Thread by @hobixmyg

2seok au || As a child, Hoseok had a friend he met in secret and no one else ever saw. No one believed his friend was real and thought Hoseok just had a wild imagination. However, what will happen when the two meet again years later?

This au will contain a lot of different things so be ready. It will have tweets/text messages, full parts and maybe polls.

Hoseok is 19 and in his first year of college. He is only friend with Jimin who is friends with Taehyung and Jungkook.

Jin is 21 and in his 3rd and last year of college. He is always with Yoongi and Namjoon. He's popular for his handsome face.

This au might contain a lot of full parts so get ready! I'll start posting soon :)

After seeing Jin.

Conversation with Jimin.

Jin kinda recognised him too.

A few days had passed since Hoseok had seen Jin but he kept thinking about it. Was it really him? He wanted to see him again to make sure but at the same time he didn't want to know. He just wanted to forget everything about his past. Jin had disappeared so suddenly at the time..

He wondered if he was even real. No one ever believe in his friend's existence because they always met in their secret place.

Since Hoseok moved out to Seoul in the middle of his first year of high school, he only managed to make on friend: Jimin. He had met Jimin's friends a few times and they were really nice but they just didn't really try to talk to him that much.

Now that he wasn't in high school anymore and that Jimin was going to a different university to study music, he really needed to make new friends.

He just hoped he wouldn't be alone again.

A few days later, Hoseok see him again.

Should Hoseok talk to Jin or not?

I forgot the beginning of the convo... Jimin asked who he was talking about in his tweets and said it was his childhood friend and Jimin said he thought Hoseok did t have friends growing up bc that's what he told him.

Hoseok decides to listen to Jimin.

I tried something with Hoseok's pov, but I need opinions, is his point of view better or should go back to omniscient)

Hoseok's point of view:

I decided to trust Jimin and walked to who I thought was my childhood friend: Kim Seokjin. As I approached, his friends looked at me curiously, but he didn't notice me until I was right in front of him.

They were sitting on a bench outside and didn't bother to get up when I came to them. I stood there, awkwardly, suddenly not knowing what to say. I was about to apologise and run away, but one of them talked. He had jet black hair and looked kinda bored.

"Can we help you?" he said.

I didn't know what to say. I was panicking.

"Y-yeah, I'm... actually you, I said looking at Seokjin, you remind me of someone I used to know, and I was wondering... Is your name Kim Seokjin?"

None of them seemed surprised that I knew his name. The guy sitting at the right of Seokjin put a protective arm on his shoulder. He was really handsome with purple hair and cute dimples. I wish I were as attractive as him...

"Yes, Seokjin finally spoke, but a lot of people know my name around here, and I don't remember you, sorry."

My heart sank as soon as he finished talking. He didn't seem rude in his way of speaking, but it was obvious he didn't want to talk to me.

"Y-you don't even know my name..." I said, thinking that maybe he would recognise my name.

"Sure, you can always tell." He sighed as he and his friends seemed to get annoyed with my presence.

"Hoseok, Jung Hoseok."

Seokjin's eyes widened when he heard my name, but he soon recovered a blank face.

"I don't know you, sorry, uh... Hoseok."

And just like that, I left, humiliated.

Hoseok is in needs of moral support.

Interesting.

Confident pansexual? He's everything but confident. Very pansexual though.

They even have matching icons now.

Conversation between Joonie and Jin. (My dumb ass forgot to change platonic soulmate to joonie oops)

Namjoon is trying to know more.

Hoseok can't sleep and decided to post on instagram.

Will today be better than yesterday? If I lock myself up in my apartment nothing will hurt me right, Hoseok thought. Right? He repeated to himself, unsure of what to do.

What should Hoseok do? He's so scared of even going out. I didn't tell you earlier but I'm adding polls because it changed how I'm going to write and what's going to happen later in the story. :)

Jimin is caring about Hoseok.

Why do you care?

Sorry if this part sucks, I had to re-write it 😒

Hoseok doesn't want to give up on his old friend.

Update about their night.

Jin found Hoseok's instagram.

Namjoon is always curious...

Jin is really difficult to understand. His mixed feelings are confusing everyone.

A few days later, Hoseok sees Jin again.

Later that day, as I went back home from school, I noticed Jimin waiting for me in front of my door. I smiled at him, happy to see my best and only friend here. He welcomed me with a warm hug before coming in.

Later in the evening, as we were watching a movie together, I couldn't help but think about Jin. I started to doubt he was really my childhood friend; maybe it was all a coincidence.

But then this afternoon, when he was sitting on the bench, and I kept staring at him I thought it could only be him. I also thought about the way he started back at me. He eyes didn't look as cold as last time; they looked... sad.

He always has this sad and distressed look when we were kids. I knew he wasn't happy, but I can't remember why or what happened now.

"Hoseok? Hey, are you listening to me?" Jimin suddenly yelled at me. 

"Sorry my little diminie, I wasn't paying attention," I said, but I could see a pout form on his lips. 

"I said I'm going back home tonight."

"What? Why aren't you sleeping here?" He seemed more upset now, realising that I really didn't listen to him. I felt bad and held his hand. "What is it?" I insisted.

"I have a family event tomorrow morning... I can't skip, my mom really want to bring the family back together. That's what she said at least." 

"Oh..It's dark already. Let me walk you home." He nodded and smiled cutely. I covered myself with a warm jacket and walked him home.

On my way back my thoughts went back to Seokjin. I never told anyone but to me, he wasn't just a friend, he was my soulmate. It wasn't like Jimin though. I think it's because I didn't see him as a platonic soulmate. I kept having this memory about my first kiss.

We were seven or eight maybe, we always met in our secret place, near a lake hidden by trees and flowers. I don't remember how we found this place, but it was ours. One day he just came crying. I was already there, waiting for him.

He was upset about something, but he couldn't tell me what it was. I remember that he had bruises all over his pretty face. I felt so upset that I cried with him. But I really wanted to do something, so I held him tight and kissed his bruises softly, one by one.

He stopped crying and looked into my eyes, and I kissed him on the lips. It only lasted a second, and at the time we didn't realise what it meant, but I remember that after that I had felt happy for days. I had this warm feeling I wish I could get back.

When I moved to Seoul, I couldn't find a place similar to ours, so I often went to an abandoned park. There are wildflowers everywhere, and the atmosphere is a bit dark because of its abandoned state, but it feels nice to go there from time to time.

It was already late and dark, but I thought of going there just for a while...

Jin is going back home alone.

Why does this feel like Jin is just saw a wild animal? Anyway what should he do? (This will have consequences)

(I noticed that I make a lot of typos, I'm sorry please ignore them)

Seokjin's pov

When Yoongi asked me to hang out at his place tonight I thought he would have the decency to let me stay over for the night or to at least walk me home. He didn't though as he told me he had to be with his family early in the morning.

I didn't live far from his apartment, the main reason why I didn't bother to take my car, but at night everything seemed ten times longer and scarier.

Thankfully I remembered taking a shortcut with Namjoon and Yoongi once through an abandoned park.

It didn't seem scary at the time... Probably because it was daytime and I wasn't alone. I still convinced myself it was a good idea and turned left towards the park.

At first, I was only welcomed by silence but as I walked further I heard a voice. Someone was singing. I walked towards the sound until I found someone laying there, sitting on the floor, surrounded by flowers and grass. I recognized the song before I recognized the person.

It was a familiar song I used to listen to a lot as a kid. It actually took me a minute to realise that it was Hoseok.

He looked vulnerable and lonely here, sitting in an abandoned park in the middle of the night, singing to himself. I tried so hard to forget the past but he didn't deserve to be treated like how I treated him.

Jung Hoseok was the only positive thing of my past, but I still tried hard to forget about him too. I wanted to look at him for eternity. To me, he had always been beautiful but now that I'm seeing him all grown up I couldn't help but think he was way more than just beautiful.

I couldn't think like this though, I needed to forget...

I was about to turn away, and I think he saw me. At least he turned his head towards me. When I saw his face, I just thought "fuck it" and walked back to him. My steps were careful as if I was approaching a scared cat.

"W-who's there?" He asked, fear visible in his voice.

"It's me, Jin," I answered without hesitation.

"Jin?" He asked again to make sure.

"Yes. Can I join you?"

"S-sure."

I found a spot and sat next to him. Silence fell between us, but I could see him looking at me curiously. I just waited, I knew he would ask what he wanted to know eventually. And I knew I was right when I heard his voice again.

"Why are you here?" his voice was so low I wasn't sure he even spoke at first.

"I could ask you the same question."

"I was walking my friend home, and I just wanted to stay outside a bit more."

I simply nodded already lost in thoughts. His friend was probably Jimin. He must have stayed over pretty late, and Hoseok still walked him home. I couldn't help, but do what I avoided the most. I thought about the past.

Hoseok always wanted to walk home with me when we were kids, but I always said no. I couldn't let him see my home. I couldn't walk him home either because he lived the opposite way from me and I always had to be home early. That's why we always met halfway in our secret place.

It was a beautiful place.

"And you, why are you here?" Hoseok's voice interrupted my thoughts.

"I was going home and I heard your voice."

"Alright," he said. I knew he didn't ask anything, but I had to say it. I had to tell the truth. He looked so vulnerable at this moment that I couldn't help but want him to know, I was still there for him.

"I know." He said while looking at the starry night sky.

"No, I mean... I remember you." I clarified, not sure if he understood what I meant or not.

"I know." He said again.

"You do?"

"I wasn't sure if you recognised me, but I was sure it was you." He finally looked at me.

I was astonished. As kids, he always looked happy and cheerful, but now he seemed like... drained out of his energy. He looked sad. I wondered if something happened while I was gone but I couldn't ask him.

Next to him, my body felt warm, and my heart felt comforted. It was a weird fuzzy feeling that I didn't completely understand, but I thought it was just how it felt like to finally be with him after so long. It felt good.

I wished we had talked more, but it was late and cold. Hoseok suddenly got up and held his hand out to me. I took it, and he helped me get up. His hand held mine a bit longer than necessary before inevitably letting go.

I don't know what came into me, but I immediately held his hand again, ignoring his confused look.

"What way do you live?" I asked, and he pointed his finger towards the way he had to go. "Good, I have to go this way too. Please keep holding my hand because it's dark and I'm scared' I said sincerely.

They're both confused about what happened.

Hoseok need his best friend.

Questioning himself.

It's the afternoon already and Jimin still didn't reply.

Jimin finally replies and Hoseok tell him everything that happened in the park.

Hoseok is worried... but he always is.

They decided to spend the night together to make up for the time Jimin didn't reply to his texts.

Jin is still stalking.

Jimin is whipped for Hoseok.

But Jin doesn't want to be reminded of the past.

The next day.

What should Hoseok do? (The poll isn't long so I can't update faster)

So that I can update faster*** ugh why can't I spell

Seokjin's pov:

Namjoon, Yoongi and I had a one hour break before our next class so we decided to walk around a bit since one hour wouldn't be enough to even start doing the ton of homework we have to do.

Yoongi was talking to Namjoon while I was distractedly listening when I saw Hoseok. He was on his phone, probably texting. When he looked up, I pretended I didn't see him. At this moment, I prayed for him not to come.

If he did, I would have to pretend I don't know him and I that would hurt the both of us. I thought a lot about that night in the park, and even though it was really nice, it was also painful.

That's why I decided that I would pretend that nothing happened that night and I'm going to ignore him.

I saw his hesitation to come see me. He kept looking at his phone too as if he was expecting it to tell him what to do, while I was still praying for him not to come.

Eventually, he saw me staring and even though I knew I should have ignored him, I couldn't help but smile. My heart missed a beat when he smiled back.

Meanwhile from Hoseok's pov.

Jimin really loves his friends and Hoseok is enjoying not being alone.

Jin can't stop stalking Hoseok's and Jimin's instagram.

Jin is asking Namjoon for advices.

What's going on between Yoongi and Jimin?

Jimin thinks he's helping.

Jin got hoseok's number.

Short update bc I'm tired so here's a poll. Don't mess this up guys. What should Jin do?

A few days later Hoseok got a text from an unknown number.

Hoseok has trust issues.

(Btw I'm so sorry i always change applications for the text messages but I can't find a good one 😔)

He always listens to Jimin.

Jin is always unsure, scared of hurting himself.

J.

Hope is lost guys.

Jin is excited.

Yeah but who? 🤔

Jin is doing his best because he wants Hoseok to like him.

Jimin knows who is Hoseok's secret admirer.

Poor Jin doesn't understand his own feelings...

Yoonmin talking about Hoseok.

Talking more with the stranger.

Read: it's not ok :)💛

Hmmm 🤔.

Hoseok's pov

As Jimin was going to come later, I thought I could take a walk. The sun was barely setting, I still had time. As I walked, I thought about everything. Who was this unknown person texting me? I texted back because I can feel some sort of despair in him.

It's not that I pity him, I know how he feels. That's why I'm giving this stranger a chance to get to know me without me knowing him. I'm desperate too.

As I walked, I realised I ended up in front of the abandoned park. I entered through the old gate and looked around. There used to be a swing, but it was now covered with plants.

Everything was covered with plants and flowers actually, except for one small parcel that I considered my own space. I liked to come here. I contemplated the flowers shining with the yellow glow the sun gave them. I was deep in thoughts when I heard a noise, making me jump.

"Who's there?" I screamed before noticing Jin. "What are you doing here?" I asked, my voice suddenly calmer.

"I, uh, just walked around?" he said, his voice seeming unsure. "Is it ok if I sit next to you?"

"N-not at all."

He was handsome. As far as I remember, he always has been handsome. When I still had friends, girls would often ask me how they looked and I always answered that they looked pretty with a big smile on my face, but Seokjin was just out of this world with his beauty.

To my eyes, no one is better looking than him.
I realised years later after he left that what I felt towards him wasn't just friendship. But it was too late.

"I like to watch the sunset," Jin suddenly said.

"Me too, I nodded while turning my head to look at him, I like to watch you more though."

I swore he blushed at my comment. Even though we haven't talked much since we met again, I knew we still had this connection.

We felt good with each other. I thought it would be good to get to know who he became though, so I started to ask him questions about himself, and he did just the same about me.

The day was long gone, and we were still talking when I heard my phone ringing. It was Jimin. I almost ignored it, wanting to spend more time with Jin, but I knew I had to reply.

"Hoseok!" I heard him scream on the other line.

"Jimin?"

"I'm in front of your door, where are you?"

"I told you to text me before coming... I'll be there soon."

"Alright, waiting!" he just said before hanging up.

I looked at Jin and to my surprise, he was already looking at me.

"You have to go," he stated.

"I do."

"That's ok. I have to go too." He got up, and I did the same. As he turned his back to me, ready to leave, I called out, and he turned around so fast his body crashed into mine.

"Sorry..." he murmured.

"Jin, I said again, I'm glad I met you again." He nodded his head, his body still against mine and his eyes looking right through me. "Please don't leave me again."

"Hoseok, he started, his voice already shaking, I never wanted to leave you. I'm happy that you're here but can I ask you for a favour?"

"Anything."

"Let's just meet here for now, ok? Just like when we were kids, let's not see each other outside of this place."

I was confused by his words. I wanted to ask why what was so wrong about us seeing each other outside of this park but I didn't. His chocolate eyes were filled with tears, and I couldn't bring myself to ask anything, instead, I just nodded. At least he was there with me.

At least he wasn't pretending not to know me anymore.

After that, he just left me there, in the dark.

"I thought you were scared to walk back alone at night," I murmured sadly to no one as he was long gone.

Hoseok needed to talk to someone.

Regrets.

Jimin thinks Hoseok is mad at him.

Confrontations.

More confrontations.

Short update but be ready for the next one...

What are your theories about Jin's past? I'm curious 😊

Seokjin's pov:

It's been a week since Yoongi asked me about my past. I thought about it every day, and I knew that talking was the best decision if I didn't want to lose my friends. At first, I was going to avoid the subject and hope that we wouldn't talk about it again.

I knew that wasn't the solution, but I was hurt and scared of talking. However I met Hoseok in the park again two days ago, and I thought that if I was going to start again with him, I should tell him why I left in the first place.

That's why I decided to tell everything to him and to my friends. Because they deserved to know and I was selfish by not saying anything when they tried so hard to be there for me this whole time.

Two days ago I decided to meet them at my place. My stomach is hurting, my palms are sweaty, and I feel nauseous, I feel like I'm going to pass out, but I know this is for the best.

Hoseok is the first one to arrive. He looks nervous as he enters the living room of my small apartment. His curious eyes were looking everywhere, and I couldn't help but laugh at his cuteness. He was always so curious about everything surrounding him.

"I'm still surprised you invited me here after what you said the other time, he started, you know... about not meeting me anywhere else than at the park."

"I know. I wasn't going to do this, but I feel like I owe you the truth."

"After all these years you're going to tell me why you left?"

"I will..."

"You don't have to, he said with a reassuring smile, I think I know what happened already. But if you really want to talk about it, then I'm here."

His words and his presence were comforting me. I felt safe with him by my side, and I knew I made the right decision by inviting him here.

"I'm going to tell what happened to my best friends too."

We were sitting on my couch and talking about everything and anything while we were waiting for Yoongi and Namjoon to come. My couch was large enough for four persons, but I still sat as close to him as I could. I could feel his warmth.

Talking to Hoseok appeased my growing anxiety.

"So you want to become a dancer?" I asked just before we heard a knock on the door.

I didn't have to open the door before Yoongi and Namjoon entered, they were comfortable enough with me to do this. They saw us both sitting on the couch and joined us.

Namjoon smiled at me and sat on the other side of the couch while Yoongi sat on the floor, facing us. They were smiling, but I knew them enough to see the concern behind their eyes.

"Anyone wants to drink something?'" I proposed to break the ice. Namjoon and Yoongi refused, but Hoseok smiled warmly at me and asked me if he could have a glass of water.

I was relieved for a moment and went to get it for him. I knew I couldn't escape anymore.

It took me longer than it should to get a simple glass of water, and when I came back, Hoseok was talking with Namjoon while Yoongi seemed to be listening intensely. That's how I remember him; as far as I remember he made friends so easily. Because of me, he lost everything.

"Hey, here's your water," I said to let them know I was there.

"Thank you, Jinnie! I was talking about you!" Hoseok said.

"About me?"

"I was telling them about the time you wanted to swim in the lake, you know in our secret place, and you only put a foot in the water before running away screaming that the water was too cold when I was already fully in there and it wasn't even that cold." He laughed as I joined

I remembered this moment clearly.

"You seemed really close," Namjoon stated.

We spent some time talking about our memories before the time came. They were getting impatient, and I knew I should speak. Somehow we ended changing positions. We were all sitting on the floor in a circle. They looked at me intensely.

"I guess I don't have a choice, uh? I'm going to tell you, but please don't... don't interrupt me, alright?" They all nodded. "It's not that long of a story actually. When I was a kid, my parents fought a lot.

At first, I was fine, they didn't do anything to me, it was just between them. My dad always tried to protect me the best he could and when my mom noticed that she... She took me as a weapon to hurt my dad.

She would hurt me in front of my dad while he tried to keep me away from her. I wasn't going to school because my parents wouldn't bother to take me there.

My dad worked a lot, and I'm not even sure if he knew that my mom would rather leave me home alone all day rather than take me to school." I paused for a moment, feeling the tears welling up in my eyes.

"One day I tried to run away, and that's when I met Hoseok. He was five and I was seven. I don't even know what he was doing at the lake alone, but I thought the place was so pretty and peaceful."

I closed my eyes, remembering exactly how it looked. A small lake surrounded by grass and flowers, it didn't even look like a real place but more like something out of a fairytale.

Maybe I saw it this way because it was the only place where I could be happy. "When Hoseok saw me he immediately decided I would be his friend. We played for hours until eventually, he told me he had to go home before his parents noticed he was gone.

I remember how lonely I felt after he left. I stayed there a few days until he came back. I was freezing and starving because all I had was a small blanket and a few biscuits that I had taken with me. The next day he came back with a sweatshirt and some food.

Hoseok was everything I had." Hoseok was looking at me, his eyes shining with tears. "I came back home after less than a week. My dad was scared to death while my mom just took this opportunity to pick another fight.

It went on like this until I was ten. I still met Hoseok in secret, and my bruises never had the time to heal. By this time I had figured out how to go to school by myself. Hoseok started to lose his friends from then because the other kids thought I would bring them bad luck.

I was selfish enough to ask him to stay by my side." I looked at Hoseok who was crying (I was too). "I'm so sorry I did that to you." He was about to say something, but I interrupted him. "One day when I came back home my dad was dead.

Officially it was a suicide, but I'm still persuaded it was my mom's doing. They left me alone with a... murderer. She stopped beating me up after my dad's death. She didn't have any reason to. Instead, I became an object.

She forgot about my presence, and I had to take care myself." I had to stop myself for a few minutes, trying to stop my tears from falling, in vain. "M-my d-dad... I loved him more than anything, and h-he died."

Hoseok was about to take me in his arms, but Namjoon did it first. It comforted me a bit.

"I kept meeting Hoseok as much as I could, he was my only source of happiness. I was planning on staying by his side forever... I know we promised Hoseok and I'm so sorry I couldn't but one day... O-one day..."

I cried even harder, the bad memories coming back into my mind. That part was what I wanted to avoid talking about the most. "I was only twelve and one day... m-my mom... She did something to me. I was always invisible to her, but I still tried not to anger her.

I don't even know what I did wrong. S-she was drunk I think and she..."

"It's ok, take your time," Yoongi said calmly even though I knew he was trying hard not to cry too.

"She r-raped me. She was being really affectionate towards me, and I let myself think for a moment she was caring about me. I-I'm so stupid, this is all my fault, I hate myself so much!" I screamed-cried while Namjoon held me tighter.

"It wasn't your fault, Jinnie, you know it wasn't," Hoseok said, his voice calming me a little and giving me more courage to keep talking.

"I didn't realise what she was doing until she had taken off my clothes. I couldn't... I couldn't do anything, she was too strong for me. Hoseok I wanted to stay by your side but I couldn't bare this. It was too much.

They said they were going to put me in another family as soon as possible... Hoseok I didn't mean to leave like that, I thought I would be able to explain to you or at least say goodbye."

The guilt of leaving behind me the only person I truly loved was eating me alive. I knew he wasn't angry at me, I knew it was all behind us, but after all this, Hoseok was one of the things I couldn't get over. I never stopped thinking about him all these years.

For what seemed like hours after that it was just the four of us crying and comforting each other.

"I shouldn't have insisted for you to talk about it," Yoongi said "I'm so sorry. I didn't think you went through so much."

"What is said is said, at least now you know everything about me," I said.

"Can I ask you a question?" asked Hoseok and I quietly nodded. "Why did you want to meet me at the park only?"

"I thought that if we only met there, we would be protected from everything else, from the outside world. I felt that outside of the park we couldn't be friends because somehow it would lead me to be hurt again. I know this doesn't make sense...

I was scared to think too much about the past by being with you, that scared me so much."

"That's ok, Jinnie. I don't want you to be hurt."

"Hoseok... I know I did everything wrong since we met again but... Can we be friends again? Let's not meet in secret."

"I would love that but..." he looked hesitant "I don't want to remind you of your past."

"You only remind me of the good parts. I think I realise that now. I need you in my life."

We were still on the floor, facing each other while Namjoon and Yoongi probably looked uncomfortable but I didn't care. Hell, I told them everything, I didn't care about anything anymore! It was a weird feeling, but I was relieved.

Talking and crying about it with my friend had felt good. I was ready to start again.

"Let's be friends again then," Hoseok replied with the biggest smile.

Hoseok's pov

Namjoon and Yoongi had just left and I was now alone with Jin. We were still in the doorway, looking awkwardly at each other.

"I should probably leave too," I said, not wanting to impose my presence.

"Hoseok," Jin started, looking deep into my eyes, "can you stay?"

I was surprised by his sudden request, but I slowly nodded. He started walking back towards the couch, but as I didn't move, not sure of what to do, he came back and held my hand before going back to the couch.

We sat there in silence for a few minutes, still taking in the revelations Jin made earlier. I did know he was abused because of the bruises he always had on his body, I did know his dad died.

What I didn't know was that Jin had suspected his mother to have killed her husband, I didn't know that he was raped either...

"Do you still like me?" Jin suddenly asked.

"Why wouldn't I like you?"

"You don't think I'm... I don't know... dirty? You don't hate me after I left you?"

"I don't think that no. And if you want to know the truth I did hate you at some point. After a week of not seeing you, I freaked out because I thought something happened to you.

It took me another week of worrying to death before I heard you were taken by the social services."

"I'm sorry..."

"Don't be. It was better for you. But you can't imagine how much I cried. For months, years, I couldn't forget about you, Jin. I missed you every day.

At first, I went to the lake every day because I wanted to have memories of you because I didn't want to forget our moments together... But eventually, I got sick of being sad every day because all I could think about was you.

It was three years after you left that I started to feel angry. Because I couldn't move on."

"Oh, Hoseok..."

"I couldn't make any friend. I did meet a nice girl at some point, but I kept talking about you, and she got tired of it. She thought I was lying too, or crazy maybe... Because I was talking about a friend, who wasn't there.

That was before I met Jimin in high school. I tried my best to repress the memories and to stop talking about you. Jimin is... he's everything I have."

"I see," Jin said, looking away. "Namjoon and Yoongi really helped heal after what happened, they're really my best friends but... You, Hoseok, you were and still are everything that I have."

My heart missed a bit when he said that. I knew I was still in love with him and when he said those things my heart had a hard time handling it.

"Jin, I..."

"Do you want to stay over tonight?" he suddenly asked, not even listening to what I was going to say. And I thanked him internally because I probably was about to make a mistake.

"Yes, sure." I agreed.

We didn't sleep much that night, too busy catching up on what we missed all these years apart. Getting to know him again just confirmed my feelings more. I was scared that these feelings would destroy us.

Meanwhile...

Jimin is mad.

They're having fun as if nothing happened.

Oops.

Hoseok still doesn't know who J is.

Shortest update ever thank you for your attention

Before tonight's update... what should Jin do?

Hoseok's pov

Two days passed were Jimin didn't text me at all. I really wanted to talk to him, and I missed him, but I was also hurt. I kept thinking about it, but I still had no idea about what I did wrong.

I do realise that I didn't reply to his texts and that he was worried, but I don't think this is something to get mad over for so long. I thought he would be happy for me.

Behind all that I kept casually texting J, still not knowing who it was. At least I felt I could tell him everything, he really listened to me.

I was deep in thoughts when I received a text from Jimin.

Jimin arrived less than twenty minutes later. The first thing he did after I let him in was to hug me. He kept apologising, and I couldn't help but feel bad. Maybe he had his reasons to be mad at me, and I just thought about myself.

"I'm sorry too, Jimin, I didn't think about how you felt," I apologised while hugging him tightly.

We spent the night playing games, and we were now both cuddling on the couch while talking. I felt peaceful. I thought about Jin and inevitably tried to imagine how it would feel if he was the one I was cuddling right now.

I suddenly got a text.

(Still Hoseok's pov)

"Who are you texting?" Jimin asked, to what I just responded by showing him my screen. "J? Isn't he the stranger? You still don't know who it is?"

"No, he said he doesn't want me to know yet," I sighed.

"What if I told you I know who it is," suddenly said Jimin, surprising me.

"You know who J is?"

"Let's say I do... Would you want me to tell you?"

"Do you really?"

"I do, Hoseok, do you want me to tell you or not?"

"Yes... tell me. You better not be joking though."

Nervous, I broke our cuddling position to face him properly. I wasn't sure if he was playing around or not but I needed to at least listen to what he had to say.

"Well, uhm..." he suddenly looked nervous too. "It's Jin."

"Jin? Ah, I should have known you were joking."

"No, it's really him! He's J!"

"How would you know?"

"Well let's say I... happen to know one of his best friends and he asked me if I could give him your number for Jin."

I still had a hard time believing him but it kind of made sense why he would call himself J, but then again maybe it was a coincidence. I knew I could always trust Jimin though. I think at this moment I was just hoping he was lying. For some reasons, I didn't want J to be Jin.

However, Jimin showed me the conversation he had with Yoongi, and that was enough proof. I could not believe that Yoongi was just someone he "happened to know" though.

After that, we didn't talk about it again, even though it didn't leave my mind. Why was I so disappointed?

The next morning after Hoseok walked Jimin back home.

Confrontations.

And now they're both hurt.

Confession.

So of course I wrote Hoseok's reaction to Jin's confession but because I'm a bitch I'll make you wait for it hehehe (I'll post it today though).

Hoseok's response.

Jimin doesn't seem so happy about it.

These idiots are too shy to say it out loud so on Instagram is better.

Jin's pov

I didn't know things would turn this way. I don't think I even realised I loved Hoseok before I said it. However I had no regret, at the second I said it I knew I meant it with my whole heart.

I didn't expect Hoseok to find out I was J. I actually had planned to tell him soon. I realised how selfish I had been all along. I was always trying to protect myself, and I didn't even know I was hurting him.

He was coming over, and for the first time, I was nervous to see him.

Hoseok arrived a few hours later, after lunch. At first, he seemed really shy, and I had to admit I was too. His presence made me really flustered. We went to the couch, looking into each other's eyes awkwardly.

"Sooo..." Hoseok started.

"Yeah..."

"About what you said earlier..." He said while I nodded anxiously. "Did you mean it? You can always take it back now."

" I don't want to take it back. I really meant it... Wait do YOU want to take it back?" I started to panic.

"No, I don't!"

"Sooo... wanna date?" I asked no so casually due to my shaking voice.

"I guess I would like that."

My heart was beating so fast I thought it would explode out of my chest. If I had known talking about everything would have helped me deal with how I fee, I would have done it way earlier.

Later we went to take a walk, his hand fitting so well in mine. I felt happy and ready to start again.

How Jimin really felt.

Updates.

Yoonmin will be explained very soon.

He's whipped.

Yoongi's account.

Yoonmin explained.

-THE END.

I'm sorry this end sucked but I didn't know what to write more and the updates were taking too long!

The next au will be funnier and with more texts/tweets!

THANK YOU FOR READING MY AU IT MEANS SO MUCH TO ME SHSJAJ