I have cleaned out all my fountain pens and refilled them with different inks in preparation for the conversation with my notebook(s) on my new book. I’ve started with a series of questions, foremost being: How brave do I want to be?
I knew at 16 that I would be a writer. I began in 1989 when I was 22 as a journalist/news reporter. I am now 52. Over the last 30 years I have been working - writing - my way from being outwardly focused to burrowing into my thoughts/unsaid.
When riot police in Cairo broke my left arm and right hand and sexually assaulted me and both my arms were in casts for three months, it was a death of sorts. I survived but old Mona is gone. And my writing and speaking markedly changed from Nov 2011 on
New Mona dyed her hair red, tattooed her arms as her fuck you I survived, you didn’t kill me, and writing became that more urgent. What haven’t I said? Why not? I could have died. What am I waiting for?
1. How brave do I want to be?