Trash smut, nsfw, my garbage, self-indulgent (as always) p⭕️rn ahead
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It was finally warming up outside, and Hank was sitting in their living room in nothing but his boxer shorts- looking about the most comfortable he’s ever looked around Connor.
Not now that he had a roommate hanging about.
“I don’t know how to say this, but your social skills really suck.” He shifted, knocking his knee with Connor’s. Hank hated to say it, but it needed saying.
“Why did you try to use...slang on those teenagers.”
There was a beat between them where Hank was almost certain he was going to be poisoned by dinner time.
Hank swallowed his food poison fear and continued.
“It was kind of...”
Precious.
“Ridiculous. Kids don’t actually talk that way, y’know?”
Had Connor just been trying something new?
Connor still hadn’t looked at him. He stared blankly at the tv, not really watching anything, as he recounted the whole ordeal.
“Ok, sure... But, why?”
Connor’s light went red. Hank could see it glowing.
“I’m...I’m trying to...expand my human adaptation feature and improve my speech. I want to...find the right words for things. Be more relatable, I suppose.”
Cause Ra9 knew he needed it. Connor was tragically out of touch with either.
Hank cocked his head.
“Find the right words for what?”
He said softly.
If it was possible, Connor sank even lower into the couch. His head tilted forward as his neck pushed into the plush.
Hank turned his body to face him. Maybe this was a conversation for another day, considering how raw Connor’d been about it. But, that was exactly why Hank was asking.
Lately, Connor had been sort of touchy.
He was becoming restless and staying grumpy. Though, it was never because of anything Hank said. Maybe he was even imagining it, but Hank thought he seemed the most unsettled when they were alone.
Hanging out and talking one on one in the late night hours.
“Connor?” Hank sat a hand on Connor’s thigh. He didn’t like not knowing what was wrong anymore, regardless of how obviously unhappy Connor was about sharing.
“Hey, honey.” Hank used pet names rather sparingly. He still wasn’t sure where they stood about on using them, considering Connor always, like now, bristled up when he did.
“What’s been going on with you? What is it you need to say?”
“You’ve been acting kind of weird lately. I’m not trying to keep insulting you, Con, I’m just worried. What is it you need to say?”
“Come on, Con. Look at me.”
It was a request, not a command. Hank was just worried, and Connor, in an effort to appease him, turned his body towards him. But, he was having trouble actually looking.
Not when Hank looked like *that*.
“You can tell me anything, ok?” Hell, Connor had seen Hank in some of the worst ways one could possibly see their boyfriend.
This whole thing had been eating Connor up for a while now, and he was nearly bursting to get it all out. But once he did, what would Hank think of him?
What would happen to them if Connor *didn’t* tell him? The thought of keeping this inside him any longer was as terrible as confessing- except if he didn’t, he’d be hurting Hank, too.
“Could you...put a shirt on, first?”
“Uh, sure.” He reached for the shirt he’d thrown over the armrest.
“I’m sorry, I know this is your house. I just...”
“It’s ok, really.”
Connor couldn’t possibly feel more unsettled.
“Hank, I don’t mean it like that-“
“No, no it’s fine, honey.”
It *wasn’t* what Hank thought. Not at all.
“Hank, it’s really not like that!” Connor was finally looking at him.
He put his hands up once his shirt was on, trying to calm him.
“Whoa, ok. Look, why don’t you just tell me what’s wrong, before we make more problems for ourselves.”
“It’s been warmer than usual, lately, and I know you’re less adaptable to the heat than I am.” He said thoughtfully.
“Yeah? So what?”
“*I* have been seeing a lot...*more* of you.”
“So it *is* about my body.”
“Not the way you think....” Connor resisted throwing a hand over his face.
Hank pushed forward, eyes lit with curiosity.
“Oh?”
“What is it then?” Hank pressed.
Connor looked suspiciously pale, as he willed himself to speak. This would either make or break everything, but either way, he needed this tension to *end*.
Hank snorted.
“Doubtful. I still don’t know what the hell is wrong with you.”
Connor made another face, this one a whole mess of things.
“Again...can’t stress enough how ridiculous the slang thing was. And maybe, uh...you’ve been kind of weird when we’re alone. Just talking like this.”
He shifted into the sofa, turning his face away. Hank could see red gleam across the surface.
“To *say* what I *need* to say.”
Hank forced himself to keep the space between them.
“It’s unconventional, and, as you would say, ‘weird’.” Connor bit out. He tried to keep himself neutral, but his frustration was growing.
“Connor...I fully expect whatever you say to be weird.” When wasn’t it?
Duh.
Connor looked like he was seriously considering this.
“Even the weird stuff?” He mumbled out.
“*Fuck* yeah. Especially.”
Hank let him.
“We have been dating for a while, haven’t we?” He said carefully, trying to gage him.
“Yeah. And, you’re still here, for some reason.”
“And we’ve been kissing for a while.”
Hank sat a little straighter.
“But, we still haven’t...” Connor purposely cut himself off.
Hank watched him carefully as he fidgeted about, waiting patiently for him to finish.
Holy shit...
“Oh.” Hank barely managed.
When Connor ducked his head away, Hank knew he had *definitely* understood him.
“Oh, yeah. I mean...no we haven’t done...We haven’t done, Uh...”
He cleared his throat.
“No, we haven’t done *that*.”
Hank broke it first.
“Did you *want* to?”
He waited with bated breath.
They’d started sleeping in the same bed together, which was *wonderful*. GOD it was the most contact he’d had with anybody in years. Connor was warm and vivid and he curled himself around Hank so *tight*.
Literally the *opposite*.
Hank ignored the space between them this time, scooting closer.
“Hey, don’t take this the wrong way. I’m not trying to make your mind up for you, Connor. But, I think you *do*.”
“Yes.” He pushed out, all murmurs in the quietest Hank had ever seen him.
He was about to put his hand on Connor’s and pull him in, when the android surprised him yet again.
“But I can’t.” He said quickly.
“Because, I can’t.” He said flatly.
He furrowed his brow, more than a little concerned, but not knowing what to say.
Between his *legs*, *just like that*.
Curling his fingers over Hank’s so that they cupped around him and underneath where Hank had imagined a pair of balls would be.
“*Fuck*, Connor.”
Actually that hadn’t been what Hank wanted to say. Nothing else would come out, though.
“I-I mean-“
“I know.” He said shortly, and this must be how he’d felt when Hank had taken that tone with him about being shirtless.
“No, hey, I don’t mean it like that.” He actually felt stupid for using Connor’s exact wording, too, but he couldn’t explain himself clearly.
There were a million new things to process with this information-overwhelming him.
Hank was going to protest again, but then he realized Connor was moving his hand away, and it was just Hank’s.
Cupping him in the place between those creamy, speckled thighs he’d seen briefly when dressing.
But, holy shit. Here he was, now. *Holding* him. *Caressing* him.
Hank brought his attention back to Connor and those big, brown eyes, as he quickly drew his hand away.
“Sorry! Sorry! Uh...”
Connor pinched his brows together. That’s not exactly the reaction he’d been expecting.
“Sorry, Con. Um....so this is what you needed to tell me?”
Connor wet his lips. There was no keeping the blue from flushing his cheeks, though he took some comfort in seeing the red in Hank’s.
No wonder Connor had struggled with this.
Hank cleared his throat.
Connor scowled.
He didn’t doubt that that was true. Hank’s heart rate seemed a bit elevated, but it was only because of how he’d been touching him.
But, he believed him. If Hank said he didn’t need that in order to be happy, then he wasn’t saying so for Connor’s benefit.
The thought was doing something to Connor he didn’t know he could have happen to him.
Well, they’d be the most freeing, exciting, immaculate feelings in all of his existence, if Connor wasn’t about to ruin them with his own.
How he wanted it, though, *that* was the problem. That is what Connor was having trouble telling him. It was more than just seeing where some kissing and heavy petting would take them.
For Connor to have more, Hank would have to know how to give that to him. But, would he turn away if he did?
Hank was running off feeling alone here. He could love Connor beyond the blank space between his legs, but Connor didn’t seem to think so. Why else did he look like that?
Especially this, actually, as sex was supposed to be one of the staples for a couple to function-
Hank’s fingers flexed. He turned his attention back to Connor, looking him over- though, he was no more certain of what he found there.
Connor swallowed.
“I’ve thought the whole thing, through. If I can be honest with you, Hank,”
“I *do* want to have sex.”
There. One of them had finally said it.
Hank felt his stomach nearly drop out. It was now impossible to remain calm from here.
He chewed harder on his lower lip.
“How do we...make that happen?” Hank mumbled. He was officially running on autopilot here.
*Connor* wanted to have *sex* with *him*.
Hank knew he was going to have trouble trying to stay neutral. The flutters and flips inside him were too distracting to be diplomatic right now.
“It’s weird.” Connor reiterated what he had been trying to explain earlier.
Hank tried to encourage him with a shaky, little nod.
Connor was going to tear his synthetic skin in his teeth if he chewed his lip any harder.
“It’s not just about the s-sensors.” Connor stuttered out, his eyes catching on the tent in Hank’s boxers. They did nothing to hide what was in there, and Connor was in *trouble*.
How many times had Connor thought about stroking his sensors on that?
*Tasting* it. The subtle slip of precum pushing from that thick, cut head and coating Connor’s receptors.
Connor buried his fingers into the cushions.
His head tilted back, as he allowed his dirty fantasies to fill his thoughts. Cloud his judgment. They weren’t even finished talking about this, yet
He needed to lay Connor out, take this all in properly. Take *him* in properly, as Hank was seeing him in a whole new light.
Hank didn’t shy away from checking him out, either. Now that the cards were all laid out, and there was little more than thin cotton keeping any modesty between them, Hank thought they’d finally reached a break through.
“Uhh, when you say you’ve got sensors in there, you’re *mouth* I mean...” he swallowed. It was a chore with his heart up in his throat like this.
“You mean to have, um, sex w-with it?”
Crude, but still very accurate.
Knowing what he did now, Hank wanted desperately to reach out, and stop him. It was a precious thing, and Hank could hardly comprehend what he had just learned about it.
He was supposed to give Connor *pleasure* from *there*...
Holy shit.
*Holy shit*.
His cock gave an interested, little twitch. The flutter in his belly grew a hundredfold.
“Maybe we should go to the bedroom.” Hank murmured, though he didn’t recognize his own voice.
He turned and waited for Hank to follow- even though it’d been his own suggestion, he felt as if he was stuck to the couch.
Connor’s soft, brown eyes looked up at him in such a way, as he sucked his bottom lip.
Holy shit-
Hank was practically pushing them down the hallway now, dragging Connor by the hand with a whole new energy than before.
There was so much excitement coursing through his wires, making his pump go wild. If he wasn’t so worried about what would happen from here, he’d be running Hank into the bedroom himself.
Hank wasn’t sure how comfortable Connor would be with undressing, now that he knew what was going on down there. He’d understand completely if he rather skip it.
Beneath it were the hard lines of Connor’s thin figure. Smooth, pale skin tinged blue in some places and dotted with freckles.
Everything was smooth, not a bit of hair anywhere.
But, Hank was mesmerized by the way his boxers clung to his form. Pulling tight around his hips and loose around his...blank spot.
Hank sucked in a breath.
Hank stared longer than he meant to. The empty space between his legs looked alluring in an entirely different way that didn’t exactly make sense to him.
It was still a precious place.
“Hank? Can I?”
“Shit, yeah. I mean,” He moved closer, just an inch, so that Connor could see how very much invested he was in all of this- all of *him*.
“What if I want it?” Connor asked nervously, fidgeting with the band of his boxers. Hank’s eyes followed the way his skin pinched up ever so slightly under its pulling.
“For what?”
“For you to maybe...touch... my ass?”
“I.....” Hank stared at him like he’d just changed his skin to green. After a second Connor shyly cut his eyes away.
“Would that do anything for you?” Hank asked.
“Your *ass*?”
Connor nodded a bit tightly.
“And...it would feel pleasurable, yes.”
“Didn’t think you’d be in to me ogling you like that.”
Connor closed his eyes and hid the grim line of a smirk from him.
Hank moved forward and carefully fit a hand around Connor’s waist.
His other one touched the back of Connor’s thigh, bringing an immediate little hitch in Connor’s breathing from him.
“Fuck Connor.” He drawled. It was obviously meant to be a compliment, Hank admiring and praising the shape of his ass. Tight and perky.
He *adored* it.
Hank pulled him closer by his ass, completely carnal and crude. Right into his rockhard cock.
“O-oh!” Connor gasped, mouth forming a little ‘o’ shape. It was instinct, his body readying itself for where it wanted Hank to stick it.
“Yeah? You feel that?” He grinned, completely unabashed.
Connor pushed his head into Hank’s chest and nodded. Shame flushing the back of his neck.
It was incredibly hard for Connor to focus on getting his point across.
“Hank?” He said again.
He pulled away and scowled at him.
“Would you undress, *please*? I feel...vulnerable.”
“If I take my shirt off, will that be too distracting?”
Thankfully, Hank didn’t tease him again. As much as he wanted to appear to keep his cool, there was nothing that could possibly calm him, now.
Hank pulled his shirt over his head, throwing it to the ground on top of Connor’s.
His response was immediate.
The android sucked in a breath, just loud enough for Hank to hear it.
And then there was that particular trail of hair, just a bit thicker than the rest, leading *down*.
Connor couldn’t suppress a shiver in his shoulders.
It was like his body was trying to expose itself.
Hank practically growled at him.
“So? Is it too distracting?”
“Not too badly.” Connor lied.
“I’ll be able to focus on my mission.”
“Yes.” Connor murmured.
“My mission to see you satisfied.”
“Oh, yeah?”
Hank sounded a lot less affected by this than he was. He had no doubt Connor could see the truth with his scanners.
The ball was in Connor’s court. Hank would go wherever he wanted him, and gladly. He seemed to think about it, obviously knowing something that Hank didn’t.
For this to move forward, Connor would have to enlighten him.
“Honestly, I think....are you alright with standing?”
Yes, anything. Anything and everything for his boy.
Hank dipped his head to nibble at his neck.
“Sure, darlin’.”