not trying to larp or anything but im constantly overcome by a powerful love for god at the most random times. taking out my trash, picking garbage that has blown into my yard out of a bush, crossing the street and looking down the road that seems to just go on forever into night
its an extremely tangible feeling that comes over me like someone hitting me with a water balloon. at the same time, in general, i am more confused than ever about the specifics of what all this means for me. feel like im holding this phone and im just waiting for this call
like im out in the desert eating whatever plants i can find, get bit by a scorpion, the desert doctor is like “yeah wow this thing you have looks pretty bad”, no rain, and im just holding this phone like... hey anytime. call me whenever. does this thing work? checking the battery
not even really complaining just sometimes at night i go out under my carport and look out across this field and i cant even really tell what stage of the heros journey im in. feel like my path spiraled off somewhere and im playing some weird unauthorized expansion pack sidequest
