Thread by @kimnamhung

/ namjin au /

“did you cook my pet crab?”

“uh....maybe...”

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twit

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block

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morning

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believe

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promote

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walk

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dads

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karma

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crab fest

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realization

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minute

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luck

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leash

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destiny

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drink

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👀

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sad

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crab soup

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soup

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deserve

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bills

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dick

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soup

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awkward

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virginity

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left

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stark

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ERROR 404

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sorry

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aunt

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i did

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day

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okay

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fight

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date

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guts

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smooth

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wear

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wait

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my bad

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trash

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nvm

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ily

vote please ;)

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eating

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update

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date

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homophobic

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sad

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danger

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cute

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jimin

Jin was nervous, super nervous. He and Namjoon had just had the best date he’d ever been on. Jin was absolutely sure nothing could top it, he didn’t want it to end.

That’s why he was nervous, he wanted to invite Namjoon up to his apartment for coffee. Real coffee.

They didn’t have to do anything, sure Jin would love to give Namjoon a thank you blowjob but he knows it’s not exactly appropriate for the first date.

Jin’s almost sure that any way he asked Namjoon up it would still come across as an invitation to do /more/. Even though

Jin’s mind is far from wanting that, for now, it’d still allude to it. He turned towards the window and sighed, he just didn’t want this day to end. Namjoon’s presence is so inviting and warm he just wants to bask in it.

Jin feels Namjoon’s thumb lightly brush over his,

“Hey? What’s wrong?” Jin almost melts when he turns around to see Namjoon. There’s a crease between his eyebrows and worry clouding his eyes.

“Nothing.”

“but, you sighed. something is definitely wrong, was the date bad?”

Namjoon uttered the last part so quietly that Jin almost didn’t catch it, but he did. His hold on Namjoon’s hand instantly tightening in a reassuring way,

“No, joonie no. You gave me such an amazing day. I swear it.”

“Why the sigh then?” All the worry had evaporated form Namjoon’s, replaced now with confusion.

“I just, I don’t want this day to end?” Jin grimaced at his tone of voice, he sounded unsure like he was just making it up. Which he’s far from.

“That sounded like a question...”

“It’s not. I don’t know. Today has been amazing and i really don’t want it to end. I want to spend more time with you.” Jin was shaking, he’d never felt this way before. He’d always, as Jimin called it, “smashed and dashed”. He had no time for relationships.

However for Namjoon he had all the time in the world.

“Well....uh i know this is sudden and very forward of me, but why don’t you invite me up?”

“Because if i do you’ll think i want to suck your dick or smash and i don’t want to. i mean i do, I /very/ much do want to suck your dick but i don’t want you to think i’m just gonna smash and dash. I like you joonie”

“O-oh”

Jin realized what he had said the moment

it had left his mouth, and horrified was an understatement. He really wanted the earth to open up and swallow him. He was even contemplating jumping out the car and running away. He can’t believe he just said all of that, and on his first god damn date.

“Oh my god, oh my god Namjoon I’m so sorry. Now you probably think i’m a hoe who wants to only suck your dick. I mean i do want to but i also want to hold your hand, oh my god i should just shut up” Jin was literally face palming, he really really needed to find a filter.

“if,” Namjoon’s voice cracked and he blamed it on the shock, “if its any conciliation, i wouldn’t mind it either.”

“Namjoon just leave me on the side of the road i don’t deserve- wait, what? did you just say you wouldn’t mind?”

“Yeah,” Namjoon cleared his throat and sat up straighter, gripping onto the wheel a little tighter, “I mean i wouldn’t mind at all.”

“oh.” They were embraced by a thick silence, Jin didn’t know what to do with Namjoons confession, was he supposed to invite him up and actually

suck his dick or was he supposed to kiss him on his cheek and bid him goodbye? Man fuck life and it’s hard decisions.

“Yeah i agee.”

“Hmmm?” Jin had been in his own little world that he didn’t notice that they were parked in front of his apartment complex.

“The ‘fuck life and it’s hard decisions’ thing you said”

“You heard that?” Jins eyes widen and he hoped to god that was the only thing he said out loud. Today wasn’t going good for him at all.

“yeah, i did.” Once again they were embraced by silence. Jin cane face to face with his dilemma all over again, should he invite namjoon up? Is that okay? He turned to look at him and was met with a hopeful shy expression.

‘God i could love you’ Jin thinks, he really could.

“Do you maybe, uh want to come up?” Jin doesn’t know what he’s feeling, he knows he’s uneasy of how things will turn out. Usually when he says that line he ends up tangled in the sheets with the person he invited up. He doesn’t want that this time, well he does

but he doesn’t /need/ it. He’d be perfectly fine with just cuddling and watching a movie, or even just talking.

“i’d love to Jin.”

“Oh, it’s okay if you don’t want to i- wait did you just...” to say Jin was surprised was an understatement, he had expected Namjoon to deny.

“of course i want to spend more time with you. why wouldn’t i?” Namjoon was looking at him with such a soft expression, it made Jin fall impossibly more for him.

“i- because it’s me? because i’ve been rambling like a mad man this whole time. oh my god i’m so sorry your poor ears.”

“that’s exactly why i want to spend more time with you, because you’re you. it’d literally be an honor and don’t worry i’m blessed to hear your voice.”

namjoon smiled at Jin softly as he reached out to hold onto his hand and give it, what he hoped was, a reassuring squeeze. Jin? Well Jin was blushing like crazy, he literally looked like the red M&M.

“Wow maybe you are the sweetest.” Jin had never felt his heart swell as much

as it has all evening. He literally can’t believe he was able to find a good man. A man with such a kind and beautiful soul. He could actually fall in love with Namjoon.

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i cant believe