It didn’t look like a normal hair and it was the only one in that area.
I did what any normal person would do, and went to grab it, to pull it out.
I finally caught it between my thumb and middle finger, and pulled.
It wouldn’t come out. It was moving more, trying to escape my grasp.
I pulled even harder.
I pulled it more and the skin stretched and I could see black.
I felt no pain, so I kept pulling. I wanted whatever it was out of me!
It was an insect’s antennae and I had pulled a live cockroach out of my skin.
It kept growing.
I threw the cockroach out the window and looked at my arm.
I needed to know what was happening, so I craned my head around and when the hole got large enough, and snaked myself inside the empty blackness.
Where was I? Was I still me?
The air felt ancient and undisturbed.
It felt never ending, like I was somewhere that existed before time.
I lost all sense of who or what I was as I walked.
There no light source, but I could somehow see.
I was standing in what I can only describe as an underground natural cathedral.
A vast empty space, except for a small object in the very center.
It was a small child.
A boy.
I was terrified.
It was clearly me at around four years old.
The object in his hand was a blade, a sharp but well used knife blade with no handle.
His hand was bleeding from holding it.
His hair was gone, but he had cut too deep in patches and taken chunks of skin out.
He had blood running down his face.
He looked up, straight into my eyes.
But he had no eyes himself.
I knew he was going to talk to me.
I felt too hot and too cold at the same time. I thought I might vomit or faint.
My knees were shaking, and my body was close to collapse.
No tongue or teeth, just blackness.
I thought he was about to make the most horrible sound.
I thought if he spoke, it make my ears bleed or my heart explode.
I could not handle it anymore.
And when he did speak, it was not a scream or a shout.
It was calm.
“Do not let them hurt me.
Do not let them take me.
Do not let them kill me.”