-Rumi.
Boston is a beautiful city, particularly in the Fall.
The way the colors reflect in the Charles River. The way the ivy grows and clings to the old buildings.
It is a city with many stories to tell. 1/
I am an intern, and I could be in Heaven itself and not notice anything, except how many tasks I still have to get done.
My life is a to-do list that only grows. 2/
On this particular day, I have been savagely busy. I am on the General Medicine team. We are the engine that drives the bulk of the admissions and discharges from the hospital.
It is a grind. 3/
There’s never enough time.
I round on an elderly patient. She is Chinese, Cantonese-speaking only. Her room is filled with family members. They translate. 4/
I leave the room, order the tests and meds, and move on.
About 10-15 minutes later, the patient’s eldest son emerges from the room. He wants to speak to me. 5/
I feel a surge of anger. Really?!
I just spent a significant chunk of time explaining everything. I asked them if they had questions. Now I have to cancel it all? 6/
He senses my anger, and calmly intercedes. “No problem at all, that sounds like an excellent plan.”
He then takes me aside, into a separate meeting room.
“What’s up, Sayed?” 7/
I’m an intern. I know nothing. I’m a meaningless MD, nobody cares what I think. And now the patients are disrespecting me.
He raises a brow. “Really...” 8/
But, like all great teachers, he seizes a teachable moment in my frustration to show me a truth.
“You think they’re disrespecting you by changing the plan, Sayed?” 9/
He smiles.
I feel a lump in my throat. 10/
I feel ashamed, and nod. “No biggie.” 11/
The next time I round on that patient, I notice how much I missed before. How many gestures are unspoken.
The way they all stand when I enter. The smile and slight nod of the head the eldest son gives me.
I am humbled. 12/
I am deliberately more sensitive, after that.
One of the many beautiful things about medicine is how it brings people together. 13/
We all walked different paths to get here, but we are here now.
All that matters is what we can achieve, together. 14/
The way the colors reflect in the Charles River. The way the ivy grows and clings to the old buildings.
It is a city with many stories to tell.
As intern year comes to an end, I am finally listening.