Years of abuse, neglect, hatred...all of which he had to find the tools to overcome.
Being threatened for playing team sports where he would have to interact with black people.
No swimming in mixed race pools.
Visceral disgust at a person of color on TV.
Murderous fantasies of killing black people to make his father love him.
And the crazy idea that this work was necessary and was the "responsible" thing to do.
He described hate as a purposeful mental illness of hating onesself.
So over Thai food today, we talked about white nationalism as a creed vs its use as a political tool.
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Kelvin's a fascinating guy. He's got a manuscript and will be publishing a book about his triumph over hate.
I guarantee if you hear him, you're not going to forget it.