When I said this at 17, it sounded like I was making excuses
When I say it at 29, people listen
My job is to be the interface between that psycho & the “real” world, where y’all play this elaborate game where things are supposed to “make sense”
who's to say!! where attention should be directed!!! most people have no clue
what I really have is Obedience Deficit Disorder
I refuse to Pay Attention to something that Does Not Deserve My Attention
PS: my talk is really “piddling around until people pay you” but I had to make it sound all professional-like
But actually, look at whatever the hell you feel like looking at
If you don’t want to look at me, that’s fantastic!! you should pay attention to whatever *you* feel like doing