Thread by @ArteCuid

🍂2° “And on these moments, precisely after a hard work, I’m feeling the head empty. And if he’d let me go…would be easier to hate what I ended to do” Letters to Theo, 1888
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Arles bedroom, van Gogh, 1888

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I needed to enter in his bedroom to meet again the scene essence, and to understand the impact of the environment on the painter. This time I was few hours in silence, only keeping company, just feeling, and, yes, I sat on his chair.
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Diss. 4x4; quadr. BB
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🍂I was feeling, but I could not feel the silence. I’ve noticed how the room came alive, how it wasn’t able to keep still. Everything moved forward and after that was coming back. And I closed my eyes and felt my 00128 Acute confusion, and perhaps his Acute confusion
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🍂That premeditated order invaded me with 00214 Impaired comfort, 00146 Anxiety, 00148 Fear, 00155 Risk for falls, 00177 Stress overload, 00124 Hopelessness, 00125 Powerlessness, 00096 Sleep deprivation. And I felt like opening my eyes and stand.
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🍂The lines of the floor decking were dragging me, were abducting me again up to the end of the room, precisely to the smallest chair that seemed to watch on an unusual way, the bed header. The floor made me sit on the chair.
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Diss. 3x3; quadr. BA, BB, BC

🍂And I felt again 00146 Anxiety, 00085 Impaired physical mobility, 00069 Ineffective coping, 00052 Impaired social interaction, 00223 Ineffective relationship, 00242 Impaired emancipated decision-making, 00175 Moral distress, 00043 Ineffective protection.

🍂From the chair I opened my eyes and checked that the objects were moving round the bed, like the whirlpools of “Starry Night”, that van Gogh saw from the window of the sleeping room from Arles.
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Starry Night, Van Gogh, 1889

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“This time is simply my bed room…and to suggest the rest or the sleep in general. Anyway, at the sight of the painting, needs to rest the head or better, the imagination”
Letters to Theo, October, 1888
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🍂And I felt everything but resting my imagination, his imagination.I felt his Not resting.The bed advanced of a sudden shape,violent and imprudent.Bed made of solid wood,sturdy.The exaggerated use of theperspecive backwards and through embeds it to the bottom
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D.1x2;Q. BA

🍂And forward, prevents the pass of the audience, it turns on a wall that blocks the access door of his room. 00148 Fear, 00043 Ineffective protection, 00053 Social isolation, 00095 Insomnia, 00096 Sleep deprivation.
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Dis. 4x4; quadr. CB

🍂He’s painting two pillows on a single bed of 80x190 and uses red color on the blanket, and is the red who gives a certain balance to the environment. If the red is removed, everything is chaotic.The red is neutralizing the scene. If we hide the red, the room is moving more
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🍂The red represented for van Gogh, according to his notes “the human terrible passions, the contradictory emotions”. The red blanket is balance and unbalance, the desire and the despise, the admiration and the hatred, the visceral and the passivity.
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Dis. 4x4, Quadr. CB

🍂From the blanket emerge diagnostics such as: 00222 Ineffective impulse control, 00079 Noncompliance, 00060 Interrupted family process, 00153 Risk for situational low self-esteem, 00251 Labile emotional control.
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Dis. 4x4.Quadr. CB

🍂And the bed is blocking a door and the first chair is blocking the other door. “My dear Theo… and this is all, there is nothing inside of this room, with its curtains pulled…” Letters to Theo, October 1888
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🍂The 00053 Social isolation and the 00052 Impaired social interaction
🌹Drawing the Care with thousands and thousands of Colors
🌹The Care is written with “C”
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But you did not have the power to close neither the curtains nor the window… I’ll be back to enter