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#IHateWhenPeopleAskMe when I am coming to bed or doing anything useful even if am not happy with my procrastination or general listless lackadaisical mix of compulsive agitation and ennui.
It's not completely laziness in the sense of deliberate inaction but it is not exactly inability either.
The question of deliberate action is a Pandora's Box.
Sometimes my inner monsters come out when you lift that lid, because they have already been stirring quite restlessly themselves in that compulsively locked down dissatisfaction.
It's not 100% compulsive dissatisfaction. I think there's a starter-motor issue of some kind which is slightly different to compulsion mentally. I think both exist in some kind of ombre of tonally different modes of dysfunction!
Reviewing what I have already said or done is somehow a mix of these issues and more and a problem in it it's own right; like the reef in Cast Away.
What is the answer folks? Surely it's neither declaring me a reprobate or unable!? Nor both!?
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@threadreaderapp How do we know if we're deluded or others are!! How do we get past that silly question into the detail, without making it overwhelming!?
