In every exam I've ever written, every test, coursework, assessment etc. God has always been instrumental to my success. But for Bar Finals, it really was at a different scale and level like never before.
I tell you God was the one on trial. And it’s safe to say that He gloriously gave me the victory in these exams.
The preparation leading up to Bar Finals was a very very unique one no doubt, I mean from the minute we began externship I took a week to tidy up all my notes, then I began to pray and ask God for a strategy by which I would cover the large curriculum.
I planned to read through my notes at least once and under the influence of the Holy Spirit strategically mark out sections which would be Bar Final questions.
It took three weeks to go through my Criminal notes.
At this point, I became increasingly drawn towards past questions.
So, I bought a book, I went through years 2013 - 2017 of past questions by subject and categorized all the questions to see what often recurred in the past question. And then I did every draft I could find along the way within those past questions.
At this point, I was knee deep, it was so bad the externs in my firm were already referring to me as the authority.
Ah, Okay. I said to myself. That’s your own.
I carried on with my plan to finish reading all my notes and tag certain sections as Bar Final questions, while also completing the Holy Spirit’s plan to do a draft a day and finish all the MCQs and Past Questions.
By the end of externship, I was exhausted.
I had done MCQs from 2012 - 2016. All the drafts in all the past questions. I had also finished tagging all my notes except for Corporate Law.
Here was the issue. I still hadn’t covered the entire syllabus.
I was in a prayer group during externship and we prayed for discernment, and also for speed.
So, I went back to the drawing board with God, Lord. I’ve been foolish. I have been listening to you, but also doing my own thing on the side. I need speed.
I discovered these revision notes made by Total law, they were a compendium of questions done for every subject based on the topic. God told me to study them.
Actually, during pre-bar i.e. Mock-exam, I had studied using the…
I downloaded and printed it from there and planned to read them after I finished reading my notes.
Now, I started doing what I should have done from the beginning when the Holy Spirit initially told me to go through past questions.
This bridged the gap in my knowledge because I had only been revising from 2013, but these revision notes also contained questions from 2009 - 2012.
Now, doing this took up all my time, to the extent, that by the time I was done, it was 12 days to the exam.
God encouraged me with so many words along the way. It is so interesting how soaked and How clearly you can hear God when you have a singularity of focus and purpose.
I noticed that I started lagging in studying the Word and prayer, so I had to get intentional about that.
On the eve of MCQs, I was finally wrapping up on Criminal law, I was a bit panicky that I didn’t get to revise MCQs or even Property, I thought to myself - God, this thing is here, its staring me in the face, but I was so thrilled and excited.
But somehow, somehow I just started hearing music playing in my head, it was one of these TY Bello / Tope Alabi’s Spontaneous songs, and believe it or not, I finished all the questions.
I said God, I your child, it can’t be my story, do it for me like you did it for Joshua, and truly God did it for me. I was shading answers without looking at the questions, God helped me!!! In summary, DEVASTAVIT wanted to devastate me, but God did not allow it.
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On the morning of property law was really when I started reading. Flipping 10 hours to the exam. A few people asked me if I was ready, I told them, Look Honestly, I’ve not read anything.
Alright, so there I was, on the morning of property law, having a mental breakdown.
The night before, i.e. after MCQs, we’d had a group discussion session where someone would read out questions and each person would take turns answering.
HAHAHA, the confidence. CHEI.
Because of this, a colleague who was present at the group discussion, on the morning of the exam said she felt a leading to go over probate with me, since she felt uneasy at me saying I didn’t know it yesterday.
She sent that text while I was crying in my room, so I thought AH, God is that you? Are you saying something, but He said nothing.
So she came to my room and went over ALL the steps on how to obtain probate, letters of administration etc. etc.
After she left, God reminded me again that I didn’t need to read everything. Only what He tells me. And suddenly I was reassured that It wasn’t coming out.
So, I went back to Mortgage and just continued my reading. Because of what happened during MCQs, one thing I now started praying about was time management.
I’d asked God for speed in studying, and time management in my revision, but not during the exam in actually answering the questions.
I wanted to finish all the questions and have enough time, I didn’t want what happened during MCQ to ever happen again, after praying about it, do you know during the exam God instructed me on which questions to answer first to make sure I would finish on time!
It was an amazing experience. He’d say do number 6 first, then do the two compulsory questions, then your other optional question. The instruction was different for EACH exam but I always finished ON TIME.
I asked God, all this going up and down won't I answer in the wrong booklet? But it never happened. See, in obedience, there is so much peace. For corporate I finished so early that I was scared for myself.
In each exam, while waiting, a song would come to me, often a Tope Alabi/TY Bello Song.
I love how purposeful and intentional God is about EVERYTHING. I got a good, sturdy table from the start and never had to struggle to change my chair.
Another interesting thing that God told me to do during the final revision was to read my notes/textbook from the back.
Further, for cases, I barely learned any.
On Sunday, I didn’t want to go to church, but I was so glad I did.
After Property, we had a break before criminal, and during those 24 hours I tried to revise all the subjects again. I read through Ethics, then Corporate, then Civil, then as in you can imagine, this means I didn’t get to revise Criminal till the morning of the exam.
I kept thinking, Oh God why is this happening to me again? But I turned off my mind and just said, God, what will it be today? And The Lord led me in the right direction.
I got into some small banter with my friend over whether God knows what the DG will pick, before he picks it. She said God wouldn’t know the questions because the DG hadn’t picked them yet.
However, she may be right though because all my “divine expo” only seemed to drop on the morning of the exam.
It’s on the morning of the exam that there’ll suddenly be a past question paper lying around my room and God will tell me to leave my revision and attempt this past question. And they were usually resit questions that I hadn’t covered originally.
I also had a friend who knows that I sometimes get divine expo, it happened during my undergrad and also during my masters.
And whenever she would ask me, I didn’t know what to say. Of course I had what God had told me to study, but I often felt like those things only applied TO ME. And some of them were even wrong.
Corporate law came and went, and then Civil. I started breaking down again.
There were too many drafts I hadn’t revised. And as if that wasn’t bad enough, Me, matrimonial causes and election petition weren’t getting along too nicely.
God also gave me a strategy for drafting, my drafts were condensed into a small booklet and on the morning of the exam was actually the day I learned the drafts for Notice to Quit and 7 Days Notice.
Another major testimony for me is that throughout my time at NLS I never had cause to go to the clinic. Other than for registration, I never went there for anything ever again.
I just want to say that God really taught me through this exam that I can be fully devoted to Him and not be bored or tired, that I can deny my body of pleasure, of entertainment, to achieve a goal/purpose.
If I can alter my sleeping, eating and entertainment habits for Bar Finals, how much more if only I would take His purposes seriously. How fervent I can become for His Kingdom!
Through Bar Finals, God has shown me that the kind of radical Christian living we often say is impossible, is actually very possible, by His grace and through the Holy Spirit.
I developed a relationship with Him in the run up to the exam that is unlike anything else I have ever experienced. "God where should I buy food today? God what am I wearing today? God will you please wake up me up at______ time."
Wow, see, I can go on and on.
Bar Finals was like a Honeymoon time for God and I. We were on a ROLL and I loved every second of it. I didn’t want to come out of that. I wanted it to continue, and I know it will.
And I’m sure so many of His children have similar testimonies, because He loves us so much!!!
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