Just ignore. 
😶😶
"Woah." Seokjin blinked a few times. He never knew that Taehyung had a crush on him. "N-no way. I should stop here." He told himself.
He knew he shouldn't be doing this. Although he grew up with Taehyung and they knew each other so well, the younger still had his privacy.
He knew he shouldn't be doing this. Although he grew up with Taehyung and they knew each other so well, the younger still had his privacy.
"So, the feeling is a bit mutual after all?" His face quickly became as red as apples after realizing that his first love had a crush on him.
Yes. You read it right. Taehyung was his first love.
It all started when Seokjin was 10 years old and Taehyung was 8.
Yes. You read it right. Taehyung was his first love.
It all started when Seokjin was 10 years old and Taehyung was 8.
Seokjin was a new kid when they moved to Busan because of his father's job.
Everytime his mom forced him to go to the nearest playground, he had to walk around with his head down.
He knew none of these kids, and quite frankly, he had no intention of getting to know them.
Everytime his mom forced him to go to the nearest playground, he had to walk around with his head down.
He knew none of these kids, and quite frankly, he had no intention of getting to know them.
He was used to moving from one place to another and it didn't help him make a lot of friends so he decided not to be bothered by it anymore.
Seokjin let his eyes slide around the playground. He wanted to go home to study and sleep because he was too tired to play with himself.
Seokjin let his eyes slide around the playground. He wanted to go home to study and sleep because he was too tired to play with himself.
"Ouch!" He groaned when a small rock hit his head.
He looked at the direction of where the rock came from and saw the two boys, who looked as the same age as Seokjin or maybe a bit older, walking towards him.
He looked at the direction of where the rock came from and saw the two boys, who looked as the same age as Seokjin or maybe a bit older, walking towards him.
He stood up to go far away from them but the tall boy pushed him to the ground.
"If you consider the consequences, then you'll realize that running away is not the best course of action." The fat boy said.
Seokjin understood that these kids were bullying him.
"If you consider the consequences, then you'll realize that running away is not the best course of action." The fat boy said.
Seokjin understood that these kids were bullying him.
He looked around the playground, hoping to see an adult but to his disappointment, he only saw few other children.
There was nobody in authority around and the bullies continued to advance on him.
He wanted to run before they were able to do any serious physical harm.
There was nobody in authority around and the bullies continued to advance on him.
He wanted to run before they were able to do any serious physical harm.
Seokjin immediately shut his eyes when the tall boy acted like he was gonna hit him on his face but they just laughed after seeing him scared.
"Hey stop that!" Another voice shouted.
He turned his head to see an angry looking kid who seemed younger than him coming towards them.
"Hey stop that!" Another voice shouted.
He turned his head to see an angry looking kid who seemed younger than him coming towards them.
"Oh yeah? Who's going to make us?" The fat bully snarled.
The kid shoot them a boxy grin, crossing his arms and stared directly at them. "I am." He said firmly. "And my best friends." He smirked and pointed his fingers to make the bullies look to where he was pointing at.
The kid shoot them a boxy grin, crossing his arms and stared directly at them. "I am." He said firmly. "And my best friends." He smirked and pointed his fingers to make the bullies look to where he was pointing at.
"And we'll help him." The cute-bunny-looking kid said with his tiny voice, and another kid, who had a naturally blonde hair, came up to stand beside him.
The two bullies exhanged glances. "You're not worth it." They said and turned away.
"Losers!" The blonde kid said.
The two bullies exhanged glances. "You're not worth it." They said and turned away.
"Losers!" The blonde kid said.
"Enough, Jiminie." The boxy grinned kid said before turning to Seokjin. "Are you fine?"
Seokjin nodded.
"I'm sorry we didn't see you earlier. Does it hurt here?" The kid touched his arms.
"Or here?"
"What about here?"
The boxy grinned kid kept on asking him anxiously.
Seokjin nodded.
"I'm sorry we didn't see you earlier. Does it hurt here?" The kid touched his arms.
"Or here?"
"What about here?"
The boxy grinned kid kept on asking him anxiously.
"I'm not hurt." Seokjin said, amazed that someone who looked younger than him defended him from the two older bullies. "Thank you."
"That's good!" The boxy grinned kid said, looking very pleased. "Why don't you come play with us?"
"That's good!" The boxy grinned kid said, looking very pleased. "Why don't you come play with us?"
Seokjin didn't answer. He wanted to call it a day and just go back home.
"He will not talk to us because we are still strangers." The bunny looking kid said.
"Yes. We should introduce ourselves first, right?" The blonde haired kid seconded.
"He will not talk to us because we are still strangers." The bunny looking kid said.
"Yes. We should introduce ourselves first, right?" The blonde haired kid seconded.
Seokjin eyes widened for a second when he realized what the others were saying. "No, that's not what I meant. I'm really thankful that you helped me and I will definitely play with the three of you even if we are still strangers."
The three kids nodded in unison.
The three kids nodded in unison.
"I'm Seokjin and I'm 9." He smiled and bowed a little.
"I'm Kookie." The bunny looking kid said. "Call me Koo-"
"His name is Jungkook. He just can't pronounce his name correctly." The blonde haired kid said and received a glare from Jungkook. "And I'm Jimin."
Seokjin chuckled.
"I'm Kookie." The bunny looking kid said. "Call me Koo-"
"His name is Jungkook. He just can't pronounce his name correctly." The blonde haired kid said and received a glare from Jungkook. "And I'm Jimin."
Seokjin chuckled.
The boxy grinned kid went to Seokjin and hugged him. "Hi Seokjin hyung." The kid smiled brightly while still holding Seokjin around his little arms.
"Hello. What's your name?" Seokjin asked.
The kid took a step back and did a V sign. "I am Kim Taehyung."
"Hello. What's your name?" Seokjin asked.
The kid took a step back and did a V sign. "I am Kim Taehyung."
Taehyung took his hand and tugged him in the direction of the swing sets.
Seokjin looked at the younger's little hand and followed him gladly, knowing somehow that he had just made his first circle of friends, and that his life would be better for it while he was in Busan.
Seokjin looked at the younger's little hand and followed him gladly, knowing somehow that he had just made his first circle of friends, and that his life would be better for it while he was in Busan.
An accident.
Seokjin promised not to pester Taehyung's privacy anymore. He shut his eyes and inhaled deeply.
He walked away from the study table where he put the notebook but immediately went back to the table and grabbed the diary back to his hand.
He walked away from the study table where he put the notebook but immediately went back to the table and grabbed the diary back to his hand.
He knew that what he was trying to do was so wrong and for sure, Taehyung will be mad at him if he caught him reading his diary.
He knew the consequences but his body just didn't listen to him anymore! And therefore he opened the notebook and started off with the next page.
He knew the consequences but his body just didn't listen to him anymore! And therefore he opened the notebook and started off with the next page.
😊👋
"That guy was Ken." Seokjin said between his laugh. He can't believe Taehyung thought of his friend as a poorly fashioned man.
He flipped the diary to the next page and continued.
He flipped the diary to the next page and continued.
"Wow. He hates Ken that much." He bursted out a laugh and he imagined Taehyung's jealous looking face. "That's cute."
Seokjin finally stood up and neatly placed the diary back to Taehyung's drawer. "That's it for today." He said, walking out from his friend's bedroom.
Seokjin finally stood up and neatly placed the diary back to Taehyung's drawer. "That's it for today." He said, walking out from his friend's bedroom.
I miss you more!
Purple 💜💜
Sorry.
Secrets.
Note: The date stamps are important because you are reading two different time settings.
Again, the date stamps are important.
What's with the tweet?
Beer.
Who?
Clueless.
Unread messages.
"H-he got a b-boner?" Seokjin said after he finished reading the 'Day 11' on Taehyung's diary.
His face looked so red down to his neck. "Why it suddenly becomes so hot in here?" He stood up to reach the aircon and he maxed it to make the room cooler.
"Better."
His face looked so red down to his neck. "Why it suddenly becomes so hot in here?" He stood up to reach the aircon and he maxed it to make the room cooler.
"Better."
He picked the diary from the study table and flopped down to Taehyung's bed. It was so soft and comfy and the younger's lavender scent was all over the bed.
Seokjin liked the smell. In fact, he recommended it to Taehyung and he was proud that the latter used it.
Seokjin liked the smell. In fact, he recommended it to Taehyung and he was proud that the latter used it.
He smiled as he gently opened the diary to reveal more of Taehyung's secret feelings for him.
He wished that his bestfriend had confessed instead of asking him repeatedly if he has a boyfriend or not. Maybe, just maybe, Seokjin could've told him that he loves Taehyung so much.
He wished that his bestfriend had confessed instead of asking him repeatedly if he has a boyfriend or not. Maybe, just maybe, Seokjin could've told him that he loves Taehyung so much.
It's you.
Unread messages.
Someone's moving on.
We love writers.
Seokjin leaned onto his elbows and reached the drawer near the bed where Taehyung put his colorful pens.
He chose the purple pen with a feather as its design and he started to write on Taehyung's diary.
He chose the purple pen with a feather as its design and he started to write on Taehyung's diary.
Unread messages.
Taehyung ran back to his dorm after he submitted his unfinished painting. He didn't care if he gets a low grade or if his professor throws his canvass. All he cared about is Seokjin.
He forgot to buy the beer that Seokjin requested earlier.
He forgot to buy the beer that Seokjin requested earlier.
He didn't even notice that Jimin and Jungkook were calling him from afar and he didn't notice that he went past Hoseok, Yoongi and Namjoon without looking at them.
The guys understood him and just ignored it. They knew that their friend was heart broken because of their hyung.
The guys understood him and just ignored it. They knew that their friend was heart broken because of their hyung.
Taehyung didn't use the elevator. He used the stairs and ran quickly to the 3rd floor where his room was located.
He unlocked the door and saw no one in the sala nor his kitchen.
He checked the restroom and Seokjin wasn't there either.
He unlocked the door and saw no one in the sala nor his kitchen.
He checked the restroom and Seokjin wasn't there either.
Taehyung opened his bedroom door and to his surprise, he saw Seokjin sleeping peacefully on his bed.
He sat on his bed and touched Seokjin's face gently and his eyes immediately widened when he saw a blue notebook beside his hyung with a purple pen lying on it.
He sat on his bed and touched Seokjin's face gently and his eyes immediately widened when he saw a blue notebook beside his hyung with a purple pen lying on it.
He quickly grabbed his notebook and he felt so embarassed that he wanna be kidnapped by the unknown creatures. "Hyung didn't read it, right?" He said quietly to not wake his hyung up.
Taehyung opened his diary and gasped when he turned to the last page.
Taehyung opened his diary and gasped when he turned to the last page.
"Taehyung?"
Taehyung dropped his diary and he quickly turned his head to Seokjin. "H-hyung. Ughh. You're awake. I uhhhhh. I'm back?" He stuttered.
Seokjin remained calm, laying on Taehyung's bed. He just gestured the latter to come near him and patted the space beside him.
Taehyung dropped his diary and he quickly turned his head to Seokjin. "H-hyung. Ughh. You're awake. I uhhhhh. I'm back?" He stuttered.
Seokjin remained calm, laying on Taehyung's bed. He just gestured the latter to come near him and patted the space beside him.
Taehyung just stood there, frozen.
"What's wrong?" Seokjin's voice was clumsy with sleep, the words slurred and malformed. "Come here."
Taehyung slowly stepped his foot towards the bed and sat next to Seokjin. His heart was beating fast and he already felt dizzy in a good way.
"What's wrong?" Seokjin's voice was clumsy with sleep, the words slurred and malformed. "Come here."
Taehyung slowly stepped his foot towards the bed and sat next to Seokjin. His heart was beating fast and he already felt dizzy in a good way.
Seokjin pulled Taehyung to lay down with him.
"How long have you been there? You didn't wake me up, you dumbass." Seokjin said.
Gentle arms pulled Taehyung's side, folding him into the warmth of his hyung's body.
"Say something." Seokjin mumbled.
"How long have you been there? You didn't wake me up, you dumbass." Seokjin said.
Gentle arms pulled Taehyung's side, folding him into the warmth of his hyung's body.
"Say something." Seokjin mumbled.
Taehyung can't help but smile. "Say something." He replied.
"Idiot." Seokjin said while laughing. He pressed Taehyung's head to his chest. The younger can hear his heart beating beneath his ears as he curled his fingers around Seokjin's shoulder.
"Idiot." Seokjin said while laughing. He pressed Taehyung's head to his chest. The younger can hear his heart beating beneath his ears as he curled his fingers around Seokjin's shoulder.
Their legs were intertwined and all they can hear was their breathings.
"Hyung. D-do you r-really love me?" Taehyung whispered.
Seokjin released Taehyung from his arms. He brushed his fingers to the younger's face until it touched his lips.
"Hyung. D-do you r-really love me?" Taehyung whispered.
Seokjin released Taehyung from his arms. He brushed his fingers to the younger's face until it touched his lips.
He looked at Taehyung for a moment as he closed his eyes and streched his body to kiss him.
The kiss was hypnotising and reassuring. Taehyung can feel every place where their bodies touch, the warmth of Seokjin's skin soothing his fears and stilling the overwhelming thoughts.
The kiss was hypnotising and reassuring. Taehyung can feel every place where their bodies touch, the warmth of Seokjin's skin soothing his fears and stilling the overwhelming thoughts.
"I've been loving you, Taehyung-ah."
