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Here's my read on you after spending 4+ hours perusing through your 8700+ Leaked Discord messages and seeing the shit you are up to now: You grew up poor in Kentucky, thanks in large part to your dad who was tweaked out on meth. Your mother had to become
very assertive and controlling since your dad was out getting high forcing her to fulfill both parental roles to do her best to keep you off of drugs and to keep your family together. To deal with that type of stress your brother turned to the very thing that destroyed your dad
and other relatives, meth. You prob grew up as one of the poorer kids and therefore were picked on and ostracized a lot because of that. Instead of meth you turned to the internet and discovered racists blaming other people for problems a lot like yours, I saw your multiple posts
about meth and opiates being tools used to destroy white people. You were immediately hooked. Your family life was pretty fucked and finally you had a group of like minded people that you could identify with and belong to so you just accepted everything they said and just drifted
along with the radical and racist ideas they filled your head with. You graduated high school and thanks to a combination to your upbringing, the cost of college, the american education system, your minor record and probably the lack of opportunity in a smaller southern town
you didn't got to college and worked menial jobs for low wages which just further cemented your radicalization and drifting into the NS movement. I'd say paritally due to your mother and upbringing you had very little clue as to what a healthy relationship was so you started
dating a, what, 14 or 15 year old(hopefully not younger) when you were 20 or 21 so she wouldn't become like your mother and you would be in charge of everything. You later married her when she was 17 and you were about 23 and you remain controlling toward her. You still don't
know what a healthy relationship is so you are very controlling to her and brag online to your friends about her body. Since you don't talk about her much and I don't know what her childhood was like I really can't say whether she got involved to please you or some other reason.
When you left the NS/TWP movement you lost a large part of your identity and the group that you saw as your surrogate family so you started the Legion of St. Ambrose to regain that sense of belonging that you lost when you left. I'd be willing to bet there are stories not
dissimilar to yours across both movements. You were ripe for radicalization, people trying to radicalize others into extremist ideologies look for people like you, marginalized, angry people looking for answers and now that you've embraced the ideology you're further ostracized
and that just pushes you further into the movement, a viscious cycle. You mentioned you wanted to be a teacher or a vet, do you think you can be a teacher doing shit like this? What school will ever hire you with Swastika/Hitler tattoos? Anyway the thing is it's not whatever
race/religion/ethnicities fault that you had a shit childhood and that you are in the situation that you are in now. No snark and no smartassedness meant here: go get therapy, you and your wife both need to seek therapy, both for your childhood and for your marriage, your
childhood decidedly wans't healthy and the few things I've seen you say about your wife I'd imagine your marriage isn't healthy either. And I know this is going to be met with ridicule and anger but I bet it's going to sit in your brain for a long while and get you thinking.
And yes I did spend 4+ hours reading them, it’s fascinating from an observational standpoint to see how they think and get tidbits about their lives and clues about how they were radicalized.
Like I said in a previous tweet, targeted strikes are the most effective. Maybe Colton will have a serious look at himself now
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