Every night for a week now I go to sleep feeling terrible and wake up feeling worse. "Hey don't think now, just sleep over it". It's not happening.
Last night when I did that thread, the fact that I had to focus for hours felt good. But then I woke up today with tears in my eyes.
There's no more space for denial. Had the Saudis had him, they would have produced some sign of life. A video or something. They haven't. That only means one thing. They killed him.
I'm going to go nuclear with rage.
