Plane baby tucked away for the night with her dust blankies on ‘cause blowing desert winds. 
And I’m mentally & physically exhausted from a day of #aerobatics coaching. I want to curl up in a ball & have a good cry because I’m tired & think I suck at flying...
This level of flying tends to focus on negatives & corrections to make... and you get frustrated trying to make them & even more frustrated when you fail. Not much positive reinforcement...
That only comes when you do well at a contest when you see your scores.
And so much of me aches. My tailbone, my arm & shoulder. Bruises. Not sure I can turn my neck right. And I was told I need to do weight training to strengthen arms... which I acknowledge but got to find the time
Yes I’m bitching & grumpy because exhausted. But I do see improvement. Let’s just hope I do well this season. First contest is Friday.
Left home at 5:30am.
Returned 9:30pm.
Tired.
Returned 9:30pm.
Tired.
