Thread by @Baepsae_Namjin

Omega Jin took his alpha for granted. Independence was important for him and their relationship was strong and beautiful so there was no reason to be clingy or something. However, things changed when a certain persistent omega starts hanging around Namjoon way too much

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Author's note: Prompt by @minimonijihyo

Namjoon sighed loudly. Sometimes trying to have a date with Seokjin was so frustrating...

He met his boyfriend when they were in High School and things ran smoothly between them. Seokjin was a beautiful omega with a mindset way ahead of his time. He loved his freedom and

considered thst all three secondary genders were equal. He hated stereotypes and always fought for his rights. Jin once told him he had fallen in love with him because Namjoon was not a typical alpha. He wasn't agressive and possessive and he loved the way Jin was so strong and

independent. He supported his omega all he wanted and even when he got criticized for it, he never cared... but sometimes...

Sometimes Namjoon wished Seokjin could be a little bit more clingy. As much as he kept them under control, his instincts screamed at him to have his omega

close and safe. He wanted his omega to be by his side all the time and have cute dates and maybe Seokjin would admit from time to time that he needed his alpha...

But he couldn't tell Jin. He would think Joon was clingy and annoying and he would leave him.

Namjoon loved his omega and he didn't want to risk their relationship so he just silently accepted Jin's decisions.

When Jin refused his invitation, he texted Jimin, his best friend, to vent his feelings.

"Thanks for coming with me, it's hard for me being in such big crowded places and I really need to shop that fucking suit", Yoongi told his friend.

Seokjin smiled. "Don't worry, you know I'm here for you. Now, come on, I have seen nice suits in that boutique"

Yoongi walked by Jin's side. "You know, I'm envious of your relationship. Namjoon is such a nice alpha, nothing like I have seen before"

Jin sighed. "I know. He's everything I have wished for. I deeply love him"

"We should have a drink one of these days", Yoongi said.

"Yes... oh, wait, what about this friday? We can invite Jimin and the others too. We can do it at my place so you won't get anxious", Jin suggested.

Yoongi nodded. "Sounds awesome, thank you...", Yoongi stopped walking and took his friend's hands.

"Jinnie, I really appreciate everything you do for me. When my social anxiety gets too ugly, you're always there. If not for you... I would be dead already"

Jin hugged his friend. "Don't worry, Yoongi, this is what friends do. I love you, now, let's go"

Namjoon was about to go to bed when he received a text.

Namjoon was in the middle of his career in musical production. He was ahead of his classmates so he got the chance to work as a music teacher in a community center close to his place's building. He also collaborated with a studio from time to time since a productor friend of his

sometimes asked for help with some beats.

Life was good actually. He had no money problems despise being still a student and everyone predicted him a bright future. He had friends and family and over everything, he had his Seokjin.

Or, did he?

Tomorrow would be friday and Jooon was beyond excited waiting to see Jin. He felt like a puppy.

The very next morning, Jin was outside Namjoon's door.

"What are you doing here? You should be at class", Joon said letting him inside.

"How am I supposed to study or do anything when you are so angry. I couldn't sleep, you didn't reply to my texts"

"I needed to think, sorry"

"Think about... leaving? I was clueless, Joon, I didn't know how you feel! If I had known, I would have given you more time, I don't know, I'm so sorry for whatever I did"

Joon chuckled and rubbed his temples. "You did nothing wrong. I was the one who got frustrated and mad for

something I already knew"

"What is it?"

"That you are not like any other clingy omega waiting for the alpha to rescue him. That you show your love in other ways, that you're not... well, you get it"

Jin felt ashamed. "I don't know what to say except that I love you like crazy"

Jin got closer and took his hands. "And that I miss you too. I really do but... I got other stuff to do. My friends and family are equally important and..."

Namjoon closed his eyes and smiled. "It's ok. You don't have to justify yourself and... I'm ok. I'm sorry if I behaved

like an idiot yesterday. I was so mad but... I can't really stay angry at you. You're just too precious for me. I love you"

"I love you... and I was scared you would leave me...", Jin replied kissing his man.

"I don't think I would be able to walk away from you..."

"Professor? Are you ok?"

"Yes, yes, sorry I got distracted. You progressed very well with this one. Would you like to learn something more difficult next?"

"Do you think I'm ready?", Beomgyu asked shyly.

"Of course! You're my best student, absolutely brilliant!"

Beomgyu blushed. "Stop it, I'm average..."

"No, should be at music school"

"Really? Do you think I would be accepted?", the boy asked.

"Yes, you have a very promising future ahead in this"

Beomgyu suddenly started crying.

"Oh, what did I say? Hey, don't cry!"

Namjoon panicked, he stood up from his chair and walked to his student.

"Hey, why are you crying?"

"I... I'm the only omega at my family and everyone thinks I'm useless at everything", Beomgyu said between sobs.

"Oh come on, you can't believe that! You're so talented!"

"You're the first person to ever tell me something like that, thank you so much professor!"

The young man started crying harder and Namjoon hugged him. "Hey don't let anyone ever tell you you are not talented or anything, ok? Not anymore, promise it!"

Beomgyu nodded cutely.

"That's it, you're such a nice, kind and talented omega...", Joon whispered.

His alpha instincts kicked in. He was with an omega in distress so it was his duty to make him feel better. He hugged him again and emitted a soothing essence.

"Thank you so much, professor!"

"Don't worry, now, let's teach you a new melody, ok?"

"Ok!"

"And stop calling me "professor", call me Namjoon"

Beomgyu nodded and smiled. "You're so kind, Namjoon"

Namjoon smiled too and walked to the piano. Poor omega, nobody deserved to be treated like that.

Namjoon was waiting outside the community center. He had been there for 15 minutes, Seokjin was late. He had promised to be there to have lunch together but, he was late and it didn't surprise Joon

"Don't be mad, he must be on his way, don't be clingy, Namjoon", he told himself.

His phone rang out fo the sudden.

"Namjoonie!"

"Baby, hey, where are you?"

"I'm so sorry, I won't make it for our lunch. I really tried but I just got out of class, I stayed more time trying to understand a problem and I just... I'm so sorry..."

Joon closed his eyes.

"It's ok! Don't worry, I know you're in exams"

"Thank you so much, you're the best, I love you from here to the moon", Jin replied and sent him a kiss that made Namjoon giggle.

"Love you too"

He ended the call and sighed sadly.

"Namjoon", he heard behind him.

"Oh, Beomgyu, hi"

"Hi... are you going to give a class right now or..."

"Oh, no I just finished and was waiting for my boyfriend but... he won't make it"

"Oh, I see", the young man answered, "I came to pay the week's classes so... hey, why don't we have lunch together?"

Namjoon blinked. "Oh, uh... sounds great, I know a good ramen place close"

"Awesome, I just need a minute"

And so Namjoon ended up eating lunch with the young omega.

Namjoon put the phone in his pocket.

"Seriously, Namjoon, if you have to go...", Beomgyu started

"No, no, it's ok. I promised you I would help you and that's what I'm gonna do"

"Uh... can I ask you something kinda personal?"

"Go ahead"

"How's your boyfriend?"

Joon frowned. "What do you mean?"

"Well I have never seen him around or something...", Beomgyu admitted shyly.

"Well... he's a very special omega. He's studying to be an engineer, he's the best. He has a part time job too so he doesn't have a lot of free time..."

"But you do time for him, don't you? And you too studied and have a job"

Namjoon was taken by surprise. "Well..."

"Sorry, I'm sorry, that was not my business"

"Uh, it's ok. We are trying to figure things out..."

Namjoon felt comfortable talking to the omega.

"You know, we had a big fight about it recently and then we fixed things but I still wonder if we really fixed something. I'm ashamed to admit it but I'm... I'm not a good alpha..."

"What do you mean? You're the best!", the omega replied.

"No, I'm clingy and emotional"

"That is not a bad thing! You're kind and cool!"

Namjoon laughed and patted Beomgyu's head. "You see me with good eyes. When you find a partner, whatever the gender, you'll understand"

Beomgyu blushed. "You're a very good alpha, Namjoon, don't let anyone tell you otherwise"

Namjoon laughed as the omega used his own words against him.

"Ok, ok, thank you but let's continue so we can have dinner a little bit earlier. I'm paying by the way"

Beomgyu nodded eagerly.

"One day I'll invite Seokjin so you can meet, I promise", Joon added.

Seokjin fixed his hair and looked at his reflection on the mirror.

"Put your shit together, Kim Seokjin", he told himself, "you love that man, you adore that man and that man is hurt because of you, so go there and love the shit out of him!"

He went to the community center to

surprise Namjoon and the surprised one ended up being him.

Namjoon was walking out of the place talking and laughing besides a slim blond boy. Jin could notice, even from meters away, how enchanted the young man was with his boyfriend. He walked closer.

"Namjoonie!", he yelled.

"Seokjin?! Hey, baby! What are you doing here?"

"I came to surprise you... oh, hi there, may I know who this is?", Jin asked in a petty tone.

"This is a friend and student of mine: Choi Beomgyu. Bee, this is my boyfriend, Kim Seokjin"

"Nice to meet you", Beomgyu said.

"Nice to meet you too, Namjoon mentioned you before"

"Really? I'm glad!"

Beomgyu ended up saying goodbye and left the couple alone. Namjoon was beyond happy that Jin was there but he was worried.

First of all, Namjoon's friend was an omega. Second, he was gorgeous. Third, what

the fuck was "bee"? A cute nickname? Seokjin was worried.

"So that's your famous student..."

"Yeah, he's mega talented and is working super hard. He's really sweet but he's mistreated by his family like... a lot"

Jin hummed in response. They stopped talking about Beomgyu but

Jin didn't stop thinking about it. Fortunately for him, he got to spend the afternoon with Namjoon and things ended heating up at his apartment.

Namjoon held him between his arms, their bodies still naked and tired.

"I promise I'll treat you better. You'll be my number one",

Jin whispered.

Namjoon chuckled. "Am I not your number one right now?"

"That's not what I meant, sorry, I meant I won't get lost in work and school and neglect you"

"Sounds great", Joon whispered sadly.

"I love you", Jin told him.

"I love you too but..."

"But?", Jin asked.

"Don't promise things that won't happen. You're the best in your whole generation. You're the model for a lot of omegas. You're not made to be... to be like I want you to be. You shouldn't force yourself. I knew from the beginning I would never be your number one"

Jin left his arms and sat on the edge of the bed, looking at Namjoon in surprise.

"Namjoon... that's... that's not... my intention. It was never! I'm so sorry I made you feel like that! Of course you're my number one! Of course I love you so much and I can't think of my future

without you in it! I'm so sorry! I'm so sorry!"

Jin started crying startling Namjoon. It wasn't usual for him to cry like that.

"No, baby, don't cry, shhh, I love you too and I'm here"

"I made you feel miserable!", Jin mumbled.

"I'm not miserable by your side"

"You are!"

Jin kept crying until he felt empty. Namjoon never let him go. How nice it was to be with his alpha. It was really good to be in his arms and still...

Jin was scared he would depend on the alpha too much.

"Surprise!", Jin yelled as soon as Namjoon opened the door.

However, his big smile was gone when he spotted Beomgyu behind Joon.

"Jinnie!"

"I came to have lunch but if you're busy..."

"Come in, we are practicing, maybe you can listen to his piece and give your opinion"

Jin got inside feeling like an intruder.

Namjoon returned to the piano bench. "As I told you, this is the variation"

Namjoon started playing the piano. Oh, Jin loved it. It had been such a long time since he had time to listen to Namjoon play anything... The alpha was beyond

talented. Awesome.

He stared at Beomgyu. The omega looked at Namjoon with admiration. There were hearts in his beautiful brown eyes. He was looking at Namjoon as if he were...

Namjoon finished playing. "Now you", he told Beomgyu.

The young omega started playing the piano.

He was good, really good. But Namjoon was looking at him with a bright big smile and Jin couldn't take it. That smile was only his. Nobody had the right to make Namjoon smile like that.

"Mine", Jin whispered.

He then convered his mouth in surprise. What the fuck?

He didn't believe in property, he knew Namjoon wasn't his property to call him like that. "Am I jealous", he thought.

No, impossible. Jin didn't feel jealousy, he trusted Namjoon.

Right?

Beomgyu finished the piece and Namjoon cheered him and patted his head.

What in the fucking hell? Jin thought. Did he just patted his fluffy adorable head?

"So, what do you think?", Joon asked Jin.

"He's really good, congrats", Jin faked a smile.

"See, bee? You're incredible, you're ready for the audition"

"Yes, "bee", you're ready", Jin said.

Namjoon made Jimin sit in front of him at his area in the community center.

"Jin is jealous and I don't know how to react to that. Is it a good thing?"

Jimin chuckled. "Jealous? of whom?"

"Beomgyu. He told him to give me red roses yesterday for my birthday. I hate red roses"

Jimin laughed loudly. "Holy shit"

"I had noticed it before but... that can't be, right? Kim Seokjin is not the type to get jealous"

Jimin smiled. "Maybe he's changing"

"He's not the type to change. I don't know..."

Jimin hummed. "Maybe he feels he's finally losing you to

Beomgyu. Tell me, don't you feel something for the kid?"

Namjoon frowned. "No... I mean... I do like him as friend and... well, to be honest, I feel like a real alpha being around him. Like he trusts me so much I feel actually useful and it's nice, you know"

Namjoon made a pause. "Sad reality is that Jin doesn't really need me. It feels nice to be needed from time to time"

Jimin sighed. "He needs you, he just doesn't admit it because he's scared of losing freedom".

"If he loves his freedom more than he loves me... well"

"Don't be unfair. And going back to the point, him being jealous must be a new scary thing for him too so talk to him"

"You know, this kid Beomgyu didn't forget my birthday. Last year Jin forgot. This kid thinks I'm cool and not some burden. He sees me as an inspiration"

"Jin admires you too, don't be dumb"

"He doesn't. There's nothing I can show him to awe him"

"He gave you a ring yesterday, right? He's trying"

"Beomgyu says is not good that I feel like this being with Jin"

Jimin was left speechless. Namjoon started sobbing.

Jimin panicked. "Oh god, no, don't cry"

"I wish I could love myself. I wish I could be different, I wish I could be... I don't know, someone else. Someone stronger and cooler, someone like Seokjin. Look at me crying. This is why he doesn't like me"

Jimin cried with him too and patted his back. "Don't say such things"

"I'm a damaged alpha"

"Don't ever say such a thing", Jin said from the door. He was crying too. "How dare you to say such a stupid thing"

Jimin stood up. "I'm gonna leave you alone"

Jin sat in fron of Namjoon. They were both a mess.

"Remember your first heat? You didn't want me to help", Joon mumbled.

"Because I was scared. You think I'm strong and all but I'm scared all the time. I'm scared to open up"

Namjoon chuckled.

"You? Scared?"

"I'm terrified right now that I made you feel like shit and that I might lose you"

"Should we really be together?"

"I'm this Namjoon. I'm clingy, cheesy, romantic. I like cursi stuff and you..."

"I hate all that but... I love you"

"Why are we trying", Joon asked.

Jin swallowed hard. "I refuse to let you go like this. Namjoon, I'm so jealous you wouldn't understand. Can't you see I'm dying here? When that omega clings to you, he has stars in his eyes. He smiles like you're his whole world"

Joon frowned. Jin continued

"I fucking hate it when you talk about him, and I hate it when he appears out of nowhere, I hate it that you're always together and I hate that he's everything I am not! I'm losing it! I can't stand it anymore, I'm crazy jealous! And this is not me,

I wanna scream, I wanna fight and bite like a fucking cat... You're my alpha. I'm yours. Let's not fuck around. I can't stand it anymore. I'm not as strong as you think"

"I'm sorry I made you jealous"

"I heard everything. I heard how Beomgyu makes you feel and I'm sorry"

They fell silent.

"I would have never thought you would get jealous for me", Namjoon admitted softly.

"How wouldn't I. You're one of your kind. Handosme, kind, talented, the most beautiful alpha ever. And you're all mine and I'm so stupid I couldn't see it".

Joon giggled. "you can't hear it right now but my heart is racing. A part of me wanted you to say things like that"

"I'm gonna quit school if necessary. Let's travel, let's do something, I don't want us to end"

Namjoon shook his head. "There's no need to leave school, don't be

stupid"

"Then tell me what to do"

"I honestly don't know anymore"

"Please, Joon. I'm burning alive"

Namjoon stared at his beautiful omega. His eyes were red and puffy. His cheeks were wet. His hands were trembling. He was such a different Seokjin and still, he was the same.

Seokjin was decided to get his man back. The love was there and he got the wake up call he needed. It was just a matter of time to be back together.

"This fucking bitch", Jin whispered as he saw Beomgyu clinging to Namjoon's arm.

He started walking towards them.

"Seokjin?", Namjoon asked.

"Namjoon, hi, hi there "bee", how are you? Enjoying my soon-not-to-be-single alpha?", Seokjin spat.

"What...", Beomgyu replied.

"Seokjin, what are you talking about?"

"Did you broke up with me because of him? You said it was because we were so

different but... look at you!"

Beomgyu left Joon's arm, ashamed. "I only feel admiration for Namjoon. And I had a crush on him of course but I understood he loves you. I just want him to be my friend, my only one"

Jin frowned. "So you don't want to steal my man?"

Namjoon frowned. "Not really your man anymore..."

"Shut up, Namjoon, I'm gonna talk to you in a minute, first this", Jin answered.

Beomgyu sighed and suddenly took Jin's hands softly.

"What are you..."

"Listen, I swear I don't want to steal anything. Don't be jealous. Now,

swallow your pride and tell Namjoon, with actions, how much you're changing. I look up to you, Seokjin. As an omega, I wanna be as strong as you are but... our Namjoon is such a life changer, isn't him?"

Namjoon's jaw dropped as Beomgyu spoke. Jin was comically surprised.

Beomgyu smiled softly, made a little jump and put his hands over Namjoon's. "See you later", he said.

"What the fuck did he just do?", Jin whispered.

"I dont know", Joon replied, his hands still holding Jin's. "I swear I didn't know he was this mature..."

He noticed his hands.

"Oh, shit, sorry", Joon said taking them away.

"Don't... I miss your hands"

"Jinnie, we are not... it has been two weeks and I'm not ready to be around you again"

"Namjoonie, I don't want you to be my friend, I want us to be back together"

Joon sighed. "Jinnie..."

"Come live with me", Jin said.

"What?"

"Let's get back together and move to my place"

"Jin, you didn't want anyone to live by your side, you hate the marriage idea and all the related stuff"

"I know! But all that it's bullshit compared to you"

Namjoon frowned, surprised.

"Jin, that's serious"

"I know! I'm desperate, I love you and all this is bullshit! I can't be away from you, Im dying!"

"Same", Joon mumbled. "Being without you is weird"

"Let's find balance between your need and mine. Look, look"

Seokjin got a piece of paper from his pocket.

"This is a therapist Yoongi recommended me. He can treat us, I mean, we can talk to him, as a couple, and then if it doesn't work, I'll accept it but... come on... give us another chance. You heard your "bee", don't you?"

Joon chuckled. "You're still jealous, right?"

"Yeah. Madly jealous. Like omegas can smell a single alpha from miles away... specially if it's a nice alpha and I can't stand it. I suppose I'm bitchy omega after all. Stereotypes and all that".

Joon smiled. "You're not bitchy... we should have dinner and talk, shouldn't we?"

Jin nodded. "I swear to god our relationship is so weird but we can totally make it. I'm gonna make sure it happens"

Namjoon smiled too. "Here we go again..."

*the end*

I don't like how this fic ended up, it's extra messy and doesn't have any sense. I loved the idea but I fucked it up. I'm gonna delete it and maybe correct it one day, so read it. I'll delete it tonight.