If you feel like sobbing, do. If you feel like going to church on Mother’s Day would crush your heart, don’t. You won’t lose your salvation because you don’t want to go to church on Mother’s Day. Grab pen and paper and get alone with God and pour out your heart to Him in full...
Write write write. Say everything you feel & fear. Sometimes I don’t even know what I feel til I start writing it out to God. If you’re angry, pour it out honestly & without fear. You are safe. His perfect love casts out fear. He knows what’s buried inside your heart.Let it up...
So often when we’re willing to articulate feelings like, “Where were You?” & “Why did You let this happen?” or “Why did You do this to me?”, it gets us down beneath the anger where the hurt feelings reside. “Lord, I loved You & You hurt me.” Such healing can begin right there...
But there cannot be healing where there’s no honesty. If you feel like you cannot be honest with God, intimacy with Him will be blocked over & over as will be your mending. Wrestling with God is a form of intimacy. It’s face to face. He loves you inexpressibly. When you finish..
Keep that pen in your hand. Let Him now tell you how He feels about you. Read Eph 1. Record everything He says about you then write out Ephesians 3 :14-21. Wish I could hold you in my arms today & let you cry your eyes out. But I know Someone who can do a much better job.Let Him.
