There's some self delusion around intent there. I think people are actually cognizant ofthat, but they're less aware of the delusion of capability.
I have rarely met a nerdude who does *not* think that they have a razor sharp grasp of systems and exploiting them.
Because we're smart, you see.
Conveniently, this means we don't take direct action that puts us at risk (Strong people can do that) and we don't rely on groups (social people do that).
Yes, this is full of holes, but it's the heroic narrative.
Even if you *are* as good as you think you are, and can drop ninja cool acts of disruption on the system, the system now has hostages to offload the pain onto.
Most people are more invested in your impact on their commute than on the justice of your cause. That's frustrating, but hopefully sobering.
Hurting people.
We still need you.
But in a battle of hearts and minds, stories matter, and not all stories age well. Upgrade your narrative tech. Find a new story. Kick some ass.
Good luck.