I didn't have language for it until Ta-nehisi Coates put it this way:
It's not our joke.
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During an interview years later she said, "I am not Chris Rock."
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Leave that type of commentary to Chris Rock. When white people say it, it's awkward at best. At worst, it's insensitive and mean.
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But my comfort-level and familiarity with racial justice issues and language can be easily misinterpreted by strangers, both black and white.
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In activism, it's called, "Step up, step back." There are times where white people should chime in. There are many times when white people should lead the charge.
But there are many times where we need to step back.
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And it's not about me. But it is about the movement and helping white people grow.
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I wish I could get it right every time.
I wish white people were born with full understanding of racial issues, or at least with the instinct to figure it out.
But there are things we have to learn. And sadly, unlearn.
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The only correct response was: "I made a mistake that I deeply regret." Perhaps followed up with, "I didn't understand, but I do now."
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I was sure she was wrong. I felt misunderstood. Even offended.
I'm embarrassed to say I broke all the rules I just outlined. I defended myself.
And I was wrong.
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It doesn't matter. It's not what we mean, it's what someone else hears.
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She was gracious, and patient, and talked me through it again. And finally I understood.
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I am grateful that she took time to correct me. I'm so happy she thought I was worth it. I'm very sorry she had to.
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Being called out is good. It's how we grow.
Ideally it should be white people calling out each other. The burden of educating about race shouldn't always fall on black people.
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It doesn't matter if you were misinterpreted. The burden is on you to make yourself understood.
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Do NOT call on other black people in your life to tell you what you said or did wasn't racist. Instead, try asking them why it was, so you can avoid doing it again.
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*And maybe think about why that is, and how you can change it.
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I'm blessed to be surrounded by people I can trust to reign me in when I need it. I welcome any other feedback as well. There is always room to grow.
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First, I learned people have not forgiven Justine Sacco. Not saying they should, but it's noteworthy and serves to underscore my point:
The context of her background and her intention ultimately made no difference.
It was not her joke
I almost fell into the trap of saying I was misunderstood. I'm glad I stopped to listen.
Frankly, I wasn't expecting this thread to go over as well as it did.
There are always going to be a few who take issue.