I always feel like I'll just crumple if I have to do one. extra. thing and there are SO MANY THINGS.
And every so often I'll have a little extra and remember that if everything is dirty you just have to wash a damn knife sometimes and it's suddenly not a big deal at all and I laugh at myself for not being able to something
I just gaslight myself immediately. Like, See? You can do it today for the first time in weeks. What was wrong with you before?
But legit. What was wrong with me? What changed in my brain? I wasn't always like this.