Thread by @moby_dickhead

Sorry for the long delay. Honestly, I wasn't sure I was going to tweet again. (thread)

After what happened a couple weeks ago, everything stopped. Well, sort of. I wasn't having dreams anymore and I was feeling better. I was sleeping through the night again.

Actually, I was feeling great. I still do. But things have been sort of weird, too. It's hard to explain. I'll try, but I don't know if any of it makes sense. Basically, as good as things have been for the past couple weeks, I can't shake the feeling that something is off.

Like I've been sleeping fine and I have lots of energy during the day, but sometimes I seem to sort of... lose time, I guess? Like I'll look up at the clock and realize a whole hour has gone by and I don't remember any of it.

Or I'll mishear someone and ask them to repeat what they said, but they'll say they didn't say anything. Little stuff like that. But after what I've been through, that's not a big deal. Despite all that, I felt ready to put it all behind me.

So on Sunday I opened Twitter intending to update you all that it was over, or at least I thought so. I just want things to go back to the way they were, and it seemed like they had. I was writing something to that effect when I noticed I had way more notifications than usual.

I swiped to my mentions and saw that everyone was tweeting to me about something I'd posted to my Instagram Story the day before, saying they saw something weird. The stories are expired now but I have screenshots, and I don't know how to explain it.

Long story short, I went to brunch on Saturday with a friend. I posted a few photos to my story, and they were fairly unremarkable. Here's the first two I posted. Totally dumb and normal.

They're totally boring brunch photos. I posted one more photo of me and my friend before leaving, and that was that. But the next day I had a zillion messages about the third photo I posted. People had taken screenshots and sent them to me.

This is what somehow got uploaded to my Instagram story:

I have no clue what happened. It looked perfectly fine on my phone when I uploaded it. I'd say it was just a glitch but I can't make sense of what's happening with my face.

Maybe I can. I know what it looks like. What it probably is. But I don't know if I care anymore. I really just want things to be normal again and things feel normal enough right now. I don't know. I guess I'll keep you updated if something else happens.