Oh did you want a long early morning rant #thread? Yes? No? Too late, here it is. Let’s talk about how the insistence on returning to college football not only a reflection of racism & capitalism, but also the deep failures of patriarchal culture. Ready? Let’s go.
Ok so yesterday I talked a bit about racism & capitalism in the organized sport industry particularly football. Here’s that thread. Note: I’m sure there are scholars who have written about this, this is just my Black feminist quick take.
So football relies heavily on the athletic performance of Black men for the entertainment & profit of predominantly white men. In the NFL when players protest, they’re told to shut up & play or that they make enough money so they shouldn’t care (racist capitalist perspective).
This isn’t to say players don’t enjoy the game but it comes at a high physical & personal expense. Many of these teams with their owners (🤢) have a real plantation vibe IMHO.
So we know players have been protesting for years & insisting on cultural & safety changes at the multiple levels. This is more difficult for college players as they’re not technically paid plus are younger & less experienced, still gunning for the money & fame of going pro.
The Big 10 return to college football reflects the capitalist failures of higher education bc our large public institutions have become too reliant on sports income to function & therefore make these wild unsafe decisions that risk lives & waste resources to try to stay afloat.
Schools will now spend tons to test & isolate all people on the field. As I said before these rapid tests should be available to school children, front line & service workers & our most vulnerable. Using these resources for entertainment purposes reflects our cultural values.
Universities will also have to employ janitorial & service workers to clean up after & feed teams & fans but note Big Ten explicitly said only those “on the field” will be regularly tested. Fuck those other workers right? Capitalist disregard of some lives over others.
Ok so it’s clear the return to college football during a pandemic is fucked up. But what’s really stuck in my head right now are all the folks who are so deeply joyful & relieved about the return of football that they get violently angry at those of us who critique it.
The culture that surrounds football (college & NFL)—a notably specifically American sport—is racist (hi Washington Redskins), sexist, capitalist & harmful. It relies on excessive drinking & heavy consumption of food & goods (tickets, tailgating gear, jerseys, etc.)—purchasing.
But this culture is, for some, the only culture, the only joy they have & that’s what’s been sticking with me lately. I think of all the men who raised me who only hugged each other or talked while watching football together.
I think about my peers who learned or pretended to care about football specifically to connect to adult men, typically fathers, who were otherwise not emotionally available. Many have important memories of connection with men & family in regard to football.
That shit is real. I want to truly acknowledge that memories of bonding & connecting are essential human experiences AND assert that the capitalist racist culture surrounding football is harmful, even to those who love it.
Football fans often trash cities. Tailgating creates immense waste. Advertisers encourage unhealthy levels of drinking that increases the risk of harm to fans & those around stadiums bc of fights and/or drunk driving. It creates high levels of income/spending but at what cost?
And then I keep thinking about how fucked up it is that many men seem unable to connect with people or feel strong emotions outside the context of cheering on their football team. I’ve seen men cry, scream, emote in ways they will do nowhere else.
The sexist masculinist culture that surrounds football is a reflection of how we deeply limit what it means to be a man & do damage to men in our culture. It hurts all of us. (& yes I know women like football too. I’m talking about trend/majority not the entirety).
I critique this shit & lay it out like this not because I blame men or hate men because I actually love so many men & get so deeply sad for the way patriarchal culture has trapped and harmed them emotionally even as it primarily benefits them materially.
I understand why folks are desperately clinging to the return of sports even if it risks lives & wastes resources when sports have been one of the few ways they connect & build memories with men in their lives. Of course yall don’t want to let it go. I get it. I do.
But it’s possible to acknowledge the good something provides AND recognize its larger collective harm. This kind of recognition is essential to social change: the ability to weigh the benefits & the harm (centering the most vulnerable) then making a choice even when it’s hard.
It does however require us to value other people’s lives & wellbeing and to assess what we as individuals actually need to be well, to be fulfilled & what we simply want, often to escape or ignore the ways we are deeply unsatisfied or unhappy.
We have to choose what does the least amount of harm & prioritize what does the most good. Good however cannot be defined by producing the most income or satisfying the most people at the expense—potentially the life—of a few.
I’m not a football fan so I can’t tell you specifically how to divest & change but I know divestment & change is needed. What I can say is that the joy, the connection, the bonding, you experience around football culture IS able to be experienced elsewhere. I promise.
When I critique the return of football I’m not saying you don’t deserve the emotional & personal benefits you receive from football culture, instead I’m asking you to consider if it’s really worth it & to invest in finding other ways to fulfill your emotional & social needs.
In a global pandemic we cling to the familiar & attempt to return to normal when normal is gone. We’re building a new world. Maybe football will be part of it & maybe not. If it is, it has to do more collective good than harm. If it’s not, you’ll learn to live happily w/out it.
If you can’t imagine a version of yourself that is happy without football, perhaps it’s time to re-evaluate your conceptualizations of happiness. Therapy is a good start as are self-help books or podcasts. Twitter won’t let me add more tweets so, the end?
Here’s the “unrolled” text version. This one got real long but I’ve been thinking about this shit since yesterday. Please know this is what it’s like in my head all the time these days. 🥴
When I was in high school I intentionally did not apply for scholarships intended to support students of color or students from low income backgrounds. I was determined to show I could do it on merit alone.
So it’s ironic now that no matter how many degrees or awards or books, certain folks will say I’m “just” a “DEI hire” & don’t deserve my job when they don’t know anything about how or why I was hired. All they see is a fat Black queer woman & they immediately think “unqualified”
If I had known this is the way it would be for my entire academic career, from when I started college to now about to be a full professor, I would’ve taken more scholarships, more support, more resources every chance I had. There’s no winning with ppl who don’t want me to exist.
I think it’s telling that a bunch of conservatives are responding to a video of me twerking on stage with Janelle Monáe & asking why this behavior is allowed by a professor on a college campus/class. There’s a reason I teach critical thinking skills & reading in context.
In case it’s not clear, Twitter is not my classroom or campus. A Janelle Monáe concert is not (sadly) my classroom or campus. I literally post all my teaching outfits. My syllabi are publicly available. If they truly wanted to know what my classes are like, they could find out.
But of course that’s not the point is it? The point is to say “See this fat Black queer disabled person who is, in her personal life, behaving in a way you don’t associate with old white dude college professors? Must be a DEI hire & a sign of the decline of the university right?”
New #ResearchStudy recruitment #thread: Attention pleasure activists & organizers! I’m beginning a new research project to study the practice of #PleasureActivism by interviewing organizers of pleasure spaces for multiply marginalized people.
For the purposes of this study, pleasure spaces are defined as social spaces intended for pleasure, joy, creativity, healing or other positive emotions. These could include but are not limited to dance parties, art shows, hobby or sports clubs, social groups, & kink/sex parties.
Multiply marginalized people are defined as those who have at least 2 marginalized identities in regard to race, class, gender, sexuality, or disability. Please note I am including kinky and/or polyamorous people as sexually marginalized people in this project.
Meant to post this yesterday but in its first month on the market, #BlackDisabilityPolitics sold 1,820 copies while being #OpenAccess! For an academic book this is a huge success. Thank you all for your support & for showing that open access doesn’t mean no/low sales!
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Remember when I said COVID would be a mass disabling event with the majority of Americans disabled and people were like “Stop using scare tactics! Stop exaggerating!” But here we are. I want us to prepare for disabled futures not fear them.
And when I say mass disabling event, I don’t just mean long COVID. I also mean all the people with psych disabilities, esp PTSD, from the trauma of the pandemic (like front line workers) & everyone who have had medical care denied or delayed in an over-taxes hospital system.
Ummm so this year there are Reese’s trees and ornaments and bells and nutcrackers and mystery shapes and big snowmen and even bigger Santas. My “Reese’s shapes are better than the cups” people, get into it. We can compare notes.
Ok, first, nutcracker. They’re tiny. Way higher chocolate to peanut bette ratio, firm chocolate texture like the edges of a traditional cup but all over. Not for me.
The ornament was more like an Easter egg, but not flat, fully rounded. Another high chocolate to PB ratio, hard chocolate, thicker than even the edge of a cup normally. Not for me either.