask you something? and if i do, you have to promise not to be weirded out! just hear me out before you say no." jaemin speaks with a pout.

"yeah, sure." jeno replied. he doesn't seem like he was paying attention, too caught up playing games on his phone.

jaemin took a deep breath before he finally let it out, "be my first, take my virginity".

jeno dropped his phone at the words. he turned around, sitting up as he stared down at jaemin who was still laying down. "what?" was all he could say at the moment.

jaemin sat up as well, "here me out. we're going into college and as virgins! we'll be made fun of and we less than two weeks before we have to go. it's not so much of a crazy idea to do it with me." jaemin spoke, a small pout as he spoke the last part.

"it's not that you're not attactive enough jaemin! but, we're best friends. wouldn't it be awkward between us?" he asked. "it'll only be awkward if we let it be."

jaemin was right. they've been friends for almost a whole decade, it can't get awkward. minutes of silence passed by and jeno still hasn't said anything. jaemin began to worry that he might find him weird now.

"you know what, let's forget i said anything. it's awkward right now and i don't like it" jaemin finally said, a light blush on his cheeks.

"no it's not that i don't want to jaemin, i'm just trying to think of the closest hotel room there is." he told the other with a small chuckle. "i don't wanna do it at my house, my moms always home and your brother never leaves his room".

they decided to not wait too long for this to happen. jaemin feels scared, he's unexperienced and being jeno's best friend, he knows jeno is too. the thing is, jeno knows more things about sex than he does. he probably already knows what to do and jaemin still doesn't.

jeno drove them to the nearest motel. he's always had sexual desires, he never thought he'd be having them in real life with his best friend though. although, the image of jaemin bruised up and moaning just for him isn't a bad one.

once they got there, jeno did most of the talking. jaemin couldn't focus much, being a bit too nervous. it was fun to see jaemin like this, he was mostly the confident one.

they got their key and quickly made their way to the elevator. it made them both a bit embarrassed that the other guests can probably tell what they're up to since neither have any luggage.

"don't be nervous, okay? i won't hurt you, we can go slow." jeno reassured the other boy. jaemin finally let out a deep sigh, "yeah yeah, sorry. i'm just a bit scared that's all".

when they got their hotel room, jaemin finally calmed down. he's been wanting to do this for a while, he shouldn't be scared.

the two sat down on the edge of the hotel bed. "i've never kissed a boy before even if i came out as bisexual like a year ago" jeno joked. jaemin chuckled lightly, "okay then, i can start that up for sure".

jaemin leaned in slowly, a light blush on his face at the realization he's about to kiss his long time crush. he brought their lips together in a soft kiss, hand resting on the others shoulder.

jaemin could let out a giggle at how nice the kiss was, he's always imagined the others lips a bit soft. he didn't know how to escalate it, but soon learned he didn't have to when he felt jeno's hands on his body.

jeno's hands sneaked their way underneath jaemin's shirt, making the younger boy shiver at the rough feeling of his hands. he felt jeno bite his bottom lip and instantly parted his lips to welcome the others tongue.

soon enough, jaemin was seated on jeno's lap, finally pulling away for air. he panted lightly, lips red and hair a fluffy mess. this was only a dream for jaemin before but now being on top of the boy, being able to actually feel him, it's much better than just a dream.

jeno raised jaemin's shirt higher, enough to the point where the younger boy would want to take it off. although jaemin is glad he got to take the clothing off, he felt a bit embarrassed at how exposed he was and yanked at the hem of jeno's shirt as a sign to take it off.

jeno chuckled lightly at the action and took off his shirt.

jaemin blushed, not knowing what to do next, "jeno, i don't know what to do now" he whispered out, blushing even more in embarrassment.

jeno smiled up at him, "move your hips a bit, yeah? it'll feel really good, believe me". jaemin nodded at his words, moving his hips lightly against the others and letting out a surprised whimper.

he didn't think it'd feel as good but boy was he wrong. he couldn't get enough at the friction, whimpering at every touch. it wasn't until jeno thrusted up with a low groan that jaemin moaned loudly.

"jeno, jeno i feel..weird?" he let out, small moans interrupting him. jeno smirked at the others innocence, enjoying how easily turned on the boy on top of him is.

"oh no baby, we can't let you cum just yet." he whispered in the others ear. he laid jaemin on the bed, spreading the others legs to fit himself in between them, kissing the others neck harshly.

if jeno's being honest, he was just as nervous as jaemin was, but didn't show it. he's so glad jaemin gives a reaction to every touch, knowing its a sign to do it more and when to stop so he could tease him.

his lips went down to jaemin's chest, leaving soft kisses before sucking on one of the pink nipples. jaemin arched his back, letting out a high pitched moan at the feeling. he already felt overwhelmed yet they haven't even done much.

jeno's lips kept going down the boys stomach until he reached the others pants. he looked up at jaemin, hair messy, lips bruised, he looked amazing.

"poor baby, we haven't even started on the real thing and you already look ruined, what a pathetic baby" he told the other as he took jaemin's pants off slowly.

jaemin whined as he felt his pants being taken off and thrown to the floor. jeno couldn't get enough of the others soft skin, tracing his fingers lightly on the boys thighs.

he took jaemin's boxers off and that's when jaemin began to blush. he was fully naked while the boy in front of him still had his black jeans on, but if jaemin was being honest, he liked this.

jeno brought three fingers near jaemin's lips, tapping on them. before jaemin did anything with them, he spoke up quietly, "i prepped myself before coming" he admitted, unable to keep eye contact with the older boy.

jeno smiled at him, fitting his fingers into the boys mouth, "suck." was the first thing he said and jaemin obliged. "cute pup was so excited, hm? couldn't help but prep himself and feel good".

jaemin whined at jeno's words, happy he has fingers in his mouth so he wouldn't have to answer.

soon, jeno took his fingers away, immediately shoving two fingers into jaemin's pink entrance.

the young boy moaned, only feeling a slight stretch and immense pleasure. "did you find it by yourself baby? find that one spot that can drive you insane?" jeno asked, moving his fingers in a slow, teasing pace.

jaemin shook his head, remembering how he couldn't find it himself yet wished jeno could.

as soon as the third finger was in, jeno was moving at a brutal pace. he wanted to see the boy squirm, feel so much pleasure that he doesn't know what to do with his body.

he looks down at him with dark eyes as he thrusted hard into the other. jeno knew he hit jaemin's prostate, seeing his back arch and mouth hang open as pathetic moans leave it.

jaemin couldn't believe the pleasure he felt from just jeno's fingers. he feels like he could just cry right now, his eyes do get watery. he couldn't believe jeno was a virgin, couldn't believe how someone with no experience can turn him on this much.

jeno finally took his pants off, boxers right after. before jeno could do anything else, jaemin spoke up, "i want," he paused, trying to catch his breath, "i want to ride you, please"

jeno let out a low groan at the others words, going crazy at them. he sat down, back resting on the bed rest as he stared at jaemin, "come baby, lets see if you can be a good pup and take it all".

jaemin whimpered, situating himself on jeno's lap before aligning jeno at his entrance. his moves were slow, bringing his hips down little by little.

when jaemin tried to move into a better position, the young boy slipped up and sat himself all the day down on jeno way too fast.

"o-oh!" was all jaemin could say, whimpering lightly as he held onto jeno's shoulders tightly. jeno looked up at him with worried eyes, holding onto his sides to try to get him off, "baby, are you okay?"

jaemin didn't let jeno pick him up, he even grinded his hips down further. "no, no! don't pick me up! wanna take it all, wanna be a good boy for sir" jaemin would say.

the words surprised jeno, having to stop himself from thrusting up. he didn't expect jaemin to say such things, he believes jaemin probably doesn't even know what he said himself.

after a while of jaemin's small whimpers, he began to move. his noises became louder over time, unable to control himself in any way.

he held on tightly to jeno's shoulders, making sure he's steady enough to take all of jeno everytime he goes down. he can't help but to get even more turned on as he hears jeno's groans.

jaemin tried to be a good boy, he really did. but he started losing his rhythm, his thighs were shaking so much but he didn't want to stop. he felt himself on the verge of tears, having this be the best pleasure he's ever gotten.

jeno noticed the boys actions before he did. he grabbed jaemin's hips, pulling them all the way down until he was seated and made sure the young boy didn't move.

jaemin wouldn't want to make eye contact so of course, jeno had to make him. he pulled jaemin's hair a bit harsh, moving his head towards his direction. at the rough touch, jaemin whined, liking it way too much.

"baby's getting tired, let me handle the rest, yeah?" he asked jaemin. the young boy nodded and before he knew it, his back was hitting the soft bed and jeno was thrusting back into him.

now he did feel the tears leaving his eyes as jeno kept his brutal pace. he felt like a mess. his eyes are watery and red, lips all bitten up, hair messy.

for jeno though, it was a perfect sight. the sight of his little doll absolutely wrecked.

he couldn't get enough of it, he wanted to see jaemin completely ruined. he slowed down his pace, watching as the young male whined as a small protest to the action.

"aren't you embarrassed baby? everyone in this damn hotel hears you right now, they can hear you cry for more of me." jeno would say. all jaemin could do was sob, he was so humiliated yet so turned on, it was a whole different emotion.

"p-please!" jaemin let out, high pitched and whiny. "ruin me, pretty pretty please!" he would sob. and all jeno could do is comply.

he held on tightly onto jaemin's shoulder as he thrusted with his original harsh pace. jaemin still couldn't believe he was a virgin, jaemin swears he can see stars right now.

for one thing, jaemin is not as innocent as he seems. he knows things, and fuck did that hand near his neck drive him crazy.

he held onto jeno's wrist tightly. jeno began to remove his hand thinking he was probably hurting the other. what he didn't expect was for jaemin to move it to his throat, wrapping his hand nicely around it.

he was dumbfounded at the actions but couldn't help the groan that left his lips. he squeezed harsh enough to the point jaemin could feel some pressure.

jaemin felt like a toy and oh did he love it. he was being used and the hand on his throat was barely letting him breath. jaemin couldn't take it anymore.

"m gonna cum!" he would yell out, letting out the highest pitched moan that night as he did so.

jeno couldn't take the way jaemin clenched around him so tightly as he came, jeno cumming inside the younger boy with a drawn out groan.

the two tried their best to calm down. jaemin felt so worn out and he just wanted jeno close to him. he whined when jeno pulled away, going into the bathroom.

he came back a couple seconds later, cleaning both himself and jaemin up. he knew the younger boy wouldn't have enough energy to put his close on but the least he could do is help him put his boxers back on.

jeno sat on the edge of the bed, running a hand through his hair, then letting his head hang low. jaemin turned to him, eyes barely open but still enough to see that jeno was acting a bit weird, "hey, what's wrong?"

he was worried that maybe he didn't satisfy jeno that way he did. "nothing just that, this wasn't a good thing. i should have never done this"

jaemin felt his eyes get a bit teary. he felt sorry and guilty, feeling as if he forced jeno to do this.

jaemin kept his voice soft and low, not wanting it o crack during mid-sentence, "sorry, i thought i was doing a good job" he would say, feeling his cheeks dampen slightly at jeno's words.

"i should've stopped myself before doing this, i'm so fucking dumb" jeno would say outloud, not even realizing what it could really do to the other boy.

jaemin's bottom lip wobbled as he tried to keep in his sobs. after having sex and being called all those degrading things, he thought it'd be time for him to be called the cutest nicknames.

the only thing he wanted and needed was aftercare, but instead he felt so stupid, so hurt.

he's known jeno for years, he would have never thought jeno would be so blunt about something like this, especially to him since jeno knows how sensitive he can be.

it was until he heard jeno say, "let's just forget this ever happened." that jaemin let out his cries. all he wanted was to be kissed and hugged to sleep, not hearing that having sex with him was a big regret and to forget it happened.

he cried uncontrollably and if it was about any other thing, jaemin would be embarrass but right now he isn't. he's too hurt to be embarrassed.

jeno looked back at the noise, finally snapping out of his own thoughts. he had just realized what he said out loud. to his best friend out of all people, one of the most sensitive people he's ever met.

he crawled towards him with worried eyes. he didn't know what to, jaemin probably already thinks it the wrong way.

he held the crying boy close to him as he felt him shake lightly, "hey hey, baby calm down, i'm so sorry, i didn't mean for you to take it that way"

jaemin scoffed lightly, moving away from jeno's touch, "there's no other way i could take it! you just kept talking about how having sex with me is a regret and thought i'd be okay with it!"

jeno's eyes softened, "i didn't mean it because you were bad though baby. i said it because now that i did have sex with you, i won't be able to stop thinking about this. you're always on my mind and this didn't help, it doesn't help the way i'm feeling for you either".

jaemin rubbed his eyes, looking at jeno right after as he let out a quiet, "what do you mean?"

"i've liked you for fucking what, years? you never noticed so i was happy about that but recently i just can never get you out of my mind. when you wanted to be each other's first times, i was so happy but so scared i'd like you even more." he rambled on.

"now i've hurt your feelings as i was only thinking about mine. i'm sorry, okay? you were amazing, my regret had nothing to do with you, it was just my feelings." jeno finally finished up.

jaemin was far more than just surprised. the boy he's been in love with for forever just confessed he's felt the same way. he doesn't know how to react since this had never happened to him.

of course people have confessed to him, but he's never felt the butterflies when they do since he's always only liked jeno.

"i like you too" he quietly said back, blushing at his own confession. "i've liked you for years too. i wanted you to be my first no one else and i said all of that so you can agree."

jeno's eyes widened slightly, "are you serious? or are you just fucking with me baby because right now, i feel as if my hearts gonna explode" he said with a small chuckle.

jaemin chuckled lightly as well as he nodded, "i was sure that this wasn't gonna do me any good but now im glad i had the courage to ask!"

there was a long pause, the two just staring at each other. jeno took in a deep breath, reaching for jaemin's hand, "do you think you'd like to go out tomorrow night? like on a real date where i can drop you off at your house and give you a goodbye kiss and hug."

jaemin gave him a soft kiss then pulled away with a small smile on his face, "only if you ask me to be your boyfriend right after".

end.