When I was a kid at school I got yelled at by teachers for messing this stuff up and I've been incredibly nervous about it ever since.
Anyway, this isn't a brag:
I am so touched by all of your kind words; it seems there are quite a few of us out there, trying to make it work, and I am so happy to hear from you all. Sharing this was quite hard, but now I know it was worth it. Thank you ♥️