The night that I got #COVID19 it felt like broken glass was running through my veins. No fever but just that icy chill. Horrible, rotten smell in my nose. And strangest of all a buzzing feeling, a restlessness. It made me want to crawl out of my skin. I couldn’t sleep that night.
The next day I couldn’t (didn’t) rest. We were in the throes of a pandemic, and civil unrest. And I lead a #socialjustice/#publichealth organization.
We were providing essential support to thousands of Philadelphians during a crisis inc delivering 100K meals. Go time.
During that appointment, I failed the 5-word recall during the cognitive screen. I could only remember 1 word.
Even when he prompted me: “It was a body part.”
Me: blank
Ben: “Was it a face, arm or leg.”
Me: blank
Needless to say: that wasn’t normal.
Yet I was still cranking at work. We formed a coalition of orgs and worked with @SenBobCasey and @RepTedDeutch on a letter to @CDCgov urging allocation of pandemic dollars to #chws. @CDCgov listened and eventually put out this historic funding.
We worked with @POTUS (then candidate Biden) to make sure he incorporated a promise to create 150,000 #CHW jobs as part of his caregiving economy platform.
It was hard to slow down. And no one from the outside could really tell how sick I was. Except for clinic, I was just in a Zoom bubble. It was like being trapped in a snowglobe.
Eventually my mom and husband convinced me that I needed a break.
Now my privilege comes in. The rest of the story is happier, because I happen to be a well-off, highly educated and connected person with an incredible support system.
Look for:
💲Money 👍🏽Access❤️Social support.
…in this story and your own.
I am on faculty @Penn and we have the privilege of being able to take a sabbatical. 👍🏽
In March of 2021, I started a 6 month leave. I worked a little. But mostly I rested.
The hardest part of the decision to take time off was feeling like I was abandoning my team @Penn and IMPaCT.
But my team supported me. “You need to take care of yourself” they said. Very #CHW ❤️
They not only covered it all, they kicked butt while I was gone.
We moved out of our beloved @italianmarket row home and into a larger house 💲where we could live with my parents. ❤️
My parents, whom I hadn’t seen in a year, got me back to health. They watched the kids in the morning so I could sleep. They fed me. I am forever grateful.
I went to doctors appts that I hadn’t made time for. I had the best care.👍🏽💲 @PennPrimary Dr. Aba Barden, @pennsleep, and others.
I was diagnosed with an encephalitis, inflammation of the brain.
My sleep study looked very similar to the drawing I made in my diary.
45 arousals *per hour*. (The red dots)
My sleep had too much stage 1, not enough stage 3 or REM.
Basically I was dozing on a bus all night. For over a year.
When I started my sabbatical I looked like this. I couldn’t walk more than 10 blocks without feeling short of breath and crushing fatigue.
With medication, rest👍🏽, gradual exercise and love ❤️. I got a lot better.
And then finally…the horse run. 🤣
Now I’m back at work and for the most part, feeling better although I still have my days. Its a combination of recovery and adapting to a new normal.
So yea. That’s my story. But I know there are hundreds of thousands of #longhaulers out there who may not have all the privilege that I do, and are going to suffer for it. I can’t even wrap my mind around that. All I can do is promise to pay it forward.
Being at clinic just now reminded me that I also need to shout out my amazing colleagues at @SpectrumHSInc. I am like really protective of my patients and give them all my cell phone number. I didn’t get one call for the whole 6 months because they were taken care of.
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1/ Here are two very different takes on the racial disparities in #COVID19. If you read them back to back, you’ll have a perfect understand of the root cause of most racism and inequality in the world: the fundamental attribution error.
Thread.
2/ Article 1 @phillymag is some classic victim blaming from my hometown of Philly:
This paper is important because most estimates of ROI from #SDOH programs are likely exaggerated because they are based on pre-post studies.
It’s important to note that IMPaCT is highly structured with fixed caseloads, clear hiring protocols and good supervision. I think those program elements are key to seeing this kind of financial return. So #hclrds, resist the impulse to skimp!
1/ Ok by special request from my dear mentee @dn_charles: here’s my version of the HPI for new #primarycare patients.
Key points: welcome them and get to know them as people.
Don’t worry, it takes no longer than usual! I still see 8-10 pts in a morning.
2/ Here are some prompts I use to get a quick overview of my patients’ life stories, including trauma history.
I also try to reflect and synthesize what they’ve told me so that we are on the same page about their strengths/hopes/fears/root causes of any troubles.
3/Then, the medical part of my HPI. Here’s where I ask about what is typically called the social history: sex, drugs, alcohol and cigarettes. This is too narrow to call a social history. I call it ‘habits.’
1/ To #reporters, #policymakers and #execs out there, here is something you absolutely need to know about interventions that claim to reduce hospitalizations or healthcare costs:
Many of these studies are misleading.
2/ To understand why, we need to- deep breath- do a little science. I’m going to quickly walk through a concept called regression to the mean.