Thread by @GbengaWemimo

Sometimes she would look at other ladies and wonder why God was so unfair
Why were her breasts so small?
What happened to her hormones?
Isn't she supposed to have filled out at a certain age?
And her backside, how come they are so tiny
Guys are always salivating over the endowed!

Her perceived consciousness of lack and inadequacy affected her confidence
In her head she was not good enough
Her body always followed what her mind says
She became timid, apologetic
She carried herself awkwardly
Who would have me now?
Who would love me now?
Nobody wants me!

Her eagle became a guinea fowl
Her best days are augmented ones
Her bras were filled with foam
They call it padded
She bought the 'hips and bum' enlargement cream
Then the 'bum pads'
Someone said she should fake it till she gets it
Yet, the thoughts nibbled at her
NotGoodEnough!

Then she met him
The maverick
He doesn't see things the way people do
She didn't get it
How could somebody be so at odds with the world
And yet live like he owned the world
His words were dead on
He yields no room for uncertainty
He told her she was beautiful
She had to believe!

She wandered why he fell in love with her
Would he still love her if he knew what she really looked like underneath all the 'Pads"?
What if he sees her and realized he had been duped
What if he hates her for being dishonest
What if he abandons her and starts chasing other girls

She would look at other ladies on the social media
They would post their nude pictures
Guys would like and retweet by the thousands
Even ladies would drool
Less endowed ladies are sometimes mocked for daring to do such
Some people call it body shaming
And tell people it was wrong

If you had to tell people to pretend to like something
It means they would only pretend like it for political correctness
Nicki Minaj, Rihanna, Kim K and others
They had to go under the knife
To become the godesses they are
Who was she not to grovel
She was not worth his love

She wanted him to go away
She wanted to keep her shame to herself
He would have none of it
He was very persistent
So she told him
I know I am not beautiful
Stop lying to me
I wear padded bra and padded bum
I use enlargement creams and special effects
You will hate me when you see

Or you will sleep with me with your eyes closed
Dreaming of a lushier and plushier garden
Planting your seed in me with the aid of another
Leave me to my shame
With you it will go PLC
I dont want to be the butt of jokes
I wont be called flat back or pinkie finger boobs
He smiled

Why would you think of yourself like that?
Why would you talk of your body like that?
You don't need any augmentation
You are perfect!
She didn't believe him but she needed to hear it
H spoke carefully and deliberately
Within minutes her body became warm
Her hormones were roused

How does he do that?
Make her feel whole with his words
Take away all her insecurities
He: Look Into my eyes and say over and over "I am Beautiful, I am perfect, I have a glorious body and a beautiful mind"
He: I set you free In Jesus name
She said it over and over
Everyday!

Within a year she was glowing
She got a good job
She started having suitors
She told him
He told her to pray and marry one of them
She: What about you, I want to marry you''
He: You can't. I was sent to make you whole, now you have to live your life to the glory of God

She did.