I don't chase people. It's exhausting. But I was chasing them and they just couldn't hit the buttons that I needed.
I felt so strung out.
"I don't wanna be wasted
I don't wanna live inside this daydream anymore
I just wanna be happy again
I don't wanna be wasted
I don't want to be blind."
I feel like my life has had a lot of key moments involving me asking so hard for what I need and not being able to get it.
Thank god for therapy on Monday.