You need to become a stubborn person in order to reprogram yourself from it.
Here is an idea:
N7k for the lunch buffet and approx. N5k for Uber depending on where you live.
Enjoy the feeling of being driven to the lobby.
Don't drop at the gate.
Then go to the buffet and EXERCISE YOUR POWER TO CHOOSE.
Feel like you belong here.
When you get back home, your mind will begin to change.
When your self esteem improves, you begin to feel like you deserve more.
When you feel like you deserve more, you get more confident and creative on how to get more.
Do 'money miss road' things like this at least once a week/month and your mind will begin to transform