[*Quotes/highlights:*] “…in ‘evolved’ economic systems, we make certain we will not feel relief from the threat of lack (oxygen starvation/ fetal malnutrition): For we insist on a ‘dog eat dog’ competitive system like capitalism,..” []
[] “…[capitalism,] with its underlying Dickensian threat of an Oliver Twist state of deprivation: We get enough to survive, but it is not free & easy & leaves us always a little starved, wanting ‘some more.’”” []
]“…if we had less of these feelings, we would less often create situations that mirrored them. We would more often create our lives out of our earlier joy grids—rooted in earlier times in the womb, which were blissful & proximate to Divinity…”[
[] “However, almost invariably we grow our lives & actions out of the soil of our pain grids, the pain templates, if you will, which are created out of these traumatic prenatal experiences.” []
[Ch 15 text begins:] “This lack involved feelings of desperate suffocation...oxygen starvation...panic...fear of imminent death. Our lives were dependent on getting enough rich blood—blood that was full of oxygen & nutrients...“rich” & “pure.””
“Since that oxygen was lacking, it opens the possibility that others are sucking the blood we need. For we got it earlier in the womb...what happened?”
“We suspect others are sucking *our*blood, that which we deserve, are “entitled” to, & meant for us. This is the basis for our jealousy, bigotry, racism,& anti-Semitism. That is why fairness is a notion never appearing in the motives of bigots.”
“Just above I discussed how we act out both sides of that [prenatal dynamic] politically & in the framework of class war, with one side wanting—indeed, needing—more (deprivation)…”
“…& the other side “sucking” up all available resources out of fear of the other getting any of what they are hoarding (greed, causing deprivation in others, class war).”
“& [let us now see] how [those same prenatal dynamics] are revealed in our strange notions regarding vampirism, marital fidelity, the “sanctity” of the family, the purity of hereditary bloodlines, & blood libel.”
“More than that, we feel that this desire is connected with our survival. For it was: We needed “pure blood”...or blood with at least the minimal amount of oxygen...to stay alive as fetuses.”
“Because as prenates we are starved for oxygen & experience the blood we receive to be deficient in providing it, we crave “rich” blood—blood that is full with oxygen & nutrients.”
“Ideas of vampires & werewolves—beings that need to “suck” on the blood of others in order to live...who “crave” rich blood—come of such unconscious memories of deprivation.”
“& even that we will live forever if we continue to do so, as no doubt the fetus feels it needs oxygen-rich blood to live...without which it will die...getting which it will continue living on...“forever,” as far as a fetus feels/knows.”
“Consider also that the vampire/Dracula will die if exposed to the light. Does not the fetus die to the womb state at the time of exposure to light...in other words, at birth?”
“This shows how we remember our time of oxygen (blood) desperation coming to an end at birth: It is the end of living a hellish existence where one is fed by blood in the dark.”
“Birth is a state where one lives in the light & breathes air in an environment where one can move freely, thus the other state is left behind or “dies” upon exposure to the light.”
“So [the greedy & corrupt ones of society] must suppress the media, at all costs; & they must keep the “light of day” from ever detecting them...the media “shining” its “light” on them.”
“So, the greed in [the corrupt ones of society] has them “sucking others dry,” but they fear that if they do it “in broad daylight,” they will be caught “red-handed” (more blood), & it will be “curtains” for them.”
“This feared Other, who might be taking our desperately needed fetal oxygen, comes out later in life as immigrants. “They’re leeches. They’re sapping our *life blood*,” we say.”
“This [prenatal] dynamic comes out in the belief that “foreigners” are stealing our jobs, benefits, & resources—“oxygen”—which we need ourselves...for “real” Americans, Germans, whatever...in other words, “pure blooded” ones.”
“We say immigrants are taking all the jobs (we have no money or fuel...nutrients to a fetus...to live, move freely), using up all our resources (oxygen & nutrients for the fetus),..”
“[that immigrants are] being a “burden” (pushing down on the arteries to the placenta which feed the fetus) on the system (cardiovascular one bringing oxygen to fetus). The Germans had similar feelings about Jews.”
“We are forever feeling we cannot get enough resources (money) & that the lack of it means we are suffocated, cannot move freely, cannot breathe freely.”
“We act out this fear in doing all we can to keep other folks from stealing or getting ours—our money...our “pure blood,” our pure children. We express our fear of failing in this with the words that others will “suck us dry.””
“…so some of us fear that others might want to use them to “feed” on: whether they be “communists,” “hollywood,” social agencies, or schools. We fear they will “suck” the goodness out of our otherwise “pure” children...our blood (lines).”
“Our children are also aspects of our social surround, our family. This is analogous to our placenta in the womb. This is another reason why we fear our children will have the blood sucked out of them by others.”
“If we are men, our wives are also part of that placental family entity; & we fear other men might take their purity, their innocence, & such, through “impure” acts, “unclean” ones.”
“We symbolize this sometimes with the fear of a vampire “sucking” on such a “pure” woman’s blood...after which they would be “tainted” & “impure”...a placenta lacking in pure blood.”
“Minds on fire with such fears will go to no end of murder & torture against the targets of such furious projections & deem it all justified in light of some higher honor & purity.”
“[Such prenatal fear] inspires the activities of the Ku Klux Klan (the KKK). Their seminal artistic production—the film, *The Birth of a Nation*—is a robust & thoroughgoing depiction of such “heroic” depravity by white “knights,” carried out…”
“…within a crazed light of such “honor” & “nobility,” against the concocted threat of a different “blood,” i.e., Blacks, contaminating the “purity” of White womanhood through intercourse—perceived as a pollution of the “superior” blood line.”
“*Blood libel* is the idea Christians had that Jews wanted to abduct Christian children to be used as an ingredient in one of their foods...matzos, specifically.”
“The idea was that Jews wanted the “purity” of Christian children to feast on, especially during one of their main holidays, Passover, for they had no pure blood within them. “*Bad* placenta!”
“I thought this [blood libel] a rather insignificant, isolated phenomenon until I found out how Jews had historically been put on trial & executed...or simply rounded up & murdered...based on this spurious...this insane...accusation.”
“Blood libel displays to us how we have this idea that some demonized Other needs to take our “pure blood”—our jobs, benefits...nutrients, oxygen—& will do it in some hideous way. & for this reason these sorts need to be destroyed.”
“However, in this aspect of that feeling constellation, we want to fight off any & all who might be capable of or thought to be capable of stopping, slowing down, or reducing our resources (blood supply).”
“…which came out in the presidential campaign of 2008, when she was the Republican VP candidate. [Palin] accused those in the media assessing her qualifications for office, in particular her intelligence, of engaging in “blood libel.””
“[Palin] was saying, then, that she is a martyr with pure blood—a “real” American! & that the rest of the country & the media want to feed on her purity for they lack such.”
“Yet even as we wrap up so much of our time & energy in these pursuits of greed, oppression-control, & bigotry, we make sure we will feel no relief from their underlying uncomfortable feelings.”
“As in every other of these uncomfortable early feelings, we both seek relief from them & at the same time create the circumstances that give rise to them.”
“However, in “evolved” economic systems, as well, we make certain we will not feel relief from the threat of lack (oxygen starvation/ fetal malnutrition):”
“We form all kinds of rationalizations for not adopting a more prosperous, more egalitarian, more cooperative, less competitive, & less stressful economic style as exemplified by socialism, for example.”
“…[this prenatal dynamic causes us to insist on economies] where the vast majority of people operating in it would feel that they are, for example, only one paycheck away from living on the streets.”
“So, not only do we insist on inflicting this kind of pressure & pain on others—by insisting on a capitalism that keeps the majority in want & by voting for Republicans & their kind in other nations, who represent the interests of the wealthy…”
“…& who insist on dismantling any societal safety net.
“But also we unconsciously want to live in such a society for it feels right & familiar that one should be under such threat at all times. Nope. Not rational. But then humans are not.”
“By taking us away from Nature & by denying us access to it, we make it just & right that society should provide that safety net, that sense of ultimately being able to take care of oneself.”
“Yet in current industrialized societies, we not only threaten people with being out on the streets, once they are out there we punish them for being there by preventing thr lingering in any public places, from sleeping in view of others, etc.”
“Many indigenous cultures operate harmoniously this way; & there are societies & cultures that are attempting to create such a workable harmonious system today.”
“Nonetheless, there are reasons why we refrain from wholesale adoption of such easier existences & why we insist on our economic struggles *not* being alleviated”
“For to adopt a cooperative socialist framework for meeting our actual needs wud be akin to re-creating the earlier style of existence in the womb that was easy & free...the one that was Edenal...in harmony w Reality & Nature. The BPM I state.”
“That would be smart, of course. Yet as always we insist on our miseries. We are forever doomed to creating situations that confront us with their reality unless or until we actually face & resolve them.”
“So, while we are capable of living in more enlightened styles, we are for the most part going to ensure our existence in a state of struggle. We are the ones who put the angels to guard the gates of Eden.”
“Something more important is being said: Having our lives suffused with these distorted feelings is not necessary, & the perceptions & deductions one makes from them are not instructive.”
“They are wrong interpretations of what is going on. They are “unreal”...when we once again experience them as adults. They are very early components of what becomes, later, our unreal self.”
“Certainly, we create a reality that matches these feelings, but the feelings are there first. & if we had less of these feelings, we would less often create situations that mirrored them.”
“More often, instead, we would create our lives out of our earlier joy grids—rooted in earlier times in the womb, which were blissful & proximate to Divinity;”
“in our cellular existence, which was at times euphoric; and/or in that state of No-Formity & Divinity before even coming into Form. These joy-prints would be...& can be...our foundation, our template, for living.”
“However, almost invariably we grow our lives & actions out of the soil of our pain grids—the pain templates, if you will—which are created out of these traumatic prenatal experiences.”
The *Prenatal Matrix of Human Evil* theory traces our drive to annihilation to the unique human experiences prior to birth, occurring in the third trimester, which arise of the fact that in our evolution humans became bipedal.
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[] “In becoming more numbed to their empathy & fellow feeling, they became inured enough to the spilling of blood, so that making life & death decisions over fellow planetmates became easier.” []
“Okay, so who helped them? Well, like I was saying.… The first thing is you have politicians with the Big Lie, & they’re repeating it endlessly. & that persistence is so extremely effective & comprehensive.”
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“[*Quotes/Highlights:*] “The cold, hard fact is that our experience of our birth—that is, the amount of pain & discomfort we experience in the process of delivery added to those first crucial moments & hours...” []
[Quotes/highlights:] “The timelessness of prenatal experience at this point—when not getting enough air—feels horrific, an unending nightmare. This part contributes to human ideas of places of forever, endless suffering, for example, hell.” []