He likes it and he doesn't question it.
He doesn't question this either.
The first time Namjoon thinks about it, his face is pressed in the crook of Jungkook's neck and he's trying to stifle his laughter. Jungkook's bratty, self-satisfied grin turns to small whines when he realizes he can feel Namjoon's body shaking with laughter inside his ass.
It does usually, but Namjoon is still laughing, and Jungkook's sudden change of behavior only makes him laugh harder.
"Hyung, move. Mooove."
"I didn't mean- it just-" Jungkook is growing restless, squirming under him and around him. His legs tighten around his waist to try to make him move.
"Serves you well for talking about geese in the middle of sex."
"Hyung!" Jungkook protests, squirming.
Namjoon's laughter stops at once. He freezes, trying to process the sting on his bare ass as it spreads and dissipates on his skin.
It's warm. Jungkook's hand is bigger than he remembers it being.
"Hyung," he whines again, voice wet.
Namjoon rumbles low in his throat and he lets his hands slide down to grip Jungkook's waist.
"Yeah," he says, voice hoarse and unamused. "I got you baby."
Now he's thinking about it. Now he can't stop thinking about it.
The second time Namjoon thinks about it, the positions are reversed.
His face is buried in Jungkook's pillow, and it smells fresh and clean like everything Jungkook owns. Jungkook is pouting this time too, because Namjoon just told him to wear a condom.
"Too tired to clean up afterwards," he says, watching his boyfriend rip a condom open with more force than needed.
"I'd clean you out," Jungkook argues.
"Eating your cum out of my ass isn't cleaning."
Namjoon turns his head back around to laugh in the pillow.
"I'll fart in your face," he threatens, smile hidden from view.
It stings. All the hahas die on his tongue, the hit strong enough to make him flinch, knees slipping wider apart on the mattress. He has the urge to rub at his ass to ease the blow. His cock twitches.
"U-uh?" Jungkook is confused but he's obedient and he immediately yanks him back on his dick, trying to repeat his earlier movement.
Namjoon moans, arching his back.
"It's good but not- not this, shit--" To hell with it. "Hit me."
"My ass. You slapped it."
"Uh."
"Do it again."
"You mean- like-"
"Yeah, like that."
"Oh." Jungkook looks down and gives a very gentle slap on his right cheek, more of a shy pat. "This?"
Jungkook strikes him one more time, harder, effectively cutting his words. He curls on himself and clenches on Jungkook's dick, and Jungkook moans and bucks up into him in return.
"Yes, baby, yes," Namjoon hisses, pressing his ass back towards Jungkook, pushing him deeper inside.
"Hyung," he says, voice breathy and high-pitched. "Oh my God hyung."
His arms wrap around his waist, squeezing him as he pants and visibly tries not to get overwhelmed.
"It's ok," Namjoon says, reaching back to grab on Jungkook's thighs. "Fuck me hard baby."
He thinks about spanking.
God he's thinking about spanking.
The third time, Namjoon doesn't just think about it.
They're sitting cross-legged on Jungkook's bed and Jungkook already has a semi that he's failing at hiding from him.
"So," Namjoon says, politely averting his eyes not to embarrass him further. "It's really ok for you?"
"Yes."
"You're not doing this just to make me happy?"
"No," and more quietly, "I want to do it too."
"As hard as I want to," Jungkook recites.
"And when do you stop?"
"When you tell me to stop or when I don't want to do it anymore."
Namjoon nods. "Good. Now sit against the headboard."
Namjoon gets up from the bed, quickly stripping off his clothes until he stands naked as the day he was born.
Jungkook stares. He stares back.
He climbs back up on the bed, and Jungkook helpfully lift his hands from his lap to let him lay on him, ass propped up on his thighs. This is more embarrassing than expected, but Jungkook makes a little noise in the back of his throat and Namjoon relaxes.
"When do I start?" he asks.
Namjoon presses his face in the sheets and pushes his ass back against Jungkook's hand.
"Whenever you want baby."
"Breathe baby," Namjoon whispers and he knows Jungkook is nodding even if he can't see him.
"That's alright?" Jungkook asks, slightly anxious.
"Yeah, keep going."
After a dozen hits Namjoon's ass does feel warmer, more sensitive to the hits.
"Can I-"
"You can go harder Kookie it's alright."
Jungkook does it again, a second slap at the exact same spot that has Namjoon's body jerking.
"Yes," he hisses, feeling the pain blossom.
"Yeah this is- ah fuck," he breaks out in a pained moan when Jungkook's hand comes down a third time, always at the same spot. He tenses again, ass throbbing and cock twitching.
The sound of Jungkook's hand slapping his skin, loud as a whip, only edges him more.
His ass hurts and the ache never passes, only grows stronger and more persistent with every hits.
Jungkook stops immediately and Namjoon pants, thrilled by his own reactions.
"It's ok," he chokes out before Jungkook can freak out. "K-keep going."
Namjoon turns his head to peek at Jungkook's face, finds him flushed and distraught, searching for his eyes.
"Is this too much for you baby?"
Jungkook shakes his head. "No I want to do it more. It's just- a lot."
At least he thinks he can take it. Jungkook whines at his words and his hand rains down, so hard Namjoon scratches at the sheets, twisting sideways.
Jungkook obeys, dealing a few more strikes that have Namjoon's eyes burning with tears. He moans, pained 'ah's at each of Jungkook's hits, body tight and tense, more vulnerable than he ever remembers being.
"Is this really ok?" He asks.
"It hurts," Namjoon says. "I can't keep my body from reacting to the pain but it's good. You're doing great."
He touches him again, gentle fingers on his ass and balls that have him melting on the mattress.
Nothing prepares him for the rapid fire succession of hits, precise and unrelenting, and he can only shout and squirm.
Namjoon moans, legs twitching and dick throbbing with pain and pleasure alike.
"More Koo, more." He moans, and he reaches behind himself for Jungkook's hand, guiding it down to his thighs. "Here."
His ass is still painful and this keeps getting worse, keeps getting better.
He rubs against Jungkook's leg whenever he pauses, desperate for relief.
He doesn't finish his sentence, hand coming down to abuse his thighs again, unconsciously pressing down on his back to keep him still.
Jungkook keeps going until the cloth slips from Namjoon's mouth and he's sobbing out loud.
"God," Namjoon cries, voice scratching his throat. "It's so good- ah!"
He yelps but manages to keep himself mostly still as the hits keep coming.
"You're so red hyung," Jungkook sounds even needier now. "You're so red oh my God."
He endures it until he can't anymore, body caving in. He reaches back again, stilling Jungkook's hand before it can strike down again.
Jungkook's hand is lax in his grip, waiting for Namjoon to guide him again.
Jungkook makes a small noise in the back of his throat and then he's spanking him again. Namjoon sobs, squirming, trying to find relief in the harsh press of his dick against Jungkook's pants.
Hot pleasure meets burning pain, mixing until he can't distinguish one from the other.
He grinds down as best as he can, biting the sheets and taking it, taking it, taking it again until his vision blanks and white pleasure seizes him.
"Yeah."
"Just from-"
"Yeah."
"Oh my God," Jungkook sounds almost pained, hands coming down to rub his ass gently, but even that touch is too much, too harsh for him. He tenses up and Jungkook jerks his hands back.
"Yeah? I'll look at it later. There's still one thing-" he paws at Jungkook until he can find his stomach, then slide down to his crotch.
Jungkook freezes up and moans.
"You're so wet baby," he says, drawing a moan from his boyfriend. "Did you get so hard just from spanking your hyung mm? Did you like it?"
"Y-yes," Jungkook stutters, voice shaky. "Yes, yes."
Namjoon pulls his hand out when Jungkook grows soft in his fist, bringing his fingerd to his mouth to lick them clean.
"Fuck," he hisses, ass throbbing with renewed pain.
"Hurts?" Jungkook asks, voice still breathy. "Wait, wait-"
He scrambles off the bed and to the bathroom, coming back with soothing cream.
"Give me your hand," Namjoon says, and Jungkook lets him grab his right hand, bringing it to his eyes.
As expected, his palm is bright red.
Namjoon pressed a few wet kisses against it to soothe the pain. "My poor baby."
"This was pretty hot," Namjoon says and Jungkook nods eagerly.
"It was."
"I'm never sitting up again though."
Jungkook laughs mirthfully. "I'll carry you. Bridal style."
Jungkook laughs again, all soft and open. Namjoon feels warm, maybe a bit too much still, but he finds comfort in it, finds strength in the knowledge he pushed past his limits.