Thread by @ArewaMeToo

BOYS ARE MOLESTED TOO
Yeah! Am not bold enough to share my #ArewaMeToo story on my page. For a while I wondered if I was a gay, but I know am not, it happens sometimes to boys. Anyone who says otherwise can fuck right off

It all started when I was attending a boarding school. It was a typical northern Nigerian English school. I was a straight male before this dude ruined my life and coded this worst sexual orientation in my brain

My first year in jss class was hell, I was sluggish, naive and dumb. I was bullied by everyone even those in my class. Until this asshole enter my life. His name is Mubarak, he was huge and among the honoured bullies at that time in the school

he was in ss1. But ss3 students are scared of him because he was strong. Did you know what this motherfucker did to me? He protected me from being bullied. I thought he cared for me as a brother, hell that's not.

Until one night after isha prayer. I was in the bathroom. Someone grab my butt, it was Mubarak. I thought it is normal rough play that boys used to do in dorm until he started asking me some jamb questions

I had my Crotch grabbed by him numerous times. And then point a small knife at my neck and said me and him will entered trouble if I told anyone and he will kill me.

From that day I was really uncomfortable and also a kind of scared at the guy. He forced me to watch gay porn with him. I was 13 I know nothing about sex

He started asking for blow jobs, hand jobs whatever. He penetrated me about four times or more. I couldn't speak up or tell anyone. Things start getting out of hand. I was seriously ill I was taken back home

I begged my parent I don't want to go back to the school and they agreed. It's Been 8 years now. Mubarak is off my life but always in my memory

There is so much that I don't want to remember and want to tell, but there is also so much I will never, ever be able to forget. Am not doing good these days but am talking to a Muslim therapist online. Allah ya sa mudace