cancer season coming to an end combined with my period is entirely too much for my emotional. ass.
i’ve been crying like 7x a day for like a week. like my mom will be like “can u go to publix” and im like yes mommy i love u so much :’( omg ur so amazing and i cant believe it nor understand it u make me sob
3 days ago we were in the car and my mom said some joke that was barely funny at all, like the kind that u half laugh at for like 2 seconds and then move on but i LAUGHED and i laughed. for like 5 minutes straight and started crying deadass and it was just like .
tell me why a tear rolled down my cheek while i was typing . i
there’s something WRONG with me i SWEAR LMAO
on sunday i was rearranging my dresses on my garment rack and then i had some kind of breakdown i don’t remember why(bc im insane) and i was like “AAAAAAAH IM HUGE” and then i scream-cried and took a 3 hr nap
