Fellowship = an award that gets you released from teaching and service, usually for an academic yr, so you can focus on your research = THE BEST THING!
1) Buck up butter cup. The chances of winning a fellowship are NOT good. If you expect to win, this is going to be miserable. Instead just TRY. Good news: writing proposals often helps develop new ideas/refine research plans. It is not a waste of time.
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What is your project?
Why does it matter?
Why now?
Why you?
GOOD LUCK #Academictwitter!