Trauma can lie dormant for a while and make you think it has disappeared and then it rears its head.
Remember the ones who did not stand by you as you healed, the ones who say they want you whole but really just want you defenseless.
Your healing scares them because it reminds them of the soul work they’ve left undone. They’d rather you stay in the depths with them.
Don’t do it.
Folks don’t want to be close to you when you are in a state of healing because often it’s wicked and ugly and messy.
But it’s necessary so stay there.
You won’t be alone for long.
You feel as if you are at the bottom of a well and no one is above ground to hear you. Or save you.
It’s true. No one can save you so you have to learn to save yourself.
Climb.
Heal.
YOU are there. The expansive, brilliant, magical soul that is you is there.
You don’t need external validation for your healing. It may never come so you have to learn to love on yourself.
It’s okay. They won’t leave.
Your true folks won’t run away. Don’t be afraid.
Trust yourself.