"H-hyung" the maknae's breath was tickling his skin and Junmyeon grew only harder in his own boxers.
Alcohol was smuggled in, enough for everyone to get fairly drunk. Junmyeon drank the least out of them, but the booze buzz was still there.
The moment he opened the door he heard a softly gasped out 'hyung'
Sehun blinked at him a couple of times, while Junmyeon closed the door and started walking in the direction of his own bed.
"Sleep with me"
Not that either of them minded.
"You sure are touch starved today" Junmyeon giggled but let his body relax
"When was the last time you got laid hyung?"
Junmyeon looks up with a surprised expression, his brows formed into a frown.
"It's been a long time for me" Sehun says, instead of answering. "I think, since before Wolf promotions"
Junmyeon gets back to his previous position on Sehun's shoulder.
He hears Sehun humming thoughtfully and he thinks that that's it.
"I heard from Johnny that the NCT guys, umm, help each other a lot."
Junmyeon frowns again. What did it have to do with anything? He opens his mouth to speak but before he can, Sehun speaks again.
They both freeze. Suddenly Sehun's rant makes more sense, as do his flushed face and warm body.
They stare at each other for what feels like hours. Junmyeon can hear his heartbeat racing, blood rushing through his whole body. This was not in the brief leader training he got all those years ago.
"You're hard" Junmyeon states, as if it wasn't already painfully obvious. Sehun avoids his eyes, but nods.
He carefully wrapped his finger around the hot erection, experimentally giving it a few tugs.
Junmyeon took a deep breath. This couldn't be much different than touching himself, right?
He smeared the pre-come with his thumb, down the shaft, to make it easier. He tightened his grip on the shaft and slid his hand down and up again, earning another soft moan from Sehun.
Sehun's hips started shifting in time with Junmyeon's hand movements. His breath was hot and heavy against Junmyeon's neck, and when Junmyeon swiped the head of his cock with his thumb again, he moaned, this time louder.
Sehun nodded and continued to buck his hips. Junmyeon tried to make it as good as he could, using all the techniques he was usually using while touching himself.
Sehun's soft gasps and deep breaths, as well as the quick hips shifts, were indicating that he was doing quite well.
"Shit, Junmyeon-hyung-" Sehun's hips stopped moving. His cock twitched hard in his grip and he was coming, as Junmyeon tried to catch it in his free hand, the other gradually slowing down.
He turned around and reached into the bedside drawer to find some tissues. He was lucky, as he soon found a roll of toilet paper. He cleaned his hands thoroughly.
"Thanks hyung'" Sehun breathed into his ear and he felt a chill going down his spine. "Your turn"
"You're really hard" Sehun comments and Junmyeon snorts quietly. Sehun sounds like it's a surprise.
The cold air hits him, but a warm hand wraps around his dick very soon, not hesitating to start moving right away.
He can hear Sehun gasping too, and only now notices that the younger's whole body is pressed against the back of his.
Or maybe in the morning, he thinks distantly, as he can feel himself relaxing, the post-orgasm high and alcohol buzz making him more tired.
He falls asleep feeling more relaxed than he had in a long time.
There's a body pressed against his, which isn't unusual, him and Sehun share a bed on multiple occasions.
The new thing however, were the memories of the night before.
Not to say, he didn't enjoy it, it definitely worked. Like Sehun said, a hand is a hand and Sehun's hand was indeed very skilled.
So, they were just helping each other. They live busy, strictly monitored lives, with not many chances to get laid. This was okay. Just friends helping each other relax and blow off some steam. Nothing more, nothing less.
He's surprised to see Sehun sitting up on the bed, his head down. Junmyeon assumes he's hangovered. He comes up and sits next to the younger, leaning on his side and passing him the other bottle.
"Yeah, I woke up a couple of minutes ago."
"How did you sleep?"
Junmyeon smiles widely, glad that Sehun had a nice sleep despite the hangover.
They stay like that for a couple of minutes, Junmyeon leaning against Sehun's side, sipping the water and looking down at his phone.
His relax time is interrupted by Sehun's words.
"How are you not freaking out?"
Sehun looks like he's the one freaking out. Junmyeon reaches out to caress his hand, as it always calmed the maknae down.
"I mean. You made it pretty clear?" He adds another hand and switches to lightly massaging the inside of Sehun's palm.
"Yeah? We helped each other unwind. You know, 'a hand is a hand' and all that" he quotes what Sehun said yesterday.
"Good, I thought you were freaking out and that's why you were gone from the bed."
"As if. I was just deeply engrossed in thought"
"Since when are you ever 'deeply engrossed in thought' a morning after drinking, hmm~?" He doesn't stop poking Sehun's stomach and the younger finally starts laughing. "Ha! Got you!"
They fall asleep in separate beds that night.
Junmyeon's bed feels unusually cold.
The week in Hong Kong is a blur. There's a photoshoot, there's interviews, he goes through them with pre-rehearsed answers on his tongue and a blank mind.
The moment he sets foot back in the dorms and hears the laughter from the living room it's like his mind is back too.
Four pairs of eyes look at him when he enters but only one stays on him past the exchanged greetings.
He smiles at Sehun and Sehun smiles back at him.
Junmyeon looks up just in time to see Sehun staring daggers into the dancer.
"I'm sure Hunnie's future girlfriend will understand"
"I'm not interested in girls hyung" Sehun says with a small voice
"See?" Junmyeon moves even closer to the maknae. "He doesn't even want to date right now, so I don't have to worry about anything"
"Good luck with this one, Sehun-ah" he doesn't stop laughing.
Junmyeon looks at Sehun but the younger is pointedly looking at the TV, not meeting his eyes. There's a light blush on his cheeks.
That evening Junmyeon goes to bed first, tired after his journey.
He's almost asleep when the door opens.
He turns to face the door and his eyes meet with a Sehun in his boxers and a T-shirt, freshly out of the shower.
Sehun comes up to Junmyeon's bed and Junmyeon just smiles, moving closer to the wall so there's place for Sehun. The maknae slips underneath the covers and lies facing him.
"I missed you" Sehun mumbles and Junmyeon smiles.
"I missed you too."
Junmyeon suspects there's another thing Sehun missed too.
Sehun closes his eyes.
"Do you want me to-"
"Yes." Sehun's voice sounds so eager, Junmyeon can't help but chuckle a bit.
Sehun's breath is quicker now, soft sounds leaving his mouth more frequently. The hand on Junmyeon's hip moves lower now, and suddenly he's being touched too, sure movements jacking him off at the same pace he was touching Sehun.
They're both panting now, Junmyeon doing his best to stop the moans that threaten to spill out of his throat.
He can't stop looking at Sehun's cock in his hold though, thick and long. Junmyeon could easily wrap both of his hands around it if he wanted to.
Then Sehun comes with a gasp and the sound is enough to make Junmyeon tip over the edge as well.
"The sheets are dirty now" he scrunches his nose and Sehun giggles.
"We can sleep in my bed instead."
He wants to say Sehun he loves him, not a new thing to be said between them, yet something stops him.
"Sleep well" he says instead.
Unfortunately, a time comes when he needs to travel again, another week away.
"You better." Sehun's head is on Junmyeon's chest and he runs his hand through the younger's hair. It's black again. He always looks the best in that colour, Junmyeon thinks.
"Happy Birthday" he says with a smile when Sehun's face shows on the screen. The younger is pouting and Junmyeon can't help but giggle. "Are you grumpy because I was a minute late?" He teases.
Junmyeon can't help but smile even wider at the non-stopping pout on Sehun's face.
"How could I? You made sure everyone knew your birthday was coming"
"And yet you still were a minute late hyung" he's whining now. It's cute.
"Are you in my bed again?" He asks when Sehun does the same and he can see his bedside table for a split of a second.
Sehun nods and bites his lower lip.
"Yeah. Its... More comfortable."
"I miss you" the younger says suddenly. "I'm, uh... horny."
"I can't help you with that" Junmyeon responds with sincere disappointment. He wishes he could help. "I'm not there."
Sehun suddenly looks bashful.
"If you were here... What would you do?"
Sehun is not looking at the phone, visibly regretting what he just said.
Junmyeon wants to change that.
"If I was there, I'd help you with that"
"How?" Sehun interrupts his train of thought.
"I'd start with running my hands up your thighs." He's whispering now, his voice lower. "From halfway up till your boxers, and then down again"
Sehun's brows knot together in a slight frown and a gasp gets out of his mouth.
"You're always such a tease hyung"
"You act like you don't like it, but I know you do"
"I'd slide your underwear down after a while. Even though you say you don't like teasing you're always so hard at this point." He wonders if Sehun's hard right now, but doesn't ask.
"Are you touching yourself?" Junmyeon knows that look on Sehun's face, has seen it many times.
Sehun bites his lower lip again and nods.
Then Sehun comes to view. He's kneeling on the bed, naked, cock hard in one hand, the other still fiddling with the phone. When he moves it away the phone is steady, so Junmyeon suspects he propped it up.
Sehun is circling a thumb on the head of his dick, just like Junmyeon said he'd do if he was there.
The younger guy sounds breathless. Junmyeon absolutely loves it.
"Wrap your hand around the base."
Sehun visibly shudders and does as he was told.
"Slowly move your hand up and down"
He slides his hand up his dick. Too fast for Junmyeon's liking.
"You can go a bit faster Sehunnie" his own voice is breathy from the pleasure that slowly spreads through his body.
"Twist you hand more" he suggests and Sehun does, his hips starting to move rhythmically.
"Fasten your hand more" he says when he recognises Sehun's close.
"Sh- show me your cock hyung" he gasped out, still in the middle of coming, his face suddenly close to the phone, cheek pressed on the mattress.
"God, I wish I could put my li- hands on you hyung." Sehun breathed the words out. "I'd make you feel so good, I'd do everything to make you come I-"
Junmyeon moaned as his climax hit.
He brought up the phone back up to his face. Sehun's hips were down now, but his butt was still on show, which was quite a lovely view.
Junmyeon lied back down on the bed, the phone next to his head. He was tired before, bit now he felt his eyelids closing.
"No problem Sehunnie..." He muttered.
"Morning" Sehun's smile was sweet. Junmyeon smiled too.
"Not that long ago. You were snoring, like usual"
"Hey!" Junmyeon jokingly pretends to be offended. "I don't snore"
It's Sehun's turn to laugh
Sehun had a point but Junmyeon still refused to acknowledge it.
They talked for a bit longer, until Sehun's door open and some people stormed in to wish him happy birthday. Junmyeon disconnected with a laugh.
'That doesn't sound very platonic' a voice in the back of his head said.
He ignored it.
Sehun wasn't helping, sending him more and more selcas, suddenly a big part of them being shirtless ones.
When he finally came from his flight to Korea he was expecting to see Sehun back at the dorms.
"You came to pick me up?" Junmyeon suddenly feels elevated with happiness.
Sehun shrugs with fake disinterest.
"Was just bored at home."
Sehun moves from the side seat to the middle one.
The ride back home is quiet. Junmyeon can't get the smile off his face the whole time.
Days move faster when they're busy. SM scheduled their comeback for two weeks after Junmyeon's birthday, and the preparations for it made their days filled with dancing and singing rehearsals.
Somehow, Sehun ends up in his bed even more, even though they don't always have
Sehun clings to him more during the day too.
Junmyeon knows it's just teasing.
Junmyeon just chuckles, but doesn't deny it.
Sometimes it's Junmyeon who wants Sehun's hands down his underwear, wants to ask the younger for it, wants to initiate that kind of contact.
Then they go back to the dorms and the real party begins. Baekhyun and Chanyeol produce the alcohol out of thin air, its seems like. Junmyeon doesn't question it.
He drinks until his head feels fuzzy and everything seems funny.
Sehun didn't leave his side for almost the whole evening, so when he suddenly disappears for more than 10 minutes, Junmyeon pouts. He looks around the kitchen, his can of beer in hand.
Chanyeol ignores him, too busy chugging a whole can of beer at once while Baekhyun cheers him on.
"Last time I saw him he was in the living room with Jongin" Kyungsoo says helpfully.
"Sehunnie~" as soon as he says the youngest's name the two maknaes stop talking and look at him. "Where did you go? I missed you~"
"I don't live attached to your hip hyung. I have other friends."
Junmyeon moves closer, sitting himself between Sehun and Jongin, earning a laugh from the latter.
He thinks he can see Sehun blush, but it's probably redness from the alcohol.
"Well, I'm not"
"Maybe I should attach myself to your hip?"
"I'm gonna go check on the guys in the kitchen" Jongin suddenly says and then he's off, dragging Minseok with him, who Junmyeon didn't even notice was there.
He lies his head down and his face is right next to Sehun's neck.
"Your hip is very comfy" he whispers against Sehun's neck.
"I have another gift for you hyung"
"We need to go back to our room for me to give it to you" He pushes his hips especially hard an Junmyeon moans. Yes, it would be best to go to
Junmyeon detaches himself from Sehun with great difficulty and then almost comes right back to his side when he sees how spend Sehun looks, how turned on he is.
They both go the bedroom.
"What does your gift consist of?" Junmyeon bites his lip.
"What's the upgrade?"
Sehun gives him a sly smile.
"Would you like that?" Sehun's strokes on his cock slow down.
Junmyeon can only nod.
"Shit-" Junmyeon makes a surprised sound that turns into a moan very quickly.
"Holy fucking shit"
It's been a while since Junmyeon got a blowjob but even then, it was never quite like this.
"I'm close" he warns, so Sehun can move away.
Junmyeon was too busy looking at Sehun's face, but suddenly he notices that Sehun is touching himself, getting himself off with quick strokes, his cock leaking pre-come.
Sehun swallows around his cock, still sucking until Junmyeon has to move away, letting out a whine from over-sensitivity.
Sehun looks up at him.
"How did I do?" the smile the maknae gives him has no place being so sweet.
"This was like, the best birthday present I've ever gotten."
Sehun laughs, the sound echoing around the room. God, Junmyeon just wants to kiss him.
"Wha... What are you doing?" Sehun is looking at him with wide eyes, as Junmyeon tugs the bottom part of his clothing down.
"You don't have to, that was a birthday present" despite his words Sehun slides his fingers between the strands on Junmyeon's hair and stares at his lips.
Junmyeon leans down and lays a litle kiss on the top of Sehun's penis. It twitches in his hold so he gets braver and lets his tongue circle around the head. Sehun's hold of his hair tightens and he makes a gasping sound, so he does it again.
"Hyung..." Sehun moans and Junmyeon can't help but smile.
He continues with his slow actions, tongue going in circles at the tip and then sliding down and up again, until Sehun is whining, hips impatiently jerking.
"Hyung, please." he sounds so done already, so Junmyeon takes pity on him.
Sehun makes a sound between a sigh of relief and a moan. Junmyeon slowly moves down, trying to take as much of Sehun's cock into his mouth as he can, but he comes to a halt about half way through, having to back out so he doesn't vomit.
He decides to wrap his hand around the base and just work with what he could do. He sucked his cheeks in, just like Sehun did, and started working his way down and up.
It didn't take long after that for Sehun's moans to become louder, more desperate.
"Gonna come" he warned.
Sehun's hips halted and suddenly his mouth was filled with something warm and Junmyeon had no choice but to swallow. He moved away when he was sure he got all of it.
"It's... salty" Junmyeon says with a frown. Sehun giggles at his expression and runs his thumb across the leader's cheek.
They both clean up and sort out their clothes. The night is still young so they might as well go back to the party.
As they're about to leave the room, Sehun suddenly gets him in an embrace. Junmyeon melts into his arms, face burried in
He's met with Sehun staring at his face, lurking slightly at his lips, and suddenly
A warm feeling spreads from Junmyeon's stomach through his whole body in a wave, warming every inch of his skin, ending with tingling
The for opens with a bang and Sehun moves away and Junmyeon wants to beg 'no, don't go-'
"Where's the birthday boy?" Chanyeol's loud voice fills the room.
Later that night when they go to sleep their bodies are tangled closer than ever.
The comeback preparations come back in full force, if not more intense, after that night. Sehun and Junmyeon barely have the energy to talk, let alone get each other off. Sehun does sneak a blow job in tho, when they have to shower together one day. Junmyeon has to admit it
In no time the song drops and the promotional period begins. Junmyeon always enjoyed the music show performances, the rush of adrenaline and seeing the fans react to their music.
It's no different now, as they wait in their changing room
He's standing in the doorway, so he can see both the corridor and the members inside the room.
Suddenly a girl comes up to him. He recognises her as one
"Hello." She bows with a smile on her face and Junmyeon returns it. "I just wanted to say I'm very honoured to be sharing this stage with EXO sunbaenims." she
"Ah, thank you, really."
"Especially with Suho-ssi. I've admired you for a while" she looks down. Junmyeon is used to comments like that, but when the girl looks up shyly, putting her hair behind her ear, he suspects it might be a different
"It's an honour to me too. Your band is great." He tries to be nice, still not sure if he read the situation correctly.
"You know our band?" She looks surprised and amazed at the same time.
"Yeah, it's this one, right?" He starts humming a song and
She's really pretty, Junmyeon's type, too. And she's possibly flirting.
They exchange more pleasantries and it's clear that the girl is trying to flirt. Trying being the key word, because as soon as Junmyeon is
He's not sure why. She's beautiful, interested, his type. He hasn't had a girlfriend in a long time, too.
She takes the hint in the end, changing her own
Junmyeon comes back in the changing room and sees Sehun's eyes on him. He smiles and comes up to the younger boy. He has some
"She was flirting with you" Sehun says out of nowhere, looking at him with an unreadable expression. He doesn't know why it makes his stomach churn, but it does. Junmyeon didn't even know he was looking at him.
"I wasn't interested though" he shrugs like it's no big deal. And it isn't. He doesn't know why his heart is pounding.
"You seemed like you were"
"I was just being polite." he pouts. "Why, do you want me to put in a good word for you?" He tries to wiggle his eyebrows so
"No thanks hyung." his face is a bit more serious again "I'm really, really not interested in girls" he's looking Junmyeon in the eye and reaches his
"I can't believe a girl flirted with you while you had bread crumbs on your chin"he comments,
"This handsome face can pull anything off, even breadcrumbs."
Sehun leans in, mouth close to Junmyeon's ear as he whispers.
"I don't know about breadcrumbs, you do look incredible with my cock in your mouth though." he moves away as quickly as
Junmyeon just stands there for a good minute, trying to compose himself, his blood rushing in his ears, his face red.
The performance is a blur.
They give him more and more individual schedules, and Junmyeon is thankful, but sometimes he's jealous of the members who just get to sit at home, doing god knows what.
He's coming back from one of his schedules now, tired but satisfied. His and Sehun's room is empty,
In retrospection, when Junmyeon thought about googling something, he should have used his phone, but Sehun's laptop was just sitting there on the other bed, earphones plugged in.
He stares, the thing he wanted to Google long forgotten.
There's a video on Sehun's screen. A paused video of a man, one hand on his dick the other knuckles deep in his own ass.
He presses play on the video. The fingers start to move, going in and out, in and out. There's moans and squelching noises coming from the earphones. The man looks like he's
The door opens and Junmyeon looks up to find Sehun staring at him with a confused and then terrified expression. They look at each other for a couple of seconds and then Sehun barges in and closes the lid of the laptop.
"Have you done this before?" Junmyeon asks, interrupting his what looks like a bit of a breakdown.
Sehun stares at him, but then nods.
"Does it feel nice?"
Sehun nods again.
"Is this also something you would like my help with?"
The maknae gasps, his jaw dropping down.
Junmyeon smiles reassuringly.
"I don't think it's weird. I could help you out of you want. You'd just have to like... Guide me through it."
The younger bites his lower lip.
"It wouldn't freak you out?" He looks so
"Of course I wouldn't. We can try it tonight if you want?"
Sehun lets out a breath of relief that mixes with a laugh of disbelief.
"Yeah. Yeah let's do this. Tonight."
After their conversation Sehun disappears into Jongin's room and Junmyeon decides to do some research on his own. He starts a weird Google trip that gets him from Wikipedia to the Cosmopolitan website. In the end he learns a lot of new things, some which won't even be that
When evening comes Junmyeon gets everything ready. He puts a bottle of lube on the bedside table (it's barely used, he sometimes liked the slick of it during jacking off) and he trims and files his nails.
Sehun is sitting on their bed, with just boxers and a T-shirt on, back resting against the backboard of the bed.
"I tend to, uh, get loud. If we do what we planned on doing"
"Alright then"Junmyeon positions himself between Sehun's legs on the bed. Junmyeon doesn't know the song that's playing, it's an English song, but it's slow,
He starts with running his hands up Sehun's thighs, like he usually does, and comes to a halt when he finds that the younger is almost fully erect.
"How are you hard already?" He asks with amazement, palming the
The younger man exhales through his mouth at the touch, bucking his hips into Junmyeon's hand.
"Since you told me we're going to do this tonight I've been half hard for the whole time"
He can't help but gape at Sehun, taking his boxers off.
"You're that excited about it?" He asks with bewilderment, reaching out a hand to wrap around Sehun's cock. "Does it really feel that good?" He read a lot about it today, but still to have Sehun almost fully
"Yeah..." He sighs, either dreamily or with content at Junmyeon's actions, he's not sure. "If you want I can do it to you some day"
Junmyeon almost halts his movement on Sehun's dick, but quickly reassumes.
He moves his hand on Sehun's dick for another minute, until soft gasps start leaving his mouth.
"Hyung, I want your fingers" the maknae moans out, his legs suddenly spreading further apart.
Junmyeon swears his heartbeat stops for a full ten seconds.
He pours lube over his fingers and then spreads it with his other hand, making sure is fingers are fully covered.
Sehun moves his legs up.
"Yes" Sehun doesn't let him finish, cutting him off before Junmyeon even gets a chance to ask him if he's really sure.
Okay then. Sehun is sure. Junmyeon takes a deep breat. He wraps his less lubed up hand around Sehun's dick and lets the other trail a finger from
Junmyeon finally gets the courage to push
Both him and the maknae gasp at the same moment. Junmyeon can't take his eyes of the finger going into Sehun, it was like it was being sucked in.
"You okay there?" Junmyeon asks once the whole finger fits into Sehun.
"Yes, yes, please, move it"
Junmyeon finally starts moving the finger in and out, slowly at first, picking up speed when Sehun's response is only positive.
"Ahh..." Sehun's response is almost immediate, the deep breath he takes sending shivers through Junmyeon's body.
He takes a shorter time with this one and when his pace is decent, he changes his angle and curls his fingers.
Junmyeon moves his other hand to Sehun's leg, places it on his shoulder for better access and then starts moving his fingers at a steady but inclining
Sehun looks like he's in bliss. Junmyeon can only imagine how wonderful the sounds he's making would be if he could hear them in their full potential. He's turned on beyond words, his own cock hanging heavy between his legs. He doesn't know what to look at, Sehun's
"M-more" Sehun moves his hand away for a second to say it.
This time Junmyeon doesn't hesitate. He adds the third lubed up finger to the other two, twisting and turning his hand, trying to add even more
Junmyeon didn't know what to do with himself, with how turned on he was. He wanted... God, he didn't know what he want, his brain just clear that that something was to do with Sehun.
His fingers falter in pace when he realises what he's done. God he probably overstepped so many barriers, he didn't even
"Oh God, I'm so sorry-"
"No, don't stop" Sehun desperately moves his hips and tries to go back to the pace Junmyeon's fingers were at before. "B-bite me more"
Junmyeon doesn't need to be told twice. His lips get back to the sensitive
He bites him again, earning a sound that's clear even muffled, so he doesn't stop there. He sucks on Sehun's skin, making red marks, one
Sehun almost trashes on the bed and whines and Junmyeon suddenly wants to put a hand on his dick, but when he looks up it's at that moment Sehun's muscles tighten around his fingers and his cock twitches, shooting
Junmyeon's in awe, his fingers stay steady until it doesn't look like Sehun is coming anymore, and then he slows down until he halts completely.
"Wow. How did you... I didn't know you could come without any friction on your dick"
"You okay there?" Junmyeon asks after Sehun just lies there, not speaking for a minute.
"Mhm" He makes a humming sound
"You look so spent" Junmyeon says as he lies down next to the younger man. Sehun cuddles into him.
They lay like that for some time, Junmyeon absentmindedly stroking Sehun's hair.
And yeah, Junmyeon thinks it would be nice, but right now Sehun just sounds so tired, and Junmyeon won't die if he doesn't come.
"Just go to sleep Sehunnie" he pulls him closer, taking a deep breath and smiling lazily. Sehun smelled so nice.
They both fall asleep after Sehun relaxes again against Junmyeon's body.
He's woken up by a voice next to his ear.
He slowly regains consciousness. There's a body close to his.
He shifts in place with a low groan.
"Hyung. Hyung are you awake?"
Junmyeon makes a noncommittal hum. Is he awake?
"Are you awake?" Sehun pokes at his cheek.
"I am now" Junmyeon smiles back despite being woken up by Sehun. He snuggles into the younger, face in his firm chest.
His leg brushes on something hard.
"Is this why you woke me up?"
They don't really do stuff in the mornings, not very often. There's no
"Mhmm" the younger's hands end up on his hips. "We have 30 minutes until we have to wake up. I want you to finger me again."
The bluntness with which Sehun says the words makes Junmyeon's
"You're so horny" he says with humour to get rid of his nervousness.
"Yeah" Sehun doesn't even try and negate the statement. His lips are suddenly on Junmyeon's jaw, and then down on his neck, kissing a trail down. "I'm always horny for you"
Sehun stills in place and moves away from Junmyeon's neck.
"What?" He has a confused smile on, like he's not really sure if what he heard was correct.
Sehun's confused smile is replaced by a confused frown.
"I'm... Not Interested in girls, hyung"
Junmyeon chuckles, trying to lighten the sudden weird atmosphere.
Sehun moves even further away from him, now completely staring him down.
"To 'help me get off'?" He accentuates the words with air quotes. "Is this still... how you think of it?"
"I mean... That's what you came to me for. You wanted some help, yeah? And as a good leader-"
"Are you... really pulling the leader card right now?" The younger man looks bewildered right now and Junmyeon still has no idea what's happening.
Junmyeon doesn't have an answer to that question. He can just stare at Sehun blankly, mouth opening and closing, trying to find the words.
"I don't want a fucking girlfriend!" Sehun raises his voice and Junmyeon flinches. It's not often Sehun gets angry, and Junmyeon still doesn't know why. "I don't like girls! I really don't!"
"Now, don't say that. You just haven't found the right girl yet."
An expression of hurt flashes on Sehun's face.
"You did not just fucking say that to me." He stands up from the bed and backs towards the door.
His voice is shaking and Junmyeon wants to desperately make him feel better, so he tries to stand up too, but Sehun signals with his hands for Junmyeon to stay away.
"Well, better figure it out then." he throws at him and then he's out, the door slamming behind him. Junmyeon is left in their room, alone and confused.
He has no clue what happened to make
He's proven wrong when Sehun is gone by the time he leaves for the SM building, and then doesn't even look at him during the dance practice. He also disappears during the break, dragging Jongin with him.
"Did you two have a fight?" Jongdae asks him
"I don't know. I think so?" he sighs. "I think I said something that made him upset." he pouts involuntarily.
Jongdae pat's his shoulder.
"That's tough dude. What did you say to him?"
Jongdae's face forms in a grimace of confusion.
"But aren't you two... Like... You know..." He expectantly looks at Junmyeon like
Junmyeon blinks. Aren't they... What?
Jongdae puts his hands up defensively after Junmyeon doesn't answer for a whole minute
"None of my business." he goes back into an even more confused face after a second of thinking
"That's what he said today during our, uh, 'fight'"
The vocalist looks at him like he thinks he's an idiot, but Junmyeon knows he's just imagining things.
"Hyung, you're an idiot."
"Apologize to him hyung. It's not my place to tell you why he's upset, but you really should apologize." Jongdae pat's him on the shoulder again.
Junmyeon doesn't have the chance to apologize until
"I don't understand." His head hits the table with a thud. It hurts but he doesn't care.
He's eating dinner, courtesy of Baekhyun who
"Stop sulking." Baekhyun's poking him on the cheek, which earns him a deep sigh from Junmyeon.
"I just don't know why he's mad at me" he murmurs into
"Ask him when he comes back." Baekhyun talks with his mouth full like always "It's not your first fight. I know circumstances have changed a bit, but you're not gonna fall apart just because of a misunderstanding. Chill."
Junmyeon wants to chill, he really does, but
He barely touches the food. After he's done chewing through one piece of chicken for almost an hour he goes to take a shower.
He decides to wait for Sehun. Which isn't easy, as he's
He's dozing off slowly when he can finally hear the bedroom door opening.
"Sehunn-" he almost calls him Sehunnie, but then remembers Sehun's face when he did that earlier in the day.
A deep sigh is what answers him.
He can barely see Sehun, it's too dark, but he can smell the alcohol on him.
"Where were you?" He can't help but ask.
"Out." Sehun's voice is cold and straight to the point. He takes his pants off and shimmies into the unused bed.
There's silence for a moment, Junmyeon trying to find his words.
"I'm sorry." He finally decides on saying. "I made you upset and I'm sorry for what I said."
"Do you know what you're apologizing for?"
Junmyeon bites his lower lip.
"I'm upset /because/ you don't know why I'm mad."
That didn't make sense in Junmyeon's head.
"Well, why can't you just tell me?"
He can hear Sehun moving around in bed and a deep sigh yet again.
Junmyeon doesn't know what he's supposed to piece together. What is this weird and complicated puzzle Sehun is giving him.
"Goodnight, hyung." Sehun sounds like that's that, so Junmyeon doesn't say anything more.
He can hear light snoring just twenty minutes later, but it takes him hours to fall asleep himself.
It's not like Sehun is ignoring him, not really. They still talk, Sehun responds to things Junmyeon says. It's just... Different. The responses are much more reserved, and Sehun barely makes any eye contact with him.
So when he can finally see Jongin in the kitchen after some time, and Sehun is out for his individual schedule, he
"Jongin. Help me."
Jongin looks at him with a confused expression.
"What do I do to make Sehun not mad at me anymore."
Jongin makes an 'o' shape with his mouth and sighs.
"That's even worse!" he feels terrible. "I don't even know what I did Jongin! I want to fix it but he won't tell me why he's upset."
"Well." Jongin looks like he's considering something, and Junmyeon really
"You told him he 'hasn't found the right girl yet' for starters..."
Kyungsoo and Chanyeol, who have been respectively cooking and going through Instagram, suddenly look at him too, gaping.
"Why would you tell him that?"
"What? I just... You know, I don't think he won't want to date forever? One day he will stop saying he's not interested in dating."
Everyone is quiet.
"I can't believe you really don't get it. I thought everyone knew" Kyungsoo adds.
"Knew what?" Junmyeon is really frustrated now.
Junmyeon thinks for a second. Not girls? Then what... Wait. Could it be? Is this why he didn't tell Junmyeon? Because he was scared he would judge him?
"Is he into... Older women?"
"Why does everyone calls me that recently?" Junmyeon pouts.
"Hyung I really can't believe this." Kyungsoo looks bewildered. "He's not into older women. He's not into girls."
"No, I don't care, at this point it's gonna take him years of we don't tell him." He turns to Junmyeon, puts his hands on his shoulders.
"Do you want to know why he's not into women?"
"Soo, it's not out place to say this."
"He's not into women because he's into men. He doesn't want a girlfriend because he wants a boyfriend. He's gay, Junmyeon, he's 100% homosexual."
"Oh." his brain catches up with what Kyungsoo said.
"Holy fuck." Junmyeon doesn't really swear that often, but the situation is kind of calling for it. "Holy shit. I'm an idiot."
It all makes sense. The way Sehun always got irritated when he said he's not interested in
"You really are." Chanyeol pat's him on the shoulders and Kyungsoo moves away.
"How was I supposed to know? He only said he's not interested in girls" he slumps in his seat
"He also like, ogles over male actors and singers all the time" Jongin adds, not at all helpfully.
"Chanyeol does that too!" Junmyeon points at the tall guy.
"Uh, yeah. I like men too"
"You're gay too?!" How did he not know
"No. I like women as well as men." Chanyeol shrugs as if that information isn't supposed to blow Junmyeon's mind. Because it does. Yeah, he knew that in theory some people could like both men and women, but knowing and /knowing/ are two different things.
"I literally have a bisexual flag in my room" Chanyeol's voice distracts him from his thoughts.
"That's a bisexual flag? I thought you just really like purple."
"So... This is why Sehun is upset." Now he gets it. God, it was so insensitive to say 'you haven't found the right girl yet' to Sehun. Now he knows what he has to apologize for.
"There's more?" He thought that's it, that he finally figured it out. God, of course not. His life was never easy. "I'll never get him to forgive me"
"I thought you were supposed to be smart." Kyungsoo chimes in. "Weren't you like, top of the class in school?"
"I'm book smart. People are not books."
Junmyeon wishes reading Sehun was as easy as reading a book.
He decides he needs to sort his own brain out before talking to Sehun. Especially the part of his brain that's nagging at him after he learned bout Chanyeol.
He approaches the rapper just a couple days later.
"How did you know that you liked men as well as women?"
"You want the honest answer?"
"I watched porn and I caught myself paying attention to both, the man and the woman." Chanyeol shrugs
"Then I was like 'huh, that's weird' so I searched gay porn and that definitely turned me on too. So I googled some things and figured out I'm bi."
Junmyeon gapes for a second, processing the information.
"Uh..." The tall man thinks for a second. "17? 18? I'm not sure."
That's a long time ago, Junmyeon realises.
"But... How did you know for sure?" Those things tell him nothing. Yeah, he paid attention to men in porn too, but he always thought it's because
"Well, uh. I. Sucked a guy off and liked it. That made me quite sure."
Junmyeon feels his face growing even hotter. He sees Chanyeol's is a bit awkward, too.
"But. Okay, what if..." he blinks a couple of
"Okay, so I have this friend right. And he's straight. He's only been with women for his whole life. But..."
"But?" Chanyeol studies his face carefully. Junmyeon feels like he can see right through him.
"And my friend, he was like 'sure, why not. A hand is a hand'." He's tugging on the sleeves of his sweater nervously. "So they started like... You know. Getting each other off sometimes. And somehow it escalated to using m-mouths too." He
"And he even, uh. He even... like... With his fingers, uh... He made him c-come with his fingers once." Oh god, with how Junmyeon starts shaking, his voice unsteady, there was no way
"And the thing is, he liked doing all of it, he didn't just do it because his dongsaeng asked. He... Enjoyed making him feel good, he enjoyed his responses. He wanted to do all those things." He licks
"And he also found himself wanting to kiss him a lot. Every time he looked at his lips he just wanted to... To press his own to them, close his eyes and make out for hours."
"He only wanted to spend time with that guy, wanted to touch him, hug him, treat him to food, kiss him, make him come. Make him happy."
"What I'm saying is, he's really confused, because he's straight."
Chanyeol smiles reassuringly.
"Sounds like your friend is a bit of an idiot." There's only affection in his voice. "But definitely a bisexual one."
Chanyeol moves his arms out and hugs Junmyeon close. They don't do the emotional stuff often, but Junmyeon's glad he got it out.
"I'm glad you told me." Chanyeol pats his back. "Even if you did it through a fake story"
"Although it's a shame you're literally crying in my arms and I can never tease you about it in front of cameras."
He chuckles at Chanyeol's teasing nature.
"Also, I really could've lived without knowing you fingered Sehun"
"Sorry for getting so emotional. I didn't know I was gonna get like this." He takes a couple of deep breaths to calm down his shaking body.
"It's alright." Chanyeol smiles at him again.
"But everyone is pretty accepting, you know? I dropped hints, everyone was ok with it, so I thought, what the hell. Might as well live my life"
They talk for a long time after that. Chanyeol tells him all about the boys he dated, all the unrequited crushes he had, too. Junmyeon in turn talks about guys he found attractive, but never knew
It's nice. Him and Chanyeol usually tease each other, but it's good to have someone to relate to, too.
"You should talk to Sehun soon"
"I don't know what to say. He won't even look at me."
"Maybe for starters tell him how you feel about him."
"But I don't know how I feel about him..."
"I think you do"
When Junmyeon comes in to their shared room that evening, Sehun is in the middle of packing a bag. For a moment Junmyeon panics, before he remembers he probably should start packing as well, as they have schedules in China the next day.
A plan start forming in his head.
The maknae looks up at him and then looks back down.
"Sehunnie, I'm sorry."
A pair of eyes lands on him, unimpressed, so before Sehun can asks if he knows what he's apologizing for, he starts again.
Sehun is staring at him now, expression unreadable.
"I was an idiot. I'm just realising how much the things I said must've hurt you."
"I'm sorry, too." he says it so quietly Junmyeon almost doesn't hear. He blinks, confused. Sehun had nothing to be sorry for.
"I was angry when you said that what we do is just you helping me out, but I've been thinking about that a lot."
"But really, I should be angry at myself. I suggested that in the first place. I feel... I feel like I've used you." He's whispering. Junmyeon moves closer.
"Sehunnie, you don't have to-"
"But I do. It's all on me."
"You were looking at it as helping me out. You thought you were being a good leader that way. I basically used you for my own sexual pleasure, I got my hopes up and got angry at you even though it was me who-"
Junmyeon drops to his knees and hugs him.
Sehun shakes in his arms.
"I missed you" he says against Junmyeon's shoulder.
"I missed you too."
They don't talk much beside that, both too emotionally drained to say anything more.
They fall asleep in their bed that night, tangled together.
Junmyeon holds Sehun hand in the car though.
He doesn't know yet what exactly he's going to say to Sehun, but he knows he wants to make it special. Not just hushed words in
"After we land..." he whispers to Sehun in the airplane, still holding his hand "we should drop our bags in the hotel and then go out. Just you and me"
Sehun looks up with a surprised
"Sounds like you're asking me out on a date" he giggles, trying joke, but there's a hopeful look in his eyes.
Junmyeon smiles shyly, squeezing Sehun's hand tighter.
"It sure does." he's back to playing with his fingers anxiously.
Sehun hums thoughtfully.
They arrive in Beijing after an hour and a half long flight. It's evening already, and the management tells them to get some rest for the next day, but Junmyeon has different plans. He gets in the
"I'll pick you up in 20 minutes, yeah?"
Sehun nods and the guys eye him curiously.
Jongdae leaves the lift with him,
"You guys made up?" he asks once they move along the corridor.
Junmyeon bites back the big smile that breaks out on his face.
"Yeah. Kind of. I mean... We're in the process." They haven't exactly talked about everything yet.
"That's good to hear. You were both sulking so bad for almost a month, I thought you like, broke up for good." Jongdae stops at his door and Junmyeon stops too, shocked by what Jongdae's saying.
"B... Broke up?" He repeats carefully.
"Yeah, but now that you're back together, done fighting or whatever, the sulking time is over." He makes a sound of triumph when he finally finds the key card
"How..." Junmyeon doesn't even try to correct Jongdae. He wouldn't even know what to say, for now he just wants to know why did the vocalist think that him and Sehun were dating.
Jongdae actually starts
"Umm... I know you never officially told anyone, but like, it was quite obvious." He looks around to check if they're alone in the corridor and lowers his voice down. "During your birthday I went to the living room for a second and you two were, uh, busy."
"Oh god." He covers his face with his palm. "That's so embarrassing"
Jongdae laughs at him.
"It did shock me a bit at first, but it also made a lot of sense. You look at him like he's the most important thing in the universe. It's sweet."
Junmyeon can feels his heart flutter at Jongdae's words. What did he do to deserve such accepting, amazing friends?
"He also laughs at your lame jokes, and you're not funny at all, so I guess it must be love."
Scrap the amazing part.
"Dream on hyung." Jongdae sticks out his tongue at him. "Anyways, have fun on your date~"
"Thanks." He sends Jongdae a smile. "I will."
He's already in his room when he realises
Well. One can only hope.
He decides to take a brisk shower, before changing into a nice outfit. It's a bit over 20 minutes later when he's on his way up in the lift, looking for Sehun's room.
"You're 4 minutes late" Sehun says right away and Junmyeon can't help but laugh.
"Sorry." he says sheepishly. "Come on now, I've ordered us an Uber."
Sehun grabs his jacket and they walk to the lift.
Junmyeon can't stop looking to the
He hears chuckling and looks up to see Sehun looking at him with amusement, catching him staring at his behind. Then the maknae himself gives him a once over with his eyes,
Junmyeon blushes. That brat probably wore tight pants on purpose.
Sehun moves closer to him so their arms touch, before the lift stops at the bottom floor and they have to leave the hotel building to get in the car.
"It's a nice place, a restaurant." Junmyeon's been to the place a few times. "It has an area that's a bit more private, so we don't have to worry about people recognising or hearing is."
Once they're at the restaurant they're greeted by a front of the house person. Junmyeon says his carefully practiced phrase in Mandarin about the private section
Even though they're in a private section, it's still not a good place to be discussing serious,
He talks about Vivi and shows him some pictures too. He tells him about the praise he got from the vocal trainers and how flustered but proud it made him feel.
Junmyeon listens to everything in awe and replies with
He wants to kiss him so bad it hurts.
"You keep on staring at my face" Sehun comments when they're almost done with their meals. "Do I have food stuck somewhere?"
Junmyeon reaches out his hand anyway, and puts the palm to Sehun's cheek. His thumb swipes across Sehun's lower lip, to the corner of his mouth, like he's trying to get a piece of food off.
"No" he's looking Sehun in the eyes. "I just really missed your face."
They hear footsteps approaching and both of them move back, Junmyeon not even noticing that they were both leaning over the
It's a waitress passing by their booth, going to another one.
"Are we done with the food here?" Sehun asks and Junmyeon looks down at his plate. There's a bit of food left, but he doesn't have to eat it, if it means going back to the hotel
"Yeah. Let's go back."
He calls the waitress over when she goes by again and asks her for the bill.
After Junmyeon pays for the meal they order a taxi again, both fidgeting in the car when they get inside. They keep on glancing at each other,
When they get in the lift Sehun only presses one button, the one to his floor. When they pass Junmyeon's floor on the way up, without stopping,
They get out on Sehun's floor, walking up to Sehun's door. It really feels like the corridor is never ending, but after the walk and a little fumble trying to find the card key, they both get inside the hotel room.
His fingertips are tingling with anxiety. This is the time to talk.
Sehun looks down at him, moving closer, wrapping his arms around Junmyeon's torso.
"Thanks for treating me to food."
"What kind of man would I be if I didn't pay for food after asking you out on a date?"
Sehun's breath hitches as his mouth falls open slightly.
"So it was really a date." He speaks quietly, arms tightening
"Yeah" he matches the younger's volume. "Is that okay?" the question just rolls off of his tongue, his insecurities overpowering his thoughts for a moment.
"Yeah that's..." Sehun glances down and Junmyeon stops breathing when he notices that he's looking at
Sehun doesn't finish his sentence, too distracted with glancing in betweens Junmyeon's mouth and his eyes.
"We should talk about this." Junmyeon knows that that would be the ideal, as
But he's already standing up on his tiptoes. Sehun's face only inches apart as he leans down.
"Yeah, we should." Sehun is so close now, Junmyeon can feel the air from his whisper tickling his skin.
The moment their lips meet his breath hitches. It's a slight touch at first, barely any contact, but as soon as they first start moving their lips against each other Junmyeon can't help but deepen the kiss. He moves his hands up and tangles his fingers in
He's waited so long for this.
He licks the younger man's lower lip slightly, which results in him gasping softly, giving Junmyeon access to slide his tongue past his lips.
The kiss goes from delicate to heated not long after that.
He traps Sehun's lip between his teeth and sucks on it tenderly. Sehun moans into his mouth and Junmyeon swallows it all.
Sehun starts moving
Sehun barely moves his mouth away and Junmyeon wants to whine, but he
Sehun moves back down and this time it's him that bites Junmyeon's lip, making shivers run up his whole body. He feels dizzy with desire.
Talking it all out can wait a bit.
And oh did Junmyeon feel it. His whole body pliant under Sehun's, hands sneaking under the other man's shirt, fingers roaming
He got rid of Sehun's shirt. His own followed soon after.
Sehun was kissing him again, cupping his face with one palm.
"Yeah" he runs his fingers through the younger's
"Are you sure?" the air from his mouth tickles Junmyeon's lips. "I don't want to do something you're not sure about. Don't feel pressured to do things you don't want to do."
Junmyeon wonders if he's still unsure about the whole thing,
He supposes he's going to have to show him.
He flips them over, now Sehun laying on his back with Junmyeon in between his legs. He grinds his hips once, so that Sehun can feel how hard he is.
Junmyeon reaches down and wraps a hand around Sehun's dick, starting to pump slowly, his lips now on Sehun's chest. He moves down, mouthing and licking every
"Ahh- Hyung-" the choked off moans Sehun is making just rile Junmyeon up more. How much he wanted to hear all those sounds
He's down to Sehun's pelvis now, sucking a small hickey next to his hip bone, while his hand is still working on Sehun's dick. Soon it's replaced by his mouth though, as he wraps
Sehun doesn't hold back with the sounds and Junmyeon just wants to hear more, more and more.
His thumb slips down from Sehun's scrotum, touching against his rim.
"Fuck, yes I- hold on-" he can hear Sehun moving around a bit, then a sound of a drawer opening and closing. "Here"
Junmyeon looks up and there's a bottle of lube in front of his
"We just arrived here today and you already put lube in the bedside drawer?"
Sehun doesn't even try to look embarrassed about it, instead tangling his hand in Junmyeon's hair, bringing his face closer and
"Yes." he kisses him again, and Junmyeon knows that he will never get tired of Sehun's lips. "I was hoping after our date you would come over and fuck me."
Junmyeon gasps as his heart starts racing. God, Sehun wants him to actually fuck him.
Junmyeon feels like he might pass out.
"You want that?" He teases the ring of muscles with his thumb again and Sehun makes a beautiful sound. He starts opening the lube bottle with his free hand.
"You have no idea how long I wanted that."
"Really?" he still can't comprehend the concept that Sehun wants him to fuck him.
He puts the first lubed finger against Sehun's rim, circling a bit
"Ahh, shit..." Sehun closes his eyes, lying back down, back on the mattress. "Y-yes, really. So fu-cking much"
Junmyeon moves the finger at a reasonable pace, observing Sehun's face for any kind of discomfort.
"C-come on, I won't break."
"Mmm..." Sehun's hips shift, sliding with Junmyeon's movements. "Before, ah- you did this that first time m-my fantasies about you were pretty equal"
"You know, I'd think about you fucking me about the same as me fucking you"
God, Junmyeon doesn't know how it would feel, but the thought of Sehun wanting to fuck him too was
"But since you... Oh this feels good- since you fingered me-" Junmyeon scissors his fingers and Sehun yelps a little, but it doesn't sound like a bad sound. "I could... I could only think of your c-cock in me"
The maknae will be the death of him.
"T-there" the younger gasps out and Junmyeon
"Ahh- Fuck, hyung..."
He leans down, mouthing along Sehun's chest, flicking his tongue on Sehun's nipple to then bite it gently. The sounds increase. Junmyeon's head is spinning.
"Add another finger" Sehun basically
Junmyeon does, pace not slowing down, the third finger swiftly sliding in along with the other two.
"Yesyesyes...!" Sehun's whole lower body is moving, reacting to the sensations. His hands end up in Junmyeons hair, tugging tightly.
Aftera few minutes Sehun moves his mouth away.
"You sure?" it's his turn to be self-conscious now.
Junmyeon nods his head eagerly, not believing his voice enough to speak. He takes his fingers out slowly, which has Sehun whining slightly, and he
"I don't have any condoms." he can hear his own voice shaking slightly from all the emotions. Sehun chuckles.
"It's okay. Are you clean?" he asks. Junmyeon has been tested after the last time he
"Me too. Just fuck me without it, come on." he wiggles his hips impatiently.
Junmyeon opens the lube bottle and starts pouring gooey liquid on his hand, spreading it on his member after. He never fucked someone without a condom on before.
He moves closer as Sehun puts his legs up. He guides his dick between Sehun's cheeks, so its poking against the rim. He takes a deep breath and then slowly starts pushing in.
"You're so tight..." it sounds choked up as he says it, the pressure of Sehun's walls clenching around him so pleasurable.
He looks down and sees Sehun biting on his lower lip, eyes closed, with his eyebrows furrowed together. He leans in and kisses the boys frown.
"You okay?" he asks, as he moves
"Yeah" Sehun sounds so breathless. "It's just been a while. Gotta adjust."
Junmyeon is patient. The heat that surrounds him just screams for him to start
He pecks Sehun's lip, then his nose, both of his cheeks, his forehead to then come back to his lips again. Sehun lets out a breathy laugh.
"God, never mind, it's stupid."
"Come on, tell me."
Sehun hesitates for some time. His hips start twitching slightly, showing that he's almost adjusted.
"Just... I love you."
Really, really in love. He doesn't just /love/ Sehun, he's in love with him. Feels like he has been for a while.
"Sehunnie..." His heart is racing. He doesn't know what to do with himself.
"Ahh... Shit, Hunnie..." He can't stop his own sounds, that are mixing with Sehun's.
Junmyeon gradually speeds up. He nibbles on the skin on Sehun's chest, remembering how he liked being
"You s..stretch me so good, g-god, ahh.. I-I love the feeling of your cock" Sehun whimpers and Junmyeon
He halts for a second to change position, as he swings one of Sehun's legs over his shoulder, holding onto the other, lifting the younger's butt off the bed a bit. It results in a change of the angle and the next time he thrusts
"Yes! Oh god, right there, faster..!"
He does as the younger pleases, speeding up, aiming for the same spot again and again. Sehun is loud, so loud there's a passing thought at the back of his mind that someone in the hotel
Sehun's cock is slapping on his abdonment with every thrust, from the mere force of it, so Junmyeon wraps a
He can't take his eyes off of Sehun too, his blissed out face, the way the shape of his lips changes with every sound, the way his expression is constantly shifting.
God, he's so in love.
"I'm gonna come" Sehun cries out after some time. Junmyeon makes his thrusts more fierce, deeper.
"A-AH! Fuck, fuck!" the younger
He's been so close it only takes a few strokes for him to come, the mess added to Sehun's
Once he's calmed down a bit he looks at Sehun. The younger actually has a pout on his face.
"Why didn't you come in me?" he whines, actually whines and Junmyeon can't stop himself from
"I didn't know if you'd like that." He's fighting hard to catch his breath, and Sehun is the same. Besides his pout, he looks so spent, so thoroughly fucked. Junmyeon wishes he could take a picture so he can look at it whenever they're apart.
He tiredly lies down next to Sehun, a hand slung across his chest. His face is at the level of Sehun's neck so Junmyeon cuddles into it.
"I would like that a lot. Next time please come in me"
Junmyeon nods and pecks his neck.
"So you're sappy after sex, huh?" Sehun asks after Junmyeon finally stops showering him with kisses.
Junmyeon responds with
"I just... God, I feel so much right now." he cuddles into Sehun again, close, as close as he can get, inhaling Sehun's scent. He's so gone for the younger, even a sweaty Sehun smells good to him.
"What are you feeling?" there's a hand in his hair,
"I feel happy. So happy. I feel... relaxed." He wonders how to put a name to some of the feelings in his chest. "I feel like I want to like... Hug you so close our bodies absorb into each other." It sounds silly,
"I already kinda absorbed you today" Sehun teases and the leader snorts with laughter.
"I also feel loved." he says quieter. He can feel Sehun's heartbeat quickening. "And I feel in love, too. I feel both and it makes me happy."
"This doesn't feel real" Sehun sounds like he's about to both cry and laugh.
"I just... Wanted this for years."
Junmyeon gasps at the sincerity.
"I fell in love with you three years ago hyung." he clarifies. "So the fact that you might somehow return my feelings, even a bit-"
Junmyeon interrupts him.
"Boyfriend, huh?" he repeats the phrase slowly. "I like that."
"Yeah?" It's Junmyeon's turn to smile.
Junmyeon kisses him then, deep and sensual, tangling his hand in Sehun's hair.
It's then that his hand lands on Sehun's stomach, and he yelps in surprise.
He moves away, looking at his hand, just to find it covered in semen.
He reaches to the bedside drawer to find some tissues, but there isn't any. He's feeling lazy and he really doesn't want to, but he stands up. Sehun immediately whines.
"Where are you going?" he's pouting again and Junmyeon just want to kiss it off.
"Come back right nooowww" Sehun swings his arms on the bed and Junmyeon giggles. He walks into the bathroom to take the towel and as soon as he's back with it, he cleans Sehun off.
"Here. Now we can cuddle properly."
"I've been gone for not even a minute."
"That's a minute too long."
Junmyeon can't hide his happiness, as he kisses Sehun again.
Sehun agrees but doesn't stop. Junmyeon doesn't have it in him to stop too.
It's half an hour later when they finally manage to stop making out.
Junmyeon could live like this forever.
He really hopes he will.
The loud blaring of a phone alarm is what wakes him up.
He can hear groaning and feel some movement, then the sound is over.
There's lips on his temple and although he's only half awake he smiles with his eyes still closed.
"Hmmm.." He cuddles into Sehun more.
"We both need to shower" he kisses Junmyeon on the side of the head again. "We'll get in trouble if we sleep in"
Junmyeon knows Sehun's right, but Sehun's warmth is so inviting. Still, he
It takes him another minute to open his eyes properly. He's greeted with the sight of Sehun's lazily smiling face.
"Good Morning." Sehun pecks his lips and Junmyeon grins.
"Mornin" he grumbles out back and brings in Sehun's face to
Sehun giggles and moves away.
"We should clean up" he lands a final peck to Junmyeon's lips and stands up. "I'm gonna go get a shower."
Junmyeon reaches out a hand.
"Can I join you?"
"How could I ever say no to that?" they kiss again, longer this time.
Junmyeon is more awake, and that makes him more aware that there's a hot, naked man making out with him. And his body is starting to get aware of that too.
They brush their teeth first, because as much as they both didn't mind the morning breath, it is definitely more pleasant to kiss without it. They confirm that,
Some showering needs to be done however, so Junmyeon starts by wetting his hair while Sehun soaps his own body up. They manage to keep their
Sehun breaks first.
The younger's tongue licks off the droplets of water of his neck.
The maknae's hand wraps around Junmyeon's dick and he starts working it slowly.
"Hyung... Can I try something?" he asks, straight into his ear again. He doesn't know what Sehun wants to try, but it's not like he could ever say no to him.
"Yeah, anything" He turns his face to the side and kisses Sehun's neck, the maknae still working his dick.
"Ugh, hyung..." Sehun gasps behind him and Junmyeon can feel his heart pounding at Sehun's every movement. He moans at the sensation, never before realising how good could a thing like this feel.
As if all he's feeling
Junmyeon finishes first, his come spraying on the shower wall in front.
"Come on. Come for me baby." He doesn't know where the endearment suddenly comes from, nor the words, but it seems to work on Sehun as he whines and it only takes him two more thrusts to come all over Junmyeon's back.
Sehun wraps his arms around Junmyeon's torso then, face hiding in Junmyeon's neck. He can feel him smiling against his skin, so he smiles too.
"Hmmm" Sehun hums happily then pecks his shoulder.
"That was nice." The younger says.
"It really was."
They start swaying slightly in place,before Junmyeon turns around and reaches for the shower head.
"But now we have to wash again"
"I don't have any clean clothes here" Junmyeon notices while Sehun starts rummaging in his bag.
"You can have a pair of my boxers and a top and just wear the same pants"
In the end he decides on a T-shirt he has seen Sehun wear sometimes and plain black underwear.
After he puts the clothes on he looks at himself in the mirror. The T-shirt is definitely
There's also definitely something hot about wearing Sehun's clothes the day after they had sex. It makes a wave of warmth run through him.
It gets even better when he sees
"You should wear my clothes more often hyung." Sehun's arms wrap around his torso and catches Junmyeon's eyes in the mirror. He slides his palm underneath Junmyeon's shirt and latches his lips to his neck.
"But you look so hot in my T-shirt" his lips run down Junmyeon's neck and Junmyeon can't stop himself from watching it all in
But when Sehun turns him around and connects their lips in a heated kiss, instead of stopping him, Junmyeon responds just as eagerly.
His back hits the
Their hips grind against each other, and Junmyeon came too recently to be getting fully hard, but there's still some sort of excitement wave rushing through his body. He moves his hips again against Sehun's.
Sehun's hands are on his ass now and he pushes them closer together by squeezing Junmyeon's cheeks, making him groan is response.
Junmyeon can barely move his mouth away from Sehun's, too into the kiss, but he has to relay to Sehun what he wants, wants him to know how much he wants him.
"When we're back today, I want you to-"
There's a knock on the door.
"God, you look like you just woke up."
Junmyeon looks at Sehun too and sees how messy his hair is, how puffy and red his lips are, how his shirt isn't tucked in properly with a button open.
Then Jongin's eyes land on Junmyeon.
Sehun punches him in he arm with a blush on his face.
"I'm not saying anything. I don't know what you mean. It's just curious to see Junmyeon hyung here. Dressed in your clothes. After you two had a /date/"
Sehun rolls his eyes. He grabs his jacket and
"Whatever" he tucks his shirt properly and tries to quickly make himself presentable. Junmyeon does the same. "Let's just go"
They get to the lift together, Jongin still looking between them back and forth. As soon as the lift door
He looks like he wants them to tlk a bit more, but Junmyeon is not sure what exactly to say, so he stays quiet.
"Come on, tell me. Did you finally talk properly?"
Sehun punches Jongin's arm again and Junmyeon can't help but giggle.
Jongin's gaze is expectant, glancing back and forth between the two of them.
"And?" he sounds impatient now.
Sehun looks at him with an unreadable expression.
"Well... " The maknae starts, still glancing at Junmyeon, as if silently asking.
Jongin grabs Sehun's arms and starts shaking him.
"You did it! I told you! I told you it's going to work out!"
Junmyeon can just
Jongin continues teasing Sehun in between continuously congratulating them both for the whole lift ride. Junmyeon thinks it's sweet, and he deffinitely will want to know what exactly
Slowly throughout the day as they're going through with their schedules, everyone finds out.
Minseok finds out by acciddent, walking into the changing room of their set at the moment Sehun had Junmyeon close,
At the end of the day they go by Junmyeon's hotel room to pick up some of his stuff and then
They're both giddy, giggling quietly as they close the door behind them and Sehun presses him to it to kiss him properly. They're both still smiling even while their mouths move together.
"Of course they are." Sehun pecks his lips, then his nose, then each of his cheeks, making the leader laugh.
They grow apart only for a short moment, to
They end up on the bed, Junmyeon's back falling on the mattress as he drags Sehun with him, the younger hovering above him now.
"Sehunnie" he whispers against his mouth
"I love you" he will never get tired of saying those words to Sehun. Now that it had more meaning behind it as well, it made his own heart beat faster.
"I love you too."
The next kiss is deeper, Junmyeon's hands sneaking under Sehun's shirt, touching the expanse of his skin all the way along it. He moves it up, up, taking it off finally and then going back to Sehun's lips.
Sehun moves his lips down, onto Junmyeon's neck, kissing and nibbling, making soft gasps leave Junmyeon's mouth as he holds onto the younger for dear life.
Sehun looks up at him, to show he's paying attention, but doesn't stop sucking a hickey into Junmyeon's chest.
"I want you to fuck me" he says and Sehun gasps against his skin. Junmyeon could feel Sehun's dick twitch against his hip at that too.
Junmyeon turns his hand to leave a soft kiss on the inside of Sehun's palm, still looking into his eyes, full of adoration.
"Yeah. I want you fully, every aspect of you."
The younger moves away to reach towards the bedside drawer and take the lube out.
"Have you ever fingered yourself before?" Sehun opens the cap of the bottle and pours some of it on his
"No" he responds as Sehun settles between his legs. He opens them even wider, a flush of embarassment on his face.
"It might feel a bit weird at first"
He nods in response, propping himself up on his elbows so that
There's a wet, cold finger suddenly touching his rim and he clenches his muscles at first, automatic reflexes coming in, but so far Sehun is only touching lightly. He takes a deep breath and start relaxing slowly, getting used to the sensation.
"Can I put it in?" Sehun asks after a short while of just circling the ring of muscles.
Sehun slowly does, and Junmyeon clenches again.
"You okay?" Sehun asks him, kissing along the inside of his leg.
"Yeah. It just feels weird. Not bad though, just... new."
Sehun's finger starts pulling out then and pushing back in at a sluggish pace. With every move Junmyeon learns to relax more, stop clenching his muscles. There's tingles of pleasure that are new and exciting.
"Yes" he doesn't even let Sehun finish, wanting to feel more of this new sensation that was taking over his body.
He can feel the second finger sliding in along the first one. The stretch is more apparent now, and his can feel a small twinge of pain, but
The younger man moves his fingers in and out slowly, sometimes stretching them in a scissoring motion, and the pain quickly fades away, replaced by a nice feeling.
"Does it feel good?" Sehun asks with a cheeky grin on his face, as if Junmyeon hasn't been moaning like crazy.
"I'm adding another finger hyung"
Junmyeon can only feel the stretch for a split of a second, as as soon as Sehun's three fingers are working that same spot again, all
He reaches down to tangle his fingers in Sehun's hair and bring him up.
"Come here" he connects their lips while Sehun doesn't stop stretching him. Sehun kisses him enthusiastically and Junmyeon tries to
"Come on, I'm ready."
Sehun gives him another quick kiss on the lips, and then he's reaching for the lube again. He pulls out his fingers and Junmyeon whines at the empty feeling.
Sehun lines himself up and then slowly starts pushing in.
"You're so tight..."
Junmyeon laughs at that, breathy and quiet, more focused on getting used to having
After some time of deep breaths, Junmyeon urges his boyfriend to start moving and Sehun does, slowly at first, groaning with every slide of his hips. He wraps his hand on Junmyeon's member and Junmyeon moans, letting his upper body finally fall on the mattress.
"God, you look so hot"
Junmyeon looks up and sees Sehun looking at him with an intense gaze, pupils blown, a bead of sweat running on his temple. He's the one that looks hot, god, he looks
He wants to respond, tell Sehun how beautiful he is, but at that moment the younger changes the angle of his thrusts and Junmyeon's head falls back, a loud whine leaving his lips.
They move together like that, gasping, breathing each other's air. In between kisses there's love confessions, sometimes smiles replaced by pleads for more, faster.
Junmyeon comes first, but Sehun is close behind, both of them holding each other close, not letting go.
The maknae falls on the mattress next to him, a smile on his face that Junmyeon can't help but return.
"Was it okay?"
"It was incredible. You are incredible." he reaches out to caress Sehun's cheek with his palm. "I love you."
"I love you too. So much" Sehun responds as he makes himself comfortable against Junmyeon's side.
But as Sehun slowly dozes off with his arms around him, he knows they can make it.
"Are you serious? Right in front of my kimchi?"
Baekhyun's annoyed but playful voice fills the kitchen as Sehun and Junmyeon move their lips away from each other with unimpressed expressions on their faces. Not for long though, as soon their back to making out against
"It's our first anniversary today" Junmyeon says, moving away just enough so that he can speak, but still have Sehun close to him.
They're back to having a slow kiss when another member comes into the kitchen.
"Good morning to everyone but the people making out at 8am" It's Jongdae this time. He actually has the nerve to come up to both of them and stare like that.
"Leave them alone hyung" Jongin speaks up, mouth full of rice "It's their first anniversary today."
At the same moment Chanyeol comes into the kitchen and Junmyeon can
"Wait wait. A year?" Jongdae looks up from his fingers
Sehun rolls his eyes at that.
"Yeah, it's because Junmyeon-hyung didn't know that sucking dick means he's definitely not straight" Jongin says under his breath. Junmyeon doesn't even react, as
Chanyeol makes a loud, over dramatic gasp
"How dare you talk about sucking dick in this Christian household!"
"Babe, I'll be back in a sec" Junmyeon whispers to Sehun and leaves the
He knocks on Baekhyun's door.
"Hey, Baekhyun. You okay?"
"Yeah? Why wouldn't I be?"
Junmyeon sits down on the end of the bed, still looking at the younger man.
Baekhyun blinks a couple of times.
"I'm okay. I just felt a bit sick." he shrugs and goes back to his phone.
Junmyeon turns around. Baekhyun is looking down, biting on his lower lip.
"How did you know, that, uhh... you like both men and women?"
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