He gave me a prescription for some hydroxozine (a very mild sedative) and referred me to a psychiatrist
It is one of the best things I have ever done for myself.
All the bullshit I used to think about anti-depressants: I would lose myself, they're happy pills, etc. Fucking FALSE.
What is gone is the constant undercurrent of doubt, suspicion, fear, worry, paranoia, etc that I struggled in vain to live with
I still feel these things, they're just not constant
Just like when you sprain your arm your arm works incorrectly, or your stomach works incorrectly when you have a digestive disorder, I needed to set that shit straight.
So if you've been unhappy, or depressed, or anxious, or scared, please know:
It's *ok* to seek help.
It's *ok* to treat your illness.
It'll be ok.
❤️
A related addendum:
It's worth considering the actions of other people, and how anxiety, depression, might be causing them to act the way that they do
Consider this the next time you write someone off when they're not socially open or warm.