Thread by @TirsohCartoons

Sometimes it is odd being in the position I am. I am a no one in most areas of life, just what I want. Then I seem to be the only one (other than mom) whom The Council, the Drama department, or others on the other will be honest and open with. I live here in this world, but most

of my really good friends are on the other side. I never even knew my fiancee in this life. I evidently knew her before, but all I remember is meeting her here through visions and other things. I know that is odd, but I have seen the coming world in so much detail and have known

So many really amazing people that it seems odd that no one else here really knows them as I do, for the most part. They are my true friends, and those who have instructed me in everything I value. I never want to seem more sure, or always right about what goes on. I know that

may seem annoying or other things. But you have to understand, when someone has seen a whole other world in the detail that I have, it is hard to unsee it, and look again from another perspective as easily.

I do deeply value the perspectives gained from many here who have

learned so many deeply important things that do make me more wise from reading them, all while they have very different views of the eternities than I.

But on the other hand, I have to go back every day and reconnect with those many friends and family on the other side who also

are a deep part of my life. They are a part of a very real society as well, with a deep history you all will be a part of someday.

Then with the ALS and the not knowing how long I have until I am called back, that also adds to the feeling that I am split uncomfortably between

two worlds. With the ALS, my family and those who have helped with medical stuff from the other side, say they think they can keep me going physically for at least 10 to 15 years if they had to, without needing a ventilator. Of course they do not call it ALS. They feel there is

no such thing in their view. As they know the causes of the different illnesses lumped together under the ALS name, they just call it by the cause.

But back to the point. My calling is what would bring me away from this life, not the illness. With a strict diet and their help, I

should be able to keep getting by for as long as they need me to.

But yes, it is odd that I am torn between worlds. I vent about things I can here in this forum, because there is no other place. Honestly it is more of self therapy really. I do not feel a guru, or like some

one who would be needed for anything way too important. But it is interesting the amount of trust placed for me to have access to the very interesting people that I do on the other side.

So sorry if I seem like I do not value as much other's views of what the eternities will be

like. It is hard enough having to balance the two worlds as it is.

But I would not trade it. That world means so much to me.

Sorry, I go on about things of little interest to others. I just wanted to explain again that me being here on Twitter is just the rantings of one

normal person who happens to be in a rather odd situation, and who just needs to deal with it somehow.

I really do not have any purpose here other than to rant a bit, and share the details of the world that means so much to me, which I am completely unable to share in normal

everyday conversation.

For those friends of mine here, I do plan to have a party in some years after we all are on the other side and ready. We can have a BBQ/cake party. It may be a long ways off, but all those who consider themselves to be my friends are invited.

Until then,

I am sure there will be many more odd ramblings here on the internet.

If I can ever be of help to any in some way, do let me know, otherwise I will just ramble and try to keep it mostly interesting in some way.

End rant/vent