Thread by @CynthiaMN5

@Snowden @wikileaks In the summer of 2016, a group of people hacked my desktop computer, my Samsung tablet, and my phone. Everything I have done on my phone and on my tablet has been recorded since at least Summer of 2016. 1/

@snowden @wikileaks @nsa @fbi I believe that the @nsa and the @fbi had warrants to hack my computers and phone. They may have had warrants for cameras in the hallway of the apartment house and for every room in my apartment.

@snowden @wikileaks @nsa @fbi @cia @amnesty I think I understand why this group of people doxed me and put a spotlight on me. I had thought I was doxed by Monsanto and Breitbart, and or Bristol Meyer Squibb. That is actually probable.

@snowden @wikileaks @nsa @fbi @cia @amnesty There were others who also needed to put the spotlight on me. They needed someone with my particular set of skills and credentials. (PhD Sociology MS Statistics). They needed a good teacher and someone comfortable with people. 3ish/

@snowden @wikileaks @nsa @fbi @cia @amnesty They also needed someone who had personal experience with ptsd, psychosis, and depression. They needed someone who was comfortable with being open with mental health issues.

@snowden @nsa @fbi @cia @amnesty @aclu Most importantly, they needed someone upper middle class, educated, white, with secure U.S. citizenship. Somebody with connections to academics and activists around the world. Somebody with family support.

@snowden @wikileaks @nsa @cia @fbi @amnesty @aclu They needed somebody ethical, compassionate and strong. Someone who would not and could not be bribed, threatened or bullied. Someone who would do the right thing. 6ish/

@snowden @nsa @fbi @cia @amnesty @aclu In the summer of 2016, this group of people opened Pandora's box. After my psychotic break, I took medication, did lots of therapy and healing, and went on with my life. I did not believe in ESP, telepathy, or psychic phenomenon. 8ish/

@snowden @wikileaks @nsa @fbi @cia @amnesty @aclu Before my psychotic break at the age of 30, I did not "hear voices", see signs and omens, or have any kind of esp experiences. I was trained as a scientist and am pretty pragmatic. As a statistician, I need to see the data.

@snowden @wikileaks @nsa @fbi @cia @amnesty @aclu But in the summer of 2016, a group of people attacked me telepathically, as others tried to help. One could say it was the "Fog of War". I took an anti-psychotic medication. In the past, I took it for a week at most. 10ish/

@snowden @fbi @cia @nsa @amnesty @aclu I would only take rispiridone when I experienced ptsd related to my trauma in graduate school. I would take it for a week at most. As of 2016, I hadn't taken any rispiridone for more than ten years, although I also kept some just in case.

/12 @snowden @fbi @cia @nsa @amnesty @aclu @Pontifex In the summer of 2016, and after, I have experienced psychic phenomenon unlike anything before. I now believe in ESP. I am very concerned about what the CIA had been researching. I am concerned about human genetic modification.

/13 @snowden @wikileaks I would not have talked publicly, on twitter about the ESP and what I have experienced. Obviously, people would and do think I am crazy. But my life has been a nightmare since January of 2018, and I have tried to get help. But you already know that.

@snowden @wikileaks To the group of people who doxed me: I didn't contact you. I was minding my own business, living my life, trying to understand the source of my chronic fatigue. You contacted me. You exposed me.Some of you work for Bristol Meyer Squibb and enemies of the U. S.

/15 @snowden @wikileaks Since the Summer of 2016 I have had no privacy and have deliberately opened up all of my computer files so people can see them. (I put them on the cloud, which is completely insecure). I have been examined Inside and Out. I have been as open as possible.

/16 @snowden @wikileaks I tell the truth. I may be wrong about something, and I always tell people to check my sources and that the "information" I'm getting could be complete garbage. I will not keep quiet. As a professor, I had a legal obligation to report possible abuse.

/17 @snowden @wikileaks Over the course of my lifetime, I have kept secrets about friends of mine, where revealing those secrets would result in stigma, discrimination, violence or death. But I will talk about these events.

/18 @snowden @wikileaks In any society, stigma works to silence and shame victims. People who are abused in many ways become the objects of "stigma" because the society works to silence, slander, or shame the victim (See Goffman's book "Stigma").

@snowden @wikileaks The people who exposed me had an obligation to protect me. They failed. Just as they failed with others. They need to atone for that failure, find their traitors, and do better. They need to acknowledge their weaknesses and failures and make honest amends.

/20 @snowden @wikileaks A horrific childhood is no excuse for hurting others. Abusing people to show that you shouldn't abuse people is idiotic. The ends do not justify the means. You may not justify hurting other people just because you have been hurt.

/21 @snowden @wikikeaks After the last two years, I think it is unlikely that you will change. Abusers never do. But, honestly, I don't care about spy games, hacking or the twisted world of so-called international intelligence. I'm just giving you a FYI.

/22 @snowden @wikikeaks So, to the various groups that doxed me, for good or bad reasons, just know that I won't keep quiet.I will do what I think is right and ethical. My strength does not come from hacking skills. It comes from life experience and knowing myself. I like myself.

/23 @snowden @wikileaks I don't want to die. I will never kill myself. But I will not be bullied, bribed or threatened. I am trying my very best to stay alive and get non-toxic health care. But I accept that I might be murdered. I accept that possibility. I have lived.

@Pontifex I do not believe in God in the same way many Catholics do, but I am grateful to God, to the Universe, to this planet for the beauty and joy that I have experienced. I have lived and been loved. I am thankful to have lived these last 56 years. Life is a gift.

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