Thread by @Boogie2988

Ok rant time.

You may not know this but a huge part of the internet hates me now. They think I am homophobic. Or a nazi. A wife beater. An abuser. Child molester. Or even worse.

Obviously none of this is true. If it were I would kill myself. I wouldn't live that way

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Ironically all of this negativity makes me horribly suicidal. I struggle with it daily. I hate it. The idea that so many people think I am even capable of these things makes me wish I wasnt alive.

Those things are truly the opposite of who and what I am.
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At e3 though many, many people have shown how much they love me. Game devs. Gamers. Journalists. Fans. Friends. Comedians. Literally over 100 people.

You might say "they haven't heard the rumors though." And yeah maybe some havent. That is fair.

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But many have said "do not let the internet grind you down." They have said they are smart enough to not believe the bullshit. They have looked at the "evidence" and saw through it as the bullshit if is and they tell me so.

It's for these people I stay here and keep fighting.

Among these people have been journalists like Steven totillo. Fans like you. Game devs at cyberpunk and borderlands and elsewhere. Plus many many more.

While many people will drink the kool aid and believe the lies it is clear that many of you will not.

So I will fight for us

If my anxiety and pain ever wins and I do harm myself, which i promise you i will not, they will try to say if is an admission of guilt.

Know it is purely my mental illness winning. Nothing more.

Their vitriol and ignorance will not have mattered one way or the other.