Allen's home surprises him. Humans might call it Spartan, but compared to 60's quarters it's luxurious. There's a bit of a Japanese aesthetic about it, with a few framed ink drawings on the wall (prints, not originals, 60 finds when he scans them.)
This was nothing like what he expected.
"Thank you, but I'm fine. I top up my thirium levels after ever mission." He turns back to the
"Leave it to you to find that one," says Allen, and 60 looks back at him again, puzzled. The man sounds oddly rueful. Allen sighs and glances away. "I drew it."
"You did?" 60 can't keep the surprise out of his voice. He
It's a simple piece in a traditional ink and brush style, similar to the scenes depicting forests and evergreen trees growing on mountains that grace the wall nearby. But this image isn't of the beauty of nature. It's a picture
"It's Detroit," he says in sudden realization. Suggestions of buildings the way the other artists suggested pine trees, recognizable despite the spareness of the medium. Fascinated, 60 leans closer. He can see the water along the city's edge, careful strokes of black.
"I'd think you would be more interested in the other pieces," says Allen. He's standing in a relaxed posture, but there is tension in his shoulders and arms.
"The other pieces are prints by famous authors, and thus widely available," 60 says. "This is something I've never seen before. It's unique."
Allen blinks and glances away. "Well. I suppose it is," he says awkwardly. "Not much in comparison, though."
60 has
"I like it," announces 60.
"You do?" Allen sounds genuinely surprised. "Why?"
"It's true that it doesn't
"I suppose you did," says Allen. His hands flex open for a moment and he puts one behind his neck. The line of his arm is its own kind of
"And the fact that it's Detroit makes it appealing, though there's no reason why it should other than...sentiment," 60 admits. The fact that Allen painted it also makes it more interesting, but he knows he shouldn't say that out loud.
"What made you decide to paint it?" he asks, and the tension comes back.
"My Japanese grandmother used to take care of me. She first handed me a brush when I was
"She was an artist?"
"Yeah." 60 turns and scans the prints again, but none of them are by anyone related to Allen's family.
"I don't have any of her works." There's tension in his jaw now, too. There was a divorce.
His parents petitioned for divorce when he was 10, 60 finds. His paternal grandmother left everything to her children, but his father didn't have custody by that point- 60 forces himself to stop. If Allen wants 60 to know, he'll tell him.
60 could understand that.
60 had never told them about himself, though. Everyone knew who he was and where he'd come from, so what would have been the point? He'd just wanted to move forward.
Until tonight.
60 crosses the spare space until he's standing directly in front of Allen, a little too close to be comfortable. "Why did you bring me here, Captain?" he asks softly.
The man meets his eyes unflinchingly. "You were upset
60 senses something in the air between them. It doesn't register on his sensors, and yet...there's a current, a pull. He takes a step closer. He's a few inches taller than Allen, but it doesn't seem to bother the man.
Allen's eyes narrow slightly. He reaches up and cups 60's cheeks. "If you're looking to blow off steam, or to...figure things out, we can do that. But that's all it can be. I don't do romance and I can't play favorites."
60 thinks about that. This won't be flowers and sweet goodbye kisses before a mission. It'll be a fuck, nothing more. Because the Captain has an entire team to worry about, and can't give special treatment to any of them.
And 60 thinks
He says, "I understand."
Neither of them move for a moment, then 60 tilts his head down. The press of his Captain's lips against his sends strange phantom sensations through his limbs, sparks that aren't actually there but send surges of heat anyway.
"Hm," says Allen after a moment. "No flavor at all."
"I'm sorry," says 60.
"No, I kind of like it," says Allen. "I probably have beer breath, though." He makes a face.
"I like..." 60 hesitates, unsure
Allen gives a small chuckle. "Well, analyze away, then." 60 takes him at his word and licks into his mouth. After a moment
Allen is becoming aroused. The thought sends more of those phantom sparks through 60. He wants to make him more aroused.
"Let's take this into the bedroom," says Allen.
Allen casually strips off his shirt. There's no effort at seduction, no lingering or teasing. Just a smooth, easy movement. The shirt is tossed into the white hamper in the corner with perfect accuracy and suddenly Allen is bare-chested.
60 lets his
Allen raises an eyebrow, and 60 realizes he's waiting for 60 to take of his clothes as well. He pulls
60 doesn't even need to scan the other man to see
Allen's own hands move to undo his belt, his fly, and
60 hardly notices that he's hard, too, until Allen's eyes fix on
Allen licks his lips and prowls toward him with careless grace. Wrapping one hand behind 60's neck, he pulls him down for a long, hot kiss, twining their tongues.
"I...don't know," whispers 60.
"No."
"Not even," Allen's eyes widen with sudden realization, "not even to yourself?"
60 shakes his head, dread washing over his arousal.
"Fuck, now I feel like the dirtiest of old men," says Allen dryly.
"I'm not a child!"
"Do you," 60 drops his eyes. "Do you want to stop?" Should he go to someone else to become more experienced? He can't imagine wanting to do this with anyone else.
The Captain is teasing him. When he'd started working with the team, 60 had used many variations on that phrase, and his teammates had picked up on it and used it in situations both
But eventually it became, /It turns out he's on the 6th floor, not the 5th. 60, you wanna readjust your preconstruction?/
"Like that?" says Allen, his voice deep and soft.
"Yes. Oh, tighter, more, please," says 60, the words spilling out of him.
Allen smiles.
But then, so is crying.
/They made us to be like them. We want the same things they want. We value freedom because they value freedom. And their wants, their desires, translated to us as well./
His back arches, his hips stutter. "Oh," he says.
Allen's hand stills, then slowly draws away. After a long moment, 60 turns his head.
The Captain's eyes are dilated wide in the almost dark room, his body hotter than normal and his cock still hard.
60 nods. He's never been this good. He reaches out to touch in turn.
"You don't have to, says Allen. His voice is deeper than
"I want to," says 60. "Please let me."
Allen just nods. He takes hold of 60's hand and intertwines their fingers. 60 blinks, startled by the gesture, until he realizes that Allen is smoothing the clear ejaculate over his hand. "You'll need that," he says
He'll remember the sound Allen made, the small gasp that escaped when
It's so good, learning what the Captain likes. What he wants. He's a stern, taciturn man, but his body can't hide. Not now, not here. Not like this. 60 can sense every chemical change, every
Wants it always.
Allen's eyes squeeze shut and he gasps as 60's hand speeds
Another gasp, and his human seed splashes over 60's hand. He slows and stops, leaving his grip in place for several moments longer before greedily lifting his hand to his mouth and licking it. He wants every trace of it.
60 hesitates. "Do you want me to...go?"
"Not unless you want to," says Allen. He rolls over with a sigh and stretches. 60 watches the pull of the thick, heavy muscles along his shoulders, a white scar
Allen said he can stay, so he tentatively wraps his arm around the other man's waist and spoons up against him.
"'m a hot sleeper," mumbles Allen. "I'll sweat if you keep that up all night."
"I can moderate my body temperature," says 60 and adjusts
"Handy." Allen's sliding into sleep. "You're good to have around."
"Thank you," whispers 60, hoping against hope that he'll be able to do this again.
"Didn't like Connor. His eyes were flat. Dead. He didn't care. But you. From the moment I met you, your eyes were...so alive." Allen yawns. "I knew you would make a good addition to the team, and I was right. You've been so
60 lets his hand rest over the man's heart, feeling its slow, steady beat for the rest of the night. He doesn't go into stasis. He doesn't want to miss a second of the night.
A few minutes later Allen comes out, showered, clean-shaven and dressed. He gives 60 a nod and offers him a ride to work, which 60 accepts with the same casual ease.
They go back to work. There's always more to do.
60 desperately wants to have another liaison. He bitterly regrets not using his mouth the first time, insofar as he can regret anything about that night. He wants to touch and be touched once more. But he has no idea of the proper protocol for this situation.
He dreams of casually suggesting that they 'blow off steam'. He sits in his cubicle and replays their last encounter repeatedly.
But the moment he sees Connor, it all comes flooding back. The rage. The hate. The bitterness, sharp and acrid.
He tries. He does. He locks his feelings down and doesn't yell. Doesn't snap. Doesn't punch Connor in
He can't help it, though, when he sees Connor's eyes follow Hank across the room. He sneers, "Pathetic."
Connor's eyes flare and narrow. "Are you calling Hank pathetic?" he asks, his voice low and dangerous.
Actually, 60 had been calling Connor himself pathetic.
"He's washed up," he says with a smirk. He thinks of the infuriating Gavin Reed and tries to channel his nastiness. "Just a drunk waste of space. He should retire and let the real cops do their jobs."
60 laughs. "Or else *what*?" he says,
"Gentlemen, please." A big hand comes down on 60's shoulder. It's 'Nines', the RK900 who was built to replace both of them and seems to think that makes him better than them. "There's no need for this."
60 shifts and pulls out a move
Nines' eyes go wide. He touches his crushed nose, splattered with blue blood.
"Nines!" calls Connor after him, real concern is his voice.
"What the fuck? Was he - was he *crying*?" says 60.
"He's new!" says Connor. "Don't bully him!"
Okay, 60 feels a little bad. "He shouldn't have interrupted."
"I know," says 60.
"So why do you hate me so much?"
Connor stares at him. "The savior of the androids? You mean Markus?"
"I mean you! The one who set the androids free! The one who accomplished the
"Everyone-" Connor blinks. "Is THAT what you think?"
It's 60's turn to stare. "It's true, isn't it?" he snorts.
"So you want to know the truth?" hisses Connor. He wraps a hand around 60's throat. "You want to know what it's like to be me?"
It's not like the memories. He awoke with those already in his mind, over and done. This is a flood of new data. Things
Walking into Jericho and watching the androids there flinch away from him or look at him warily from the corner of their eyes. Hearing the whispers of "deviant hunter" following him down the hallways. Androids ducking into rooms to get away.
A part of 60 can't help but compare Hank to his Captain. He'd been drawn to Hank, even found him attractive at one point. But now Allen's shorter, stockier frame, his ropy muscles and scars, his dark eyes and hair only beginning to be touched by grey seem much more
But he hasn't...they haven't even...
60 had never expected that Connor would be envious of *him*. /At least you have one night to remember,/ Connor thinks. /Hank doesn't want me./
/Are you sure?/ thinks 60.
A touch of amusement comes through. /You're not his type./
/We're the same!/
/No we're not./
"Come with me," says Connor.
The sight that confronts them as they step into the station bathroom makes 60 stop in his tracks.
"Detective, please!" says Connor. "Don't make this worse!"
"I'll show you worse, you-"
"I'm sorry." 60's words cut into the
"I'm sorry I headbutted you and broke your nose," 60 offers.
Gavin stops struggling against Nines' grip. Finally he says, "Phck, you are the most dysfunctional brothers ever. You make my family look sane."
"Well, yeah," says Gavin. "I mean, you kind of are, aren't you?"
It's a ridiculous idea. There are thousands of certain model types. Certainly they don't consider every version that looks the same as their brother.
Do they?
60 glances at Connor and Nines.
Nines smiles, which looks a little grotesque with the dried thirium on his face and teeth. "I do as well," he says.
60 shakes his head.
Connor is the first to speak. "We have the same programming and the same face, but more than that, we share memories. When you were created, we were truly twins. They took that from us. They
60 can't help but acknowledge the truth of that. He looks at Nines. "And you?"
"I'm not as similar as both of you," says Nines in his deeper voice, but
A part of 60 boggles. Why would they even bother to define their relationships like this?
/Just like we don't need to cry or to fuck?/
Another part of him is...happy. He's hated Connor for so long, but that was before he understood.
Connor is alone, too. And...they're different, yet the same. They started out
He turns to look in the mirror and is startled by how different they are.
Connor's in a nice suit, similar in design to Cyberlife's. 60 is in skintight black clothes, easy to strap gear over. His hair is shorter, and
He looks a bit like his captain, he thinks.
"I told you Hank wouldn't have any difficulty telling us apart," says Connor softly.
60 glares at him. It's true.
60 sighs. "Come on, I owe you some thirium so your nose can finish its self-repair. Can't have my cousin going around looking like that."
Nines lights up. "Really? You would acknowledge me as such?"
"If you don't mind a fuckup like me being a cousin."
"Okay, that's enough familial love for one day," 60 says, backing off.
"Thank god," says Gavin. "I was about to hurl."
Connor and 60 exchange a /what the FUCK?/ look, more at the 'fondly' part than the 'shut up' part.
Maybe having family isn't so bad.
"Let's get back to work," says 60. "We've got a case to solve."